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Her Husband, My Love [Yoonseok | Sope | Taejinjoon | Jikook ]
Don't Leave Me
Hoseok just walks. He didn't have a complete idea of where he was going but he didn't care all that much. The further away from his house the better. Lately, he feels so out of place everywhere. More so, than usual.
Maybe running away wouldn't be such a bad thing. Then again, he's not sure he could get far before he was found by his dad. Best case scenario, no one would try to look for him.
When he finally decided that maybe not having Yoongi around would be good for him, he hadn't realized it'd be so hard. Maybe Yoongi was right and wrong. It's not that he's holding on to some belief that Yoongi was gonna fall for him eventually but part of him was hoping that eventually Yoongi would go back to how he used to be.
The small, easily flustered, guy he met all those years ago. Back then he'd known what he wanted. He wanted to get married and make his parents proud and it's like now that he's doing all that, he's falling apart. Or maybe this is just who Yoongi was and he should forget about him.
He guesses in order to do that the first step would be to not go to the guy's house every other day.
He sighs, kicking a stone at his feet before,, he turns and as he does he hears the door click open. He halts in position, hoping it wasn't who he'd thought it was but who else would it be.
His voice was shaky, fragile, almost as if he was confused and Hoseok guesses Yoongi's confusion was valid. To be fair, he did say a little over a week ago that he wanted nothing to do with him.
He doesn't wait for the other to ask any questions before he just starts running. He thought if he ran then he wouldn't have to worry about all this and honestly, he had no clue how he'd even explain how he ended up here or did he want to.
Hoseok knows that outside of housework, Yoongi, you could say was lazy. He'd barely ever walk, much less run and so he'd thought by running he could get away from this but here he was, willingly running after him.
Hoseok sighs, as he keeps running. Was he really going to follow him all the way back to his house? Hoseok didn't want that, so he runs over to the field on their left and he ignores Yoongi's calls from behind him.
It's a field of dandelions, under other circumstances he'd find this cute. While Hoseok was admiring his surroundings, he must've slowed down a little because not long after he feels himself being tackled to the ground.
He groans at the sudden attack, a little pissed to be honest, did he have to jump him that hard? Hoseok sighs as he flips Yoongi off him, and onto his back but the other wastes no time in holding him down again.
Yoongi
You can't leave me.
Hoseok stops his fidgeting and he takes a second to look at Yoongi. He looked so desperate and Hoseok's gaze softens a little.
Hoseok
I... Yoongi, get off me.
Hoseok manages to pull himself out of Yoongi's grip and he starts running again. He runs quite a bit further but he realizes maybe going home would've been a better bet. He could've just locked the door, then again if Yoongi was willing to chase him maybe he'd try breaking the door down too so maybe he actually made the right choice.
Hoseok stops running and he stands for a second. The field was cut in two by a river. There was no bridge and he was never a fan of large bodies of water so there was no way he was going to be able to cross it.
He sighs, and he turns to leave. Like his dad always says, he'll man up. If he doesn't want to talk to Yoongi then he just won't. Simple.
Seemed simple enough but Yoongi was relentless. Hoseok sighs and stops when Yoongi drops in front of him, grabbing his legs in a tight grip to stop him from moving and he groans in frustration.
Hoseok
Let me go. It's bad enough that I had to run all the way out here in... I don't even know where but i'm not staying here with you.
Yoongi
Why would you run? I just wanted to talk.
Yoongi asks, giving him an unimpressed look. He was breathing so heavily, Hoseok was almost concerned.
Hoseok
I didn't have any need to talk to you. We're not friends anymore so just let me go.
He lets out, and he grabs Yoongi's arms and he entangles them from his legs pretty easily before he starts walking away from the other.
Yoongi
We are still friends. You're my best friend.
Hoseok sighs, when Yoongi grabs his wrist, stopping him from leaving and he turns to the other, with a frustrated expression before he tries to pull his hand away and he tries to run away again but Yoongi grabs his shirt stopping him from going with the speed, he'd intended. Hoseok sighs before he stops struggling and he turns to Yoongi again, clearly annoyed.
