Episode- 101 “What do you
know about love!!!!?”
Alisa’s POV:
He placed kiss on my collar bone and whispered, “Then what?” god! Why do
my heart beats so fast, why this weird
feeling are going inside me?.... I am losing it…. but I have to stop him, I
can’t let him take me.
I answered, “Real couple……. Knows each other, loves each other, they can
understand each other’s pain and feeling,,,, the one whom your eyes search for…
the one who will understand you like no other person in world.... it means you
support each other, cry with each other … and smile with each other… love is
not all about physical pleasure but the support and trust in each other…… you
feel happy when the person you love is happy, you feel sad for no reason just
because the person whom you love is sad… you can spent your life with each
other promising to be only his/hers…. That’s what is love…. I believe in love.”
He got up and sat in straight…. He laughed as if I was telling a joke … he was
laughing loud…. This made me angry.
He said, “You believe in this stupid things… Alisa… Alisa… grow up… you
spoiled my mood… you are a boring women… ‘LOVE’ stupid sh*t.”
I got up and said, “What does a person like you understand about love?”
He turned to me and his face was showing hit of anger, he asked, “What did
you said?”
I answered, “What do you know about love?.... I am right?.... a person
like you who change women like clothes,,, you enjoy taking life, you enjoy
killing…. You like to harm people, relations are just a game for you… you
forced me to stay with you…. you harmed my family, you made my sister suffer
for no reason by breaking her heart and then breaking her leg… do you know how
much she suffered….”
He said like warning, “Are you seriously doing this? STOP”
I shake my head in ‘no’ and I was already in tears, “I am not… you
tattooed your name on me… you stained me Edwin!.... you said you will throw me
out, you said I was only a possession then why did you put your name on me…..
you know I cried everyday because of this… I was too scared to look at myself
in the mirror because it recalled me that horrible night… how can you love
someone?.... you will never love someone… you are just a heart less monster.”
He grabbed my neck and pushed on the bed, he was strong and angry, I
closed my eyes as tears were escaping, he said, “You are crossing your limits….
What do you know about love?... hhu… I bet nothing\, you stayed in your fu***ng
fantasy world…. Stupid immature women… do you know how it feels when you can’t
have the one person you like…. How do you feel when you can’t hug the person
just because you are scared of being the reason to destroy them… but not
because you will do it but because of your surrounding…… do you know how much
it hurts when you have to keep your distance from that one person in your heart
and watch her from distance……….. when you can’t tell her you love her, when you
know everything she likes but can never do anything for her because of your
responsibilities… when she is yours but not yours… do you know the pain when
you fear a person stealing your love from you and you can’t do anything… you
can’t have her but you try to protect her…….. you know nothing Alisa Scott,
what I am going through……. How I prepared for her arrival in own room as my
wife but I can never have her in my room, I can never show her what else I
prepared for her……….. and I can never tell her what I feel, I have to be
indifferent to her… I have to see her hate me.. when I want her to love me…. do
you understand?”
he let me go and I was coughing and breathing heavy, I was struggling to
breath… he grabbed his hairs and pushed it back. He looked confused and tensed…
but I am angry at him… I was in tears and I said with my heavy breath, “I
wish…. You will….. never be with her……. I wish this because you ruined me… I
wish you go through this pain forever.” He looked at me with anger and pain… I
know I might be inviting death but I am not in sense to stop my mouth… he
pointed his finger to me as if he was about to warn me but he walked out
instead slamming the door…. The door is too strong that it is still intact.
After he left, I run by hand through my hairs and tried to control
myself. but I the only thing was in my mind was that women…. Whom he clams to
love… who is she……. Why can’t he have her……… but seems like he loves her for
real…. But I don’t think he deserves love…. But I was angry on that women, I
hate her for some reason…. I threw the things on night stand down as I was
angry…. I hate him and that women……. How can he love her?
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Comments
From MARS 👽
Sayad Kabhi na kah saku Mai tumko...Bina khe samajh lo tum sayad....☹️☹️
2020-09-10
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Maryam Shaikh
awesome! I read so many novels on Mangatoon but this story is really outstanding. Writer always surprise me with new chapters. Alisa weak and scared state and then in front of Edwin she never give up to her bold and determine personality. In this episode she defeated Edwin with just words. Plot of this novel is mind blowing.
2020-09-10
16
sweety
author may be its time to give us another conflict...this on and off love hate between them is going on a circle...this chapter show love, next chapter show hate....its keep repeating...
2020-09-10
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