Episode- 258 “Fear of losing
love once…”
Alisa’s POV:
I was waiting in front of the guest house in
the palace, I am waiting for my parents to come with my grandparents… yes.. I
know I said I will cut ties with them but I was scared about their safety so
Edwin asked them to come here… just for their safety and my mind would be at
rest… it took few hours to explain everything to my grandpa and parents… this
is totally new to them as it is for me… we were rich but we never had this kind
of enemies… they must be worried.. even though they will never say it but I
know my parents are worried for them…
I saw Black cars coming in, through the drive way.. I stood there…. I
smiled as I saw Edwin getting out… he went to pick them up…. I saw Grandpa
walking out from the first car and Grandma too… and my parents were in the car
behind them.. I rushed to Grandpa and he immediately hugged me, he said, “I am
glad you are safe..” I smiled and said, “Told you… I am fine..” Grandma was
observing me from up and down, I said, “Hello grandma… are you fine?”
Grandma said with a bitter voice, “Glad to see you intact..” I smiled on
her words which refers to her care… well I agree I was never a preferred child
of the family… at last I am a child of the family…. We even care for the pet
whom we feed for few days.. I know maybe some part of them must be worried
about me…. I can just hope…
Mom and dad walked to us, I said, “Mom…
Dad…. We have arranged everything in the guest house… just for few days.. then
you can go to your own life…”
Mom said as she looked away, “Ok.. we will take it as vacation..” Edwin
said as he stood beside, “You should… and remember she is my Queen… respect
her…” I pulled him slightly so he could stop his overprotective side…. Mom
looked at me and said, “Alisa…” this is not out of anger, she is worried, I can
tell that.. anyone can tell that..
She said as she looked in my eyes, “If you listen to me and never
married him, you never need to do all this.. we won’t fear about your life and
death.. look at your me and your fath---..
.. I mean your grandpa… he is worried sick about you…” I noticed Edwin’s feast
tighten… I smiled at mom and said, “Mom… I am really fine… grandpa, grandma…
you or dad… no one needs to worry about me… please…”
Dad said as he pulled me aside, “I don’t want this profit because of
your name as Queen…. Just divorce him and let’s go back…. At least you don’t
have do all this, I can’t take death of someone again….” I looked at Dad, he is clearly worried about
me, I said in my mind, “I wish you could say that you can’t take death of your
this daughter…” but I will be asking for
more…
I heard Edwin, “Her husband can protect her… nothing will be happening..
and I am never divorcing her… again.. you can rest your worried… my wife is
safe….” I nodded with a smile as I said, “I trust him….. please.. just come
in…”
I walked to the guest house and opened the door and said, “Get
comfortable, I have arranged maids,,, if you need anything then just tell
them…” Everyone walks in, I said to mom, “Mom… I arranged the cook… just don’t
worry…” she let a nod as she looked away..
I turned to grandpa and said, “Grandpa… now
don’t worry.. I am fine… and Edwin’s grandpa was really excited got to know you
are coming… you won’t get bored here..” Grandpa nodded, as he smiled… I noticed
mom was looking at me, for the first time I am sure she is worried about me as
her daughter….. I smiled at myself in
the inside.. this is the least they can do for their daughter then why am I
like this… this is not something I should soften… they were supposed to do
more… I will not satisfy with this least I know I deserve more from them as a daughter…
but this makes me somewhat happy….. I am happy at least they are worried about me…
Alisa’s POV:
I was
sitting under a dome in the garden all alone, my tea was getting cold as I was
just staring at the view…. I was tensed, even though I acted fine in front of my
parents and grandparents but I was worried… I am was stressed about all of this, truth was
I never thought I would be in situation like this…. but I was also worried
about Edwin, I was praying for him, My mind was filling with bad thoughts…. If I
was honest, I was really worried about the situation….what if something bad
happens……….
I sigh, I said to myself as I close my eyes, “It’s going to be fine….”
