EIGHTEEN

It's weird. As in super weird.

How come I did not recognize him?

Of all people, how come I did not realize it was Gale all this time?

Seriously. He did change a lot.. and so am I.

I believe.

I'm still on cloud nine cherishing each and every moment of the sensation I experienced with him.

What kind of get together we had in an unexpected time of day, in an unexpected place, and above all with an unexpected turn of events.

GOD KNOWS HOW HAPPY AM I!

But the question that lays ahead is the mere WHY?

Yes. I also do wonder about it.

Why exactly? What is the meaning of the actions I made?

Will it change how we cherish one another?

Or it will be the way for a new world for me?

Will he be there and never go away or push me far from him?

Or the flow of tide will be just like how it did back then? I wonder.

It makes me scared yet I am still happy to see him.

Days passed since that night.

We did not even contacted one another.

I clearly have no idea what's going on between us - like WHAT THE ACTUAL H*LL AND WHY did I ever do that.

Now I think about it, it is very much embarrassing! Great goodness!

I can still hear my heart beat getting louder and louder as I recall what ever had happened.

It keeps on pounding its way out through my chest which makes me feel intoxicated and concious about him.

I know I am not into boys - yes! Both of us do know it pretty well. But even I can't explain what I am feeling and why did I actually initiated that kiss.

I still feel his soft lips pressed against mine as he hold me near him. His big warm hands behind my back and my head supporting me as I lean towards him.

Am I crazy? Or maybe I am out of my mind!

I never imagine I would be so bold enough to kiss him enough and as I gain my conciousness, realizing what I got my self into, I pushed him away as I ran away and drove my car home.

Reaching home I panicked a lot.

Due to that I locked all the windows and doors, and rechecked it twice.

Took a cold shower to wake me up for I must be dreaming! Am I dreaming right? It must be.

It have to be a dream. Yes a dream.

Just a dream.

"My God" I gasped softly as I finally reached the conclusion that everything happened wasn't only a dream nor inside a dream.

"It is the reality you fool!" I grunted.

"My heart can't keep up with this!! I have to explain things to him.. also I must apologize first of all."

I looked for my phone planning to call on him but I searched my room and my phone isn't even here!

"Oh my sweet mobile! Where did I left you? Answer me"

Ugh! What the h*ck am I saying? Can the phone even answer my shouts? Wouldn't it be creepy if that is possible? Really. Did I hit my head or something? Why are am I so airheaded these days..

Taking the stairs down going to the living room, I heard a sound.

The ring tone of my phone coming from the kitchen so I rushed and saw it above the fridge and I hurriedly grab it.

"Who might the caller be? An unsaved number" I muttered before answering the call.

"Hello?" I spoke.

"..." the other person (dialer) did not respond so I asked.

"Uhm hello? Who might this be?"

"..." still no response so I asked again.

"Who is this? If there's no one there or if this is a prank then I'll put the phone down now" I said coldly.

I was about to drop the call when somebody coughed then talked.

"Hem. Is Alyana Brooks the one I'm speaking to?" the person asked.

Seriously? It's a girl. It is a woman's voice just now! But who might this be? Is this my ex? Or my acquaintance? Or maybe someone I know back then?

"Hmm. Yes. May I know who is this and what's the reason for your sudden call?"

"I - well. Can you meet me up next saturday? 10:00 AM at the park across the cinema?" she nicely asked me but I wonder why.

She didn't even bothered answering my question.

"Why would I? Besides I am afraid I don't know who you are and what you're after"

".."

Silence is the answer I got.

I decided to end the call since the person seems to be a fraud or the like.

Minutes passed and that number dialed again.

I did not bother to answer it instead I rejected the call but it keeps on calling and it irritates me already so I picked it up.

"What now?" I rudely asked.

She let out a deep sigh before speaking and cleared her throat. Nervousness was so obvious as she spoke but why?

"Meet me up on Saturday please. I beg you.

I know you hate me to the bone but I'll be waiting there okay?"

"Once again, who are you? My decision will depend after you tell me your name" I said firmly.

"God" she whispered "T-this is.. Uhm.. you see, Lei Silvers.. Your ex... Anyways, I really hope to meet you on Saturday I have something to ask and as well.. nevermind.... I'll see you" she said before she ended the call.

I was left confused. I don't know what to feel.

All the extreme feelings I was having faded in one call. How funny.

After all this time, why would she call me now? After what happened in our past, why would she ask to see me? Did she lose her mind or something? Gosh.

But in any case, I felt nervous after hearing her voice. I used to love her and give her my all anyways so this is pretty normal.

I just wonder why and what for.

I really do wonder.

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