Episode- 196 “Talking to you
**is useless” **
I said, “I need to talk…” I have to make
it clear.. I can’t let my heart chose by itself.. I am not ready to break
again….
He looked at me as I drive his attention from him work… he said,
“Driver… stop the car and get out for five minutes…” the driver stopped the car and got out… the
security was behind us, they all positioned themselves around the car…
I looked at them as this all makes me uneasy, Edwin said, “What is it,
little dove?” I was finally looking at him and said, “Edwin… King Arthur…. Just
forget whatever was between us in the past… I am a normal girl, and you….. ..
whatever…. I don’t want to move here… neither I want my work to move here…
neither I want to marry you again, I don’t want all of this…. I desire to
return and live as I am living for 2 year, I have my grandpa, my family, the
office.. I have lots of responsibilities… so declare the announcement as a
mistake and tell everyone I have nothing to do with it… let me go..”
I noticed he was not looking at
me anymore, he tightening his feast, he is angry…. Even after I make him angry
he is trying not to harm me as before… he cares… but that’s not enough to stop
me here… I decided I will not be with him….
He turned to me, his eyes are sharp, cold and dark, I still don’t know
how to deal with his this face, he said, “Are you telling me to let you go so can live as a robot… do you want me to remind
you your schedule… 6 am wake up, 7:30 am office… barely had lunch, barely talks
to anyone, office ends at 5:30, but you leave at 7pm… then run to your store,
work there, you check the records till 12 midnight… you get home at 12:30… then
eat something, which I really don’t believe…. Then overwork yourself till 2 in
the morning… you don’t even had a day off not even weekends, you overwork… till
you were on the hospital bed.. you were admitted to hospital for 7 times in
these 2 year, all are stress, anxiety, overwork, anemia… I arranged your
therapy for self harming problem… but ended up having therapy for lot more than
that…. I don’t want you to return to that…”
I was just looking down as he was telling what I did for two years… I
really lived a messed up life… but I tried to overwork because I didn’t wanted
to miss him..
He said, “You did all this because you didn’t wanted to have a reason to
remember me… you didn’t wanted to miss me… at first I wanted it too… but after
what I got reports about… I wanted rush to your side and put a tight slap on
your face to remind you what is it to live life… but I loved you, I can’t hurt
you again…. It was better if you spend
your everyday cursing me instead of working… listen Little dove… no matter what
happens, you are not going back, you can fight me here all day, but at least I
can be insured you are eating and sleeping… I won’t let you return because I know
how your parents treat you and that old
man is giving you work pressure and trying to set you up with someone and last time if it was not for
me… I don’t know what would have
happened..” I looked at him with teary eyes, he knows everything… he was worried… he is still worried and it’s right last time
if it’s was not for him I could have been in hell, stuck with that jerk….
He banged his hand on the window in
frustration, I don’t know what got into me but I pulled his hand to make sure
it was not hurt., I was worried sick he might get hurt … my tears fall on his
palm and I moved back…. I looked out of the window and wiped my tears… I cursed
myself…. I said, “Let’s go… talking with you is useless…” I sniff at the end as
I was crying…
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Comments
Mr and Mrs Cullen ❤
OK both have point 😣 None of them are wrong but it seems that the battle is still not going to end any soon
2021-01-03
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Lorna Macapagal
i luv the two of them..they should let bygones be bygone...😥😥😥
2020-12-29
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