Hoseok
I've got to get home for dinner, let me-
Yoongi
You and I both know you could care less whether you miss a gathering with your family.
Hoseok rolls his eyes at the other folding his arms.
Yoongi pleads and Hoseok sighs, before he takes Yoongi's hands and he pushes it away from his shirt before he makes his way back over to the river, Yoongi following close behind him.
Yoongi
Why were you at my house?
Hoseok takes a while to answer, he just stoops at the river bank before he dips a finger in, he hisses a little at how cold it was before he pulls his finger away. As he does, out of the corner of his eyes he sees Yoongi stoop next to him.
Hoseok
I am certain that should not be a concern of yours.
He finally responds and Yoongi looks to him.
Yoongi
Well, it is. it is my house and you're my best friend so i have every right to be told the reason for your sudden appearance.
Hoseok
We are not friends. Gosh, How thick is that skull of yours?
He questions, and he stands turning to look down at Yoongi. He was starting to get even more upset than he was.
Yoongi
That's not how this works. You can't just end our friendship without me agreeing.
Yoongi argues and he stands as well, and he refuses to look Hoseok in the eyes. He's never really been able to.
Hoseok
It wasn't a fucking business contract, Yoongi. It's done. Just move on with your life, as will I.
Yoongi
I... I can't. I... want you to be a part of my life. Why is that so hard for you to comprehend?
Hoseok laughs humorlessly at that before he turns back to face the river, and he watches the flow as he collects his thoughts, then he speaks.
Hoseok
Well, maybe if you had said no like I told you to back then we'd still be okay.
He says, and Yoongi can tell that he's been waiting to say that for quite some time now and maybe it's a good thing he's only said it now. Now, Yoongi's not sure he can disagree.
Yoongi
I... You know I had to and... and why can't I have both? I... You're party is coming up, you... you'll find a wife... like you said in your story and... We'll be okay. we'll be happy.
He lets out, and it pains him that even hearing it from his own mouth couldn't convince him that that was true. Couldn't make the idea of Hoseok having a wife feel easier to digest.
Hoseok
Maybe getting engaged was fulfilling for you but i know it won't be for me, Yoongi. Have I ever told you even just once that I have any desire to get married? You were the only one praying for that. I just... I don't care about marriage. And if we're being honest, you only care about it because you want to be accepted in society so badly.
Yoongi opens his mouth to object but Hoseok doesn't give him a chance to as he continues speaking.
Hoseok
It's hilarious really. I mean, you can't even fit in at school, what makes you think you'll somehow fit in with this whole world?
Again, Yoongi tries to defend himself but Hoseok continues speaking making Yoongi more agitated than he already was.
Hoseok
You're exactly like me, Yoongi. We don't fit the criteria of what it means to be a man... or a proper one. Whether you liked it or not, we kissed and to be frank, if i were to kiss you now, you'd probably kiss me back. As long as that's the case, whatever... or whoever you're trying to be, it's not what you truly want.
And just to be petty, he says the next few words as he stares at Yoongi.
Hoseok
Does that make you upset?
He feels quite pleased when sees that it does seemingly piss Yoongi off.
Yoongi
At least, I fit in with my own family. You can't say the same though, can you? They all think you're too much and even when you try to tone yourself down, you still upset them.
He says, and he stoops to the floor again a few seconds after he does, and he runs a hand through his hair. He's a little surprised that Hoseok hadn't run away again after he'd said that.
Honestly, it just slipped out. He was hurt and that's what he does when he doesn't like what he hears.
Yoongi
You're not gonna say anything? After all that? Say something!
He pleads and he looks over at Hoseok, but the other was just staring out at the river, he barely wore any expression.
Yoongi lets out a breath and he goes over to stand before the other and as he lifts his hand to wave in front of Hoseok, to get his attention, he feels himself being pushed backwards, into the river.
Yoongi
What.... What the fuck is wrong with you?
