** Episode- 98 ‘What I am to**
** Alisa’s POV:**
I walked out of the office wiping my tears, I started walking to a place
where I go when I lose hope, yes the same bench in the garden. I was sitting on
the bench and was thinking about what I said, and what will I say when Edwin
asks me about today… he must be angry, he will punish me.. that could be seen
when time comes, right now I just need to relax.
I searched my bag and pulled a small knife, I place it on my hand and
pressured it to form a small cut, I closed my eye as I could feel the pain,
should I go a little deeper, maybe this will be the end. I was pressuring but
the knife got pulled from my hand. Edwin sat beside me after throwing the knife
away. he took a handkerchief from his pocket and tied on my cut.
I tried to pull away but he pulled my hand and said, “Stay still.”
What is with him?. one day he is devil other day he turns to complete
different person…. His behavior questions me, he does hates me but refuses to
let me go… what does he wants.
I looked in different direction as he was treating my cut, I don’t want
to fall for him. He said, “If you cut yourself again, I will destroy your
family… be sure, you never see their bodies again.” Seriously he wants me stop
cutting myself by threatening to kill my family, this is not helpful at all.
I replied as I was still refusing to look at him, “Why do you care?...
you said I was psychopath and suicidal, this is what I am supposed to do”
He replied, “Yes, I said that… and I want this to stop…. This is an
I scoffed as I said, “What can I do other than following?... do I worth
something to do.” I didn’t get a answer maybe I don’t.
I asked again, “what I am to you, Edwin?”
He looked at me for a while and then
looked away, but I heard his words, “Possession…… you are my possession, and I
hate sharing my possession.”
Tear formed in my eyes, I was hurt, my heart was bleeding by his words..
what does it hurts so much I know he would answer something like this to me…. I
formed a bitter smile and said, “At least you.. you would have said I am a fake
wife… but … whatever.” I got up and walked out of the garden.
She asked me, “what I am to
you, Edwin?” I looked at her, my heart wanted to say that she is ‘my life’ and
the one I care for the most … but I am not letting myself do this. My heart
can’t control me, I am the person who needs to use his brain… I can’t flow in
emotions when I have responsibilities… the only thing I know is she has to hate
me till I reach the throne after emitting my enemies… she has to hate me.
I replied, “Possession…… you are my possession, and I hate sharing my
possession.” I saw tears in her eyes. she said as if she would be broke down
any moment, “At least you.. you would have said I am a fake wife… but …
whatever.” I saw her walking away… I followed her and we both were in the car,
she was silent but tears never left her eyes… do my words does this to her….
but whatever it is between us should be covered with hate for your own
safety….. the people who wants to destroy me will try to harm you as my only
weakness,,, when they will know about me being Prince Arthur situation will get
more worst…. You were never supposed to enter my life, I was never supposed to
have affection for you…
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I can imagine Ron seeing everything from heaven and cursing himself again and again
then... why don't you set her free?
ML your obsessiveness is going to be your down fall. You need to let go. i can see Ron on the sidelines going oh man i wish i hadn't ask this prick to marry my girlfriend.