Episode- 221 “you are still a bad lair”
Alisa’s POV:
My hand frozen, I collected my thoughts
and passed the phone with a smile, I was
faking it .. I don’t want anyone to bother about the hate I am going through…
this is not the first time I am reading something like this.. I saw some
comments like this 2 days ago.. I was ignoring it…but now I feel worthless…..
do I really don’t worth of being near Edwin…
In the evening,
I walked in the
palace, I was walking through corridor, I spotted Edwin in one of the hall, he
was talking with some people… I looked at him for a wide minute, his blue eyes,
his long hair, his perfect face and body.. his he even good at business,
fighting skills, he sharp and smart.. he is really perfect… and I am….
Worthless…
I sigh, did I
really got lucky… do I really don’t worth of having him…… my eyes met his, I diverted my gaze and
walked away I know he will know what am I feeling.. I do not want him to bother
him by low self acceptance…. It would be useless…
I walked to my
room, and threw the coat away… I rested on the sofa, as I closed my eyes..
suddenly everything in the comments runs in front of me and my mind…… I opened
my eyes, and let a sigh,,, this is depressing and painful…. I searched on my
phone…. I opened my social media account.. I have millions of followers
suddenly after the engagement….
I have countless
comments, I read one by one…. I know I shouldn’t be doing this but I couldn’t
stop… I came across both positive and negative comments…. But those hates
comments… I have lot of them.. tears are
filling my eyes, every word is stabbing
me inside… I was always scared of these judger … I fear this and now millions
of eyes or on me… scanning me and giving opinion about me without caring about my feelings… I was about to
cry.. but I heard the door open…
I heard the door
opening sound and I closed my phone, and
put in my bag… I hide my tears.. I saw Edwin walking in, he put his coat on the
sofa and walked to me… I pretended to busy, I have to act normal and cool as
much as possible..… Edwin hugged me from behind and said, “Little dove… you
look stressed.. what happened…” he kissed my cheek as he said this… I want to
tell him but I decided to hide it all…
I lied to him and
myself, “It’s…it’s nothing…. I am just tired… there is lot of work for
renovation.. it’s stressful.. I even had meeting with Tina… tomorrow we have a
appointment with the florist…. It’s just stressing me” I pulled a smile and
chuckled as I stated this.. he must not know.. what fill he feel he loves a
women who is always mentally weak.. I want to be strong for him…
He made me look at
him, he don’t’ believes my lies.. but I have to make him believe, he pushed my
hairs behind my ear and asked, “Are you
sure…” I nodded.. he added, “I said don’t stress about new boutique … I will
arrange everything… and about the wedding, mom and dad will look after it.. you
just have to point at the things….” I nod, at last he believes … I said as I
got to the door, “I am hungry.. do you want to eat something…. I will make it…”
I walked out of the room to kitchen… I want to run away from his questions.. he
loves me but that doesn’t mean I should always trouble him…
I was looked
around the kitchen after fixing my mind, I am not really in the mood to cook..
but still I opened the fridge and pulled some ingredient…. I don’t want to move
because these thoughts are making me trouble, but Edwin will notice this.. I
don’t want him to trouble himself for nothing.. my weakness is mine.. I will
not be his weakness anymore…. I will not make him weak….
I sigh.. I said
in my mind, “Alisa.. stop this…” I pulled knife.. and was about to chop a onion.. but I grasped
as suddenly I was put on the huge kitchen counter, I was sitting on it as Edwin
was looking in my eyes, he is close to me… I noticed Edwin was still grabbing my waist and looking in my eyes, I
looked around one or two made were looking at us in complete shock, this
embarrassing… I looked down and said, “E-Edwin.. they are watching…” Edwin
looked at them with slightly angry gaze and they left… god! He is so powering and this is one of his charm..
Edwin turns to
face me again and pulled my chin so I
was facing him, suddenly I feel excitement and shiver.. I know he is looking at
my lips… his lips were about to touch mine, we haven’t kissed since we agreed
to the ‘follow the rules’… he is going to kiss… I pulled my hand on his chest
and pushing him lightly, then I pulled my weak words and said, “Not.. this till
the wedding…” I heard him sigh.. he hugged me almost caging me in his arms and my
face is burred his hard chest.. I can hear his racing heart.. I smiled at
myself.. my heart is racing too.. I am sure I am red… but I am happy that he is
there to listen to me…
Soon, I found him cooking as I am still
sitting on the counter… he is so perfect…, he said, “Little dove what is
bothering you,,,” I was surprised by his words. but I made up a reason.., “I am
just worried how will I deal with new people in my new store… you know I was
always like this scared to do new things…” I don’t want to make you worry
anymore…
He looked at me
for wide second, I felt him searching for something in my eyes may be the truth
and then he turned to chopping the veggies, he said, “You are still a bad liar…
but I will figure it out myself…. there is nothing you can hide..” he know when
I lie.. I must be really easy to read for him… but this time it’s me to fix
this.. I need to make myself perfect for you….
He said as he was
busy in cooking, “I hate when you keep all the trash to yourself.. but I will
not force you..” why do you love me this much?.. that makes me feel so secure…
and now I will not let anyone point finger at you because of me.. I promise…
I looked down as
some part of me is worried about those comments, but most of them were true, he
deserved someone perfect than me, I shouldn’t be like this in front of them, I
controlled my emotions and then said
with a smile, “Can I help…”, I didn’t waited for his answer, I know he will not
let me, I got down and pushed him aside
and started cutting the vegetables…, he was surprised, He asked little
complaining, “what will I do…” but I just found him cute and attractive..
I looked at him with
a smile and said, “You can sit and observe… anyways as you are the Mighty King
Edwin Arthur Grey now.. I am sure his majesty must have for gotten to cook.. so
please have a sit..” I chuckled in the end.. I love to tease him a little…
He stood in front
of the counter, he was folding his hands around his chest and looking at me
with his sexy narrowed eyes and he said, “you have gotten a new way to insult
me.. but this makes you 1000 times more sexier.. I am about to pounce on you
forgetting my negotiation… beware with words, little dove,… you will put
yourself in problem” he is looking at me darkly seductively, he is so damn hot!..
I bet he is h*rny.. I pressed my lips together to stop laughing… he is trying
to hold back…. Should I tease him little…
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Comments
Jose Miguel Abuan
oh alisa dont stress yourself remember you cannot please anybody some people happy to see you suffer .please focus your self to edwin he loves you very much🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
2021-01-11
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Anglik MO
I think that the situation Alisa comments on her social media, is sadly very common, cuz there will always be people who think is allowed to trash someone just cuz you don't like that particular person, or you just envy that person. But they don't know how those comments will affect the person.
All I know is that we have to learn how to filter the comments we may receive, focusing on the positive ones, cuz there will always be people we prejudice and toxic seeking attention in the worst possible way, I hope that Alisa growth truth this and overcome all her haters.
2021-01-11
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Mr and Mrs Cullen ❤
This made me teary 😭 Edwin just caught her that she is lieing and I know very well he is not going to sit until he finds the reason why Alisa is sad and stressed 😌 And I especially want to point out that comment "Her sister is more beautiful and better than her" 😠 seriously let me kill you, does that person know what kind of nasty b**ch was Ruth 🙃
2021-01-16
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