He screams as he feels the water seep through his clothes. He cringes at the coldness before he glares up at Hoseok.
Yoongi
Why would you do that?! Are you crazy?
He asks, as he stands, the water had just barely covered his knees and he groans again at the feeling of his clothes all wet and sticking to him.
Hoseok
Simple. It's what you deserved.
Hoseok
I'm sure you can help yourself.
Yoongi
You know what? I'm staying right here until you get me out.
Hoseok laughs as he watches Yoongi sit back down in the water. It had been just about covering his chest, but he didn't seem to be in any danger. The waters were really calm, there was nothing to worry about.
Hoseok
What are you doing?
Yoongi
I'm staying here until you get me out.
Hoseok
I'm not blind. I mean, why are you doing that?
Yoongi
Because I... I don't know what else to fucking do...
He gulps after he admits that and he looks away, hugging his knees and his body shivers a little from the cold water.
Yoongi
Usually I'd just apologize and you'd forgive me and... it's been a week and you just... you're so fucking stubborn. Just forgive me...
He pleads and he lets his head rest against his knees, as another shiver rocks his body.
Yoongi
Well then, I'll stay here until the water gets too rough and washes me away. I wonder who they'll blame for my sudden disappearance.
Hoseok laughs at that before he sits on the grass, staring at the other and his weird attempts at getting him to forgive him.
Hoseok
Yoongi, get out of the water.
He tells, he knew the water was cold, he wouldn't be able to stay in there much longer without catching a cold or the flu.
Yoongi
Why should I? You're right. I'm fucked. I... I don't... I'm never going to be what I want to... I'm never going become what father wants me to be. Can you even begin to imagine what he'll say when he has the sudden realization that he has wasted the last 17 years raising me? What mom's going to say? It's not about society, Hoseok. It's about what they'll think if I... If I don't become what they want me to so laugh about it all you want. There's no point anymore.
Hoseok sighs, and his gaze softens as he looks at Yoongi's defeated figure and he hates that. He should be on his way home right now. The plan was to leave Yoongi in the past and hope that somehow he could move on yet, here he is, wanting nothing more than to hug the other and tell him he was going to be okay.
Hoseok
Get out of the water.
Yoongi
No. You can finally go if you want? It's like you said... we're not best friends anymore. You're done with me so why do you care if I stay here or not. Just go...
Hoseok doesn't move, he knew Yoongi didn't mean it, besides he couldn't just leave him here just like that.
Yoongi
I... I thought even if for some reason I... I couldn't get what I wanted then at the very least, in the end, I'd... I had this dumb thought, i'd still have you and... and the past week you haven't even looked at me once. You... acted like I was invisible.... I... How... How could you just stop caring about me so quickly...? I... I'm gonna be alone. I... I don't wanna be alone, Hoseok.
Yoongi's voice breaks a little towards the end, he was practically a shivering mess. All Hoseok knew is he needed to get the other out of the water.
Hoseok
You won't be alone, Yoongi. Dari is...
He tries, as he stands up, but Yoongi cuts him off.
Yoongi
I can't be what Dari needs, okay? I... All I've done the past week is ignore her and I... I'm just making her sad.
He says, running his shaking hands through his damp hair. As much as he hates to admit it, Dari was the one who made an effort with their relationship. She made the conversations, she found things for them to do together, she gave him compliments and went out of her way to be with him, yet he can't say he's reciprocated most of that.
Part of him wonders if eventually it'd feel less like a friendship and more romantic but he just doesn't know. He doesn't even know what loves suppose to feel like. How do you even know whether you love someone or not?
Hoseok
Nice to know I'm not the only one.
Yoongi jumps a little, he'd been so lost in thought he hadn't heard Hoseok struggling to make his way over to him.
He sighs looking at the other, and he watches as Hoseok grabs him by his forearms and he pulls him up from the water.
Hoseok lets his hands fall and he tries to take Yoongi's to pull him back to the bank, but Yoongi clings to him before he could.
