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How is that tomboyish girl now? I wonder.

Haven't been there for so long. But according to dad they moved out already.

Its been weeks since I last saw that girl. The card she gave me cannot be contacted during that night so I did not try calling up again.

Should I try to call her once more today? I haven't introduced my self to her yet.

Yes, we did talk but no introducing of selves happened. How crazy.

"F*ck! Where's that card with her contact number? Ugh!"

Rummaging the newly arranged room to find that card of hers but time passed and can't still find it.

Face palmed as I remember I threw it on the trash bin beside me that night.

"How to contact her now. She owe me a tour. Ugh"

Laying on my bed looking up feeling like the world turned down on me, I then picked up my phone.

Scrolling through my gallery I looked at the photos I had when I was still living here.

Smiling as memories flashes back once in a while.

"She sure is beautiful even back then" I said as I look at her picture sincerely.

She was squatting down looking at the lake as I took this picture. I still remember how she punched me when she saw the flash from my phone. Hahaha. Seriously that tomboy.

"I wonder how are you now" I said before swiping to the next photo.

The sun starts to set when I decided to go to the lake. I hope that place hadn't change and is still there alive.

Is there somebody else going in that place? I wonder.

When I left, did she ever came back to that place?

We really did lose communication after all that. I can't really blame her though.

Imagine I kissed her in her lips before I left.

Her flushed face is still fresh on my mind.

But her anger hit me to the core when she yelled at me.

After all I have a girlfriend that time yet I kissed her. I acted on impulse maybe because I know deep down my heart, she's all I ever wanted.

She's all I need and she will always be my first love. I don't know why exactly but all I know is I agreed on dating Hana (my former girlfriend and the only ex I had) because I want to run away from my feelings.

I did it because I never wanted to realize how I truly felt about her.

Maybe you can say I just used my ex to help me escape reality - escape my real feelings - and in the end, I end up hurt and I even am the one responsible that Yana felt neglected.

So I really can't blame her for avoiding me those days back then.

Anyways, I'm done washing up so I'll be heading towards the lake. Maybe I will be running and take a breather in that place and look up the sky until dusk.

Wearing sweat shorts and a shirt, topped with my grey jacket and a matching greyish-black trainors.

I made a run.

I stopped by a convenience store to buy some chips and drinks for me to eat as I rest up on the lake.

Reaching the lake I placed the stuff I bought on the grass on the left side under a big tree.

There's no other people there so I jogged for 30 minutes.

I didn't notice the woman squatting down near the lake, not until I came back and sat down under the tree.

It's starting to get darker when I saw the girl stood up and looked up the sky.

She was wearing a pair of jeans and a mint hoodie - which reminded me of someone I used to know.

The woman stretched out and looked around - maybe to see if there is someone around - and then she shouted.

"YOU FOOL!! UGH! HOW CAN YOU BE LIKE THIS? MOVE ON GIRL! LET IT GO! YOU'LL BE FINE!" then her voice toned down but I can still clearly hear it.

"Yea. You'll be fine. There's no one to comfort you right now. That bastard ain't coming back 'cause you wished him to get lost remember?"

She's talking to herself and I thought 'how cute' but,

"Ugh. Gale bastard. I am a girl and I love girls.. how dare you mess my thoughts always. F*ck that kiss" she squatted down and look at the lake once more.

The reflection of the bright light from the moon ans stars reflect on her which made her dazzling.

As I am mesmerized with her beauty, I suddenly recalled what she just said not long ago.

"I know it's Yana. My Yana" I said as I approached her.

I was one meter away when I called out to her, "YANA!" I said loudly.

The woman turned my way, blinked twice before her lips parted as she mouthed,

"Oh. Hi Mr. Trip Over. I didn't know you're here"

This left me in a shock as I finally realized who that woman was.

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