** Episode- 197 “am I being pervert” **
…. I said, “Let’s go… talking with you is useless…” I sniff at the end
as I was crying…
I felt his hand on my head, patting it gently,
he said, “I know you care for me…. then at least for me, live, eat, laugh,
smile, fight with me just don’t cry and torture yourself… just take care of
yourself… stay with me” I felt a kiss on
my cheeks before him asking the driver to get in…. and what I was doing… I was
confused… should I love him for caring about me so much or hate him for not coming to me even after knowing I was
suffering …….
He dropped me to the palace and I
walked in, I saw Edwin’s mom, seems like she was waiting for me…. she hugged me
and then said, “ are you fine?….”
I separated from her and tears fall down immediately, she wiped them and
said, “Don’t cry… did he hurt you… come with me..” she took me to my room and
comforted me..
She asked after few minutes, “Did he did
something wrong..”
I said out, “Only thing hurts me now… that he cares for me so much that
I am being weak and some part of me wants to forgive him… why does he cares for
me so much…” I am being this fool again… but I can’t act strong in this moment…
She took my hand in hers and said, “You love him so does he…. I don’t
want to speak in between you both…. But I desperately want you both
together,…. Love can be hard sometimes…
it may give you the pain which seems to be unbearable but… it you find a way
tills its own happiness…. You just have to be strong… and decide do you want
this love or not….”
She stayed with me for long, making sure I was ok… after she left, I
said to myself, “I don’t know what I want… do I want this love or not… what
should I do….”
I was having dinner with him, it’s just
I was in no place to reject and I didn’t want to eat alone… he was late at the
table but showed up… but why did he keep me waiting…
I was eating silently…. I moved to take one of the dipping when he said
quickly, “It has peanuts… you are allergic…” I couldn’t he…
Love You Or Hate You I Can't Decide BOOK 1, Season 1&2
“am I being pervert”
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Comments
Mr and Mrs Cullen ❤
How did Edwin know that Alisa is going to stare at him 😏 He knows very well that she won't be able to control, at least her eyes are betraying her. She is just gawking at him.
2021-01-03
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Loey Baby
Yeeeyyyyy u did write another novels? I’ll be right there after i finish this wonderful story. Great job, author l.. LOVEEE YOUUUUU
2020-12-31
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Jean Tajanlangit
thank you author.. more update please...
2020-12-30
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