Yoongi
I told you I wasn't trying to hurt you. It just... I say things I don't mean when... I don't know. Sometimes, you say things that I don't want to hear.
He tells, burying his face in Hoseok's chest. He's not sure whether it was the warmth of Hoseok's clothes or Hoseok's himself that made him feel so comfortable.
Yoongi
And then I get defensive and I say anything to get you to stop.
Yoongi
I know it's hard for you to be friends with me but I don't want you to leave me too, Hoseok.
Yoongi
I know it's selfish but I... I mean, it's your fault. I told you to leave me alone and you never listened to me. You never stopped showing up so don't stop now.
Hoseok smiles unintentionally at that, he wasn't completely wrong about that.
Hoseok
Come out of the water.
He whispers and Yoongi sighs, he was hoping for a different response and maybe there was no getting Hoseok back. He's completely ruined.
He starts and he pulls away from the other, before he looks up at him, tears pooling in his eyes.
Hoseok
I... I can't... Yoongi.
He says, as he watches the first of Yoongi's tears fall and it makes him feel awful, so pulls the other back to a hug, holding him while he cries.
Hoseok
You have to try and understand where I'm coming from. I... I can't just sit around and watch you fall in love with her. I'd never leave your side if the circumstances were different but they aren't. Just know that I'm glad that you found love, and I know Dari will take care of you, Yoongi. You just-
Yoongi interrupts and he pulls away again, wiping his tears with his wet hands before he sighs.
Yoongi
Dari's great and funny and sweet but I... I don't love her. I... I don't know if I can marry her.
He says and he looks down, he felt almost ashamed. Dari was practically perfect, he knows any sane man would kill to be with her, yet here he is not sure. How pathetic?
Hoseok
But... but you said you would...
Yoongi
Because I knew that's what my parents wanted me to do... I thought that would mean that i wanted that too but... all the engagement's done is tear us apart.
He says, tearing up again and when he starts rubbing his eyes again, Hoseok takes Yoongi's hands in his own to stop him.
Yoongi
I'm okay with my parents disowning me if I have you still. I... I don't wanna be unhappy for the rest of my life, Hoseok.
He admits, before he lays his head on the other's chest again.
Yoongi
Things have been awkward between us for months but at the end of the day you were still there. Even when we argued, it was okay because at least you were speaking to me but the past week really felt like you were really done. Like maybe, you were really done with me.
Yoongi sobs against his chest, and he just holds him. He really wishes he had just ran straight home.
Yoongi
I've never been this confused and... sad before, Hoseok. Fuck's sake, I have nightmares about you leaving me.
He hears a small laughter from Yoongi and it makes him laugh too. The idea of Yoongi having nightmares about him leaving did feel a little validating if he was being honest.
Yoongi
I swear that if you give me another chance, I... I won't hurt you again. I mean it. Please.
He says, and Yoongi pulls away again, and he takes Hoseok face in his hands, so their foreheads could rest against each other and they fall into silence.
Hoseok lifts his hand to his face to remove Yoongi's but once his hands touches the other's he forgets what his goal even was and he just lets his eyes fall shut, relishing in the moment.
Hoseok
We should get out of the water, Yoongi.
He says, but he makes no attempt in doing so.
Yoongi
Promise me if I do, you won't leave me alone again.
He begs, pulling Hoseok closer.
He tells and Yoongi finally opens his eyes, a soft smile reaches his lips at that and he throws himself into Hoseok's chest yet again.
Hoseok pulls away, and he takes Yoongi's hand before he pulls him over to the back and Hoseok lets himself fall down against the soft grass. He sighs in content as he stared up the purple haze of the sunset.
Yoongi says as he lays next to the older, and he wraps his arms over Hoseok's torso, and he buries his face in Hoseok's neck. He just wanted to be close to Hoseok right now and maybe this was a little too close but he's been missing this so badly.
Hoseok
You're gonna be sick.
Hoseok tells him as he lifts his hand, running it through Yoongi's damp hair.
Hoseok
were you really gonna stay in the water if I didn't promise?
