Episode- 177 “sign those”
Edwin’s POV:
I tried to explain, “Little
dove… I understand what are you feeling… but please understand I don’t want you
to have any documented relation of us,… so they can’t drag you in this mess… so
you could be safe, they won’t harm you if they somehow find anything about you…
the divorce will insure that I am not connected to you and they won’t try to pressure
me with it… but believe me… I will try to keep all this secret but still I am
trying to take precautions.. I can’t lose you..”
She said with anger, “Who are you talking
about??... who!!!”
I want to tell her but I can’t drag her in it… I want to keep her away
from this mess… I will make sure no one will find about her being my wife or
ex-wife… even if they try to find information about me… she has a way to be
away from this things unlike me….
I said, “I can’t tell you little dove,
just trust me little more… just little.”
She was angry I know, she was crying as well, she pointed her figure at
me and said, “Edwin Grey tell me the reason or if I have to sigh these paper without a proper
reason then I will consider you don’t trust me or you are just playing with
me..”
I whispered as I shake my head, “No… I am not playing with you… I love
you… please understand..”
She walked to Ken snatching the papers in anger and pain, she took the
pen and said, “Fine… if you want to get rid of me… I will sign… but then I will
never wait for you\, *sobs*…. I will not care about you anymore\, I will start
a new life with another person… you
would be nothing to me… everything between us will end… are you still willing
to let me sigh these papers..”
I want to stop her, I want to stop her saying these things to me, but I
can’t get emotional now, I need to think about lot of people, I can’t be
selfish to let myself be this weak…. I was just staring at her red face and
teary eyes..
She asked again, “Tell me you are joking and you don’t want this
divorce..”
I gulped my feeling and said as I looked away, “sign those” you being away
from me is the best way to keep you safe or a monster like me will destroy you
in this fire….
she looked at me with disbelief,
she nodded and sigh those papers, god knows I was one step away from making her
stop sighing those… I saw her hand moving and signing it in anger and tears..
and I already regret it… but I so not regret my decision… right now I need to
have no weakness….
She looked at me and walked upstairs, I
took those papers in my hand and want to burn those, instead I sign those and
gave it Ken… Ken place his hand on my shoulder…… I turned to see her walking
down with her luggage, she was trying not to cry… I can tell that and I am
doing the same.. but I do not want her to go, I am giving her this mansion.
She stopped to me and place the ring, the bracelet and the pendant on
the table… she looked at me and said dryly, “I do not want anything from you
Mr. Edwin Grey… I should be happy you said you will throw me away and you
are… I am free now and you should be
happy…” I was looking her as she said those… but I am going listen everything
she says and accept it as she right and I am selfish..
She added as her tear fall down, “I won’t
wait for you… I will marry someone else, have kids and large family…. I will
forget you and your every word…. Don’t show me your face Edwin Grey… I hate
you..” her words are hurting me… but I know I hurt her today.. but I have to….
She tried to walk away but I grabbed
her hand gently and asked, “Can I hug you little dove?.... just this one time..”
I am desperate..
She turned to me and said, “I hate you..” she walked away pushing me
back…. I stood their seeing her walk through the door and maybe out of my life
but I am going to make her walk in soon…. I promise… whether she waits for me
or not… I will wait for her to be in my arms again,,, for now let’s focus on
other things….
Ken said, “Are you ok?”
I turned to him and said, “No…”
I said, “Ken make sure to tell me where she goes…. And call Vic….now”
Vic picked the call and I said, “Vic….. I
divorced her.”
Vic answered, “You what?”
I said as tear fall down, “She is hurt… I know she won’t be ok… I have
to make sure she is safe, that’s why I divorced her… you will know the reason
soon… just be her friend and comfort her… call Tina… tell her my Alisa needs
her…”
Vic said in anger, “I don’t believe you… Edwin how can you?”
I said with a bitter teary smirk, “I don’t know…. remember I might take
some time to return to her, few months or years… take care of her, only as
friend Vic…. You remember your promise right… only friend…”
Vic’s silence tells me he is out of words but I have lot to say. I added
as I a wiping my tears, “She has habit to eat sweet when she is mad or
depressed, make sure she returns home safe… when she is mad play her favorite
song…. Make sure she goes to her fav café every week she feels incomplete
without it…. she is allergic to peanuts… *voice crack* she loves strawberry ice
cream get her those when she misses me, you will know when she will say she hates
me… don’t let her drink, she drinks too much when she is angry….. make sure her
mom and dad don’t hurt her…. don’t tell her I asked you to do all this… she
will hate me…. don’t let her cut herself again\, fix some treatment *sobs* she
will need it… one more thing…. if you know I died and if don’t return alive, find her a nice man… what I am even saying…
you would be first in line..”
Vic said, “You are crying…. You love her… then why Edwin?.... why are
you hurting her and yourself…. You bastard why?” I can tell he is desperate and
angry…
I chuckled and said, “may be because I am Arthur…” I cut the call…
sometimes you end up hurting yourself and the person you love….. I will
return..
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Comments
From MARS 👽
I am feeling lump on my throat 🥺🥺...I am at verge of crying 😂😂😭😭...please author,can u update fast please🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
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Tiana
o my God!
I am literally crying.....
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anushka pandey
Ooh my godd..,, i am sooo emotional ... verge of breakdown.... i hope alisa will go through this with less pain😢😩😭😭😭😭😥
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