Soon, I sensed a presence, I turned to face Edwin… he was staring at me with a
light smile and his eyes are saying me he loves me, sometimes he is hard to
read and sometimes it’s easy to understand.. I guess when he wants me to feel
protected and love I can read HIM easily… he is really different..
He walked to me and sat in front of me, he passed me a letter… he said,
“from the orphanage..” I smiled as looked at it…. I turned to open it but it’s
unsealed… I raised my eyebrow and asked, “You read it…. it was for me… You are
not suppose to do this” he rested on the chair, he said, “I was just checking…
you know I can’t trust anyone around you…” I pulled the letter out and asked,
“What do you mean?” I know he is more alert about me since that call and other
things… I know he will never tell me directly…. My husband is kind of overprotective…
He said with serious look, “well…
my queen is popular… she is really stupid to trust people… I mean anyone… even
strangers… so I need to be extra alert…” I smiled and started reading the
letter….. I said with a smile, “I know you are worried that Jasper send me
another warning letter… just be honest… I am worried too… what if he does
something to you and our family?.. what I am going to do?... I see no way I can
help in this situation”
He looked down and said, “All you need
to do is be safe yourself…. And about rest of the thing I am here….. right
here..” I nodded but I am barely trying to calm by head… all I am worried about
him… what if Jasper does something to Edwin… he said he wanted throne.. and
Arthur is on the throne, that means he will clearly attack Edwin before me…..
identity of Arthur brings more danger than Edwin Grey… what am I going to do?,
I pulled myself to read the letter,,… it’s from that little girl Shane,
I smiled her handwriting is telling me she tried really hard… she even drew a
picture of me… they are cute, I found this touching even when the only letter I
see is ‘Thank you… for sending Santa.. We love you Miss. Queen..” I smiled.. it
feels nice when you are reason for someone’s smile..… it’s the satisfaction
that I can’t describe..
I saw Edwin was looking at me all this time, I asked, “What?” I chuckled
in the end… he smiled and replied, “You
could have seen them themselves as they enjoy the Santa’s gifts… after all you
arranged this all for them..” I smiled and sigh…
He was looking at me, yes I wanted to see
them smile and be happy…. but…..
I replied, “That Jasper…. He threatened my parents when I don’t even
know how he looks, who is he…. Seems like he knows everything about me…. I know
my family and friends are in danger, so I wanted them to come her… so I can see
them and be sure they are fine… but these kids.. I don’t want them to be on his
radar.. I don’t want anyone new relation
to surface up because I can’t protect them. I can’t hide old relations so I
don’t want anything new… as if this the only way to protect innocent is go away
from them…” I looked at him with teary eyes. his face was still, but I can see
the wave of emotions in his eyes, those clear blue eyes are telling he
understands want I feel. I am standing in the same place as him, I know what he
felt when he pretended to hate me and left me behind for years.
He got up and sat beside me, he grabbed my hand he kissed it as if he
was saying all of this is ok. I replied as tear dropped over my cheeks, “I know
what you felt when you left me… I know now it was hard.” I said as I can’
control anymore, “I am scared Edwin…. I am really scared.” He pulled me into
embrace, I can’t stay strong anymore. I just can’t anymore…
He kept comforting, soon I was in sense and able to retain myself. I
said, “Can you do something for me?” he nodded. he said, “Anything”
I asked with little hesitation, “Can you ask Tina to move in here till
this problem is solved? She is pregnant I am worried about her, she even has a
son.” he kissed my forehead and said, “Ok… I will do anything if it makes you
feel safe.” I smiled through tears. I don’t want that Jasper to do anything to
anyone I know, I am really worried about everyone… everyone.. I called Shane
but he said he is in college dorm and his exams are approaching… it’s ok if he
is under safe roof.
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Comments
ciciatjeh
I wish Alisa could learn something for her self-defense instead of depending on her husband. she knew her flaws, but still done nothing to improve herself
2021-02-03
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Lorna Macapagal
so hard for them...please,end that character of that silly man..my heart ache when reading
2021-02-03
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Lorna Macapagal
so hard for them...please,end that character of that silly man..my heart ache when reading
2021-02-03
2