Hoseok asks, and Yoongi finds it weird that he'd ask that but he nods regardless, closing his eyes. Maybe, he could just let himself fall asleep now.
Hoseok
you must've really missed me then. Were you really having nightmares?
Yoongi
I had one just before I came outside.
Yoongi
You said you were leaving me... to go get married or something. Said you don't love me anymore.
His voice lowers at the end, almost like he hadn't known whether to believe that or not.
Hoseok
I thought you wanted me to not be in love with you. Why is that a nightmare?
Hoseok grins at that, still running his hand through Yoongi's hair and he sighs.
Yoongi
I don't know what I want.
Hoseok
You should go home. You're soaking wet.
Hoseok tells, and he taps Yoongi's head gently, twice, suggesting that he sit up so they could leave, but Yoongi doesn't move.
Hoseok
Isn't Dari with you?
Yoongi sighs and he decides to change the subject, finally sitting up from Hoseok's chest.
Yoongi
Am I still invited to your party?
Hoseok
You still want to see me choose a bride.
Hoseok questions, followed by a small laugh and Yoongi groans before he runs his hands through his hair again.
Yoongi
It's just like in the nightmares.
Hoseok says, and he tries to stand up but Yoongi grabs his shirt, pulling him back down then he pushes him back against the grass, laying on top of him and Hoseok looks at him in confusion.
he says, and Hoseok laughs before shakes his head.
Yoongi
But I'm too cold to go, just hold me, please.
Hoseok, and he sits up with Yoongi on him, now the younger was straddling his lap.
Hoseok
No. You'll get sick if you stay here any longer.
Yoongi whines, and he tries to push Hoseok to lay back against the grass but, he puts his hands behind him for support and Yoongi's efforts go to waste.
Hoseok
You won't be saying that when your nose is all stuffed up and you can't breathe tomorrow because you didn't listen to me.
Yoongi sighs, and closes his eyes again.
Hoseok
Come. I'll carry you.
Hoseok
Good thing, I'm strong.
Yoongi sits up, and he looks at Hoseok, unamused.
Yoongi
You're supposed to say I'm not heavy.
He whines and Hoseok chuckles
Hoseok
Well, I didn't. Just come. Weren't you the same guy saying I should take care of you like before, and now when I try to you're just gonna be difficult.
Yoongi
I'm not being difficult.
Hoseok
Okay. What would you call what you're doing now then?
Yoongi
Stalling so you won't leave...
He pauses, looking down at his lap for a second or two before he continues.
Yoongi
I just want to be with you right now.
Hoseok
You can't say things like that to me, okay. When you do, there's little tingle in my stomach, and then I just wanna do whatever you tell me to.
Yoongi
Then do what I tell you to.
Hoseok
No. I'm not letting you get sick.
Yoongi
What does the tingle feel like?
Hoseok gives him a look of confusion. Why did he want to know that?
Hoseok
It's like... my stomach's trying to swallow itself.
Yoongi
hmm... that sounds... painful.
Hoseok
When you fall in love with someone, maybe you'll feel it too.
Yoongi gaze meets Hoseok's for a while. Fall in love? How would he know when he has fallen in love though? What does it feel like?
Yoongi
What did you feel when we kissed?
Hoseok
Are you getting ill already? What's with these weird questions?
Hoseok laughs nervously, as he leans off his hands.
Yoongi
I Just want to know. just tell me... please.
Hoseok
I... I don't know... It's... It's been so long.
He says, a little flustered and he looks away from Yoongi for a second before he tries to collect his thoughts.
He tries to continue, but he doesn't get much out as Yoongi's hands find his neck and he pulls the older into a kiss.
Hoseok's eyes falter shut for just a second before he pushes Yoongi away. They just stare at each other for a second.
Hoseok
W... What... What are you doing?
He asks, and Yoongi sighs, looking away embarrassed.
Yoongi
You said... you don't remember so I thought... I... I'd remind you.
Yoongi
I'm sorry, don't be mad at me.
He pleads, softly and Hoseok sighs.
