Episode- 17
I saw Ron waiting
for me on the road, I gulped but I saw his eyes were worried. I decided to walk
to him. I stood in front of him and I was not able look in his eyes soon I
pushed my head down as I was unable to control my pain.
I felt Ron’s hands
wrapping around me and his hands were pulling me close into a hug. It was a
warm and comforting feeling like he was not angry on me, neither was he
disappointed in me,,, like he cared for me. I hugged him and tears escaped from
my eyes as I was unable to control it anymore.
He whispered in my ears,
“Don’t worry,,, you are no longer alone,,, I am with you.” this made me even
more cry, a sob escaped and he patted my head.
I was sitting on
the bench in the nearby garden, Ron walked to me and placed coffee in my hand and sat close to me. He was having
his coffee and looking at the night sky…. I looked at him and whispered,
“Sorry.”
He looked at me and
then turned back to the sky. He said, “You should be sorry,,, for hiding it
from me and doing this to yourself.”
I looked at the
coffee in my hand and a tear escaped, I confessed, “I was scared…. Scared that
I will be considered weak,,,,,, you will leave me in disappointment… that you
will be ashamed of me like everyone else.. *sob*”
I felt his hand
wiping my tear and he looked at me with affection. He said, “I will never leave
you… I can never be ashamed or disappointed in women I love…. But I was hurt
knowing you hurt yourself as if I was being hurt… you could have told me.” his
words were something that I never except… so is not ashamed of a person like
me.
Ron asked, “For how
long are you doing this to yourself?”
I said while
looking at the sky, “Maybe from end of my teen age…… I thought I could end
every pain by ending myself,,,, but it never work but then I started doing it
whenever I can’t handle stress.”
I looked at him and
he had tears in his eyes,,,, was he crying for me…. I subconsciously touched
his cheeks to wipe the tear and whispered, “Sorry…. I am really sorry.”
He hugged me, like
I would disappear any moment…. He was hugging me tightly… I hugged him back. I
heard his words mixed with tears, “I am sorry for not seeing it…. I am sorry I
failed to protect you… but from today you can tell me any problem you have… we
can solve it together..”
He separated from me and looked in my teary eyes and said,
“Promise me… you will tell me when something bother you…. we can solve it
together… promise me you will never harm yourself…. I can’t lose you.”
I nodded and
whispered, “I promise.” He is the comfort and love I was searching for all my
life… finally I met my real home. He placed a kiss on my forehead and hugged me
again. I want him to be by my side
forever.
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Comments
Maxrill Velancia
dear author can't you make Ron the ml, i really think he's serious in her
2023-03-04
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Ct Mon
ron is a good boy
2022-04-01
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Riru Ru
this novel is soo good😭❤️
2021-05-23
1