Hoseok
Did you kiss me because you thought that's what I wanted?
Yoongi stays quiet for quite some time, making Hoseok a little frustrated.
Yoongi
No... I just... I wanted to.
Yoongi throws himself back against the grass, in between Hoseok's legs and he just starts crying again. His hand rested over his eyes as his body shook from all the crying he'd been doing.
He lets out and Hoseok gets up from beneath Yoongi before he lays next Yoongi, who just sobbed. Hoseok was quite honestly, not sure.
He asks, pulling Yoongi into his arms.
He tells, and Hoseok finds himself even more confused than he'd been before.
Yoongi
Dari wanted to have sex with me and-
Hoseok
I'm not interested in hearing about that for two reasons.
Yoongi groans before he puts a hand over Hoseok's mouth, stopping him from speaking.
Yoongi
For a second, I imagined it was you.
Yoongi admits, looking away and he pulls his hand away from Hoseok's mouth when he bites at his finger.
Hoseok
Imagined what was me?
Yoongi sighs and he turns away from Hoseok, and he groans. How much more clear did he need to be for Hoseok to get what he meant?
Yoongi
Why do you have to make this so difficult? Fuck's sake. For a second I saw you... I thought... I imagined that I was making out with you.
Yoongi turns to look at Hoseok, with a pointed look.
Yoongi
You've got to be kidding, Hoseok. Why the hell do you think?
Yoongi
I... I don't know... Maybe I...
Yoongi sits up and he starts playing with shirt a little, just before he starts looking around, making Hoseok sit up too.
Hoseok
What are you looking for?
Yoongi
I don't know. I just... I can't say it.
He says and he starts crying again, shaking his head as he hugs himself. He's so fucked, he thinks.
Hoseok
If you cry anymore, i'm gonna be really worried.
Yoongi
I like kissing you...
He tells and he wipes his eyes, and he looks at Hoseok, whose reaction was a little small given what he'd just said. Had he not heard him?
Hoseok says, like it was something so obvious and Yoongi just stands, shaking his head. What did he mean by that?
He tells, staring at Hoseok and he sighs. How could he know. Was it really that obvious?
Hoseok
Every time I kissed you, you kissed back. That's pretty telling, no?
Hoseok
You almost kissed me the other day too, so I moved you.
Yoongi cocks his head, narrowing his eyes at Hoseok.
Yoongi
You did that on purpose?
Hoseok
Yeah. I didn't want to be a wedge between you and Dari more than i'd already been. I imagine, she'd be devastated if she found out that you and I kissed multiple times already.
Yoongi
I... I don't know if I should go through with the wedding.
Hoseok
I... Is that what you really want?
Yoongi
I... Think so. I don't... I mean, if it's gonna destroy what we have then... I... don't want it... You're more important to me.
Hoseok
Just like that? I just... I don't want you to let go of this and then have you blame me for it. Your... your parents, my parents aren't going to be happy about it. You know that, don't you?
Yoongi
Whatever happens I'll take the blame. I'm not just doing it for me, You're right. We've already kissed so many times. Dari doesn't deserve that.
Hoseok gets that but, neither of their parents would take that well. He's almost if Yoongi cancelled the wedding he'd get disowned, and if they find out the reason why, even he could get disowned. He's just not sure whether it's possible for Yoongi to do this after it's been so long.
Hoseok
What if they really disown you? Where are you supposed to stay?
Yoongi
I'll figure something out.
Hoseok
Something like what?
Yoongi
Do you not want me to do this?
Yoongi asks frustratedly, he'd thought Hoseok would be more open to this since he never even wanted this in the first place.
Hoseok
I do... honestly, but I also don't. Fück... Maybe, I'm more scared of my family's judgement than I thought.
Hoseok
If you do this, Dari's gonna hate me.
He opens up, and that thought seems to shake him up a bit.
Yoongi
But it's not your fault.
Hoseok
Yes, it is. Like you said, they already have to tolerate me, if they find out I ruined your relationship they'll surely hate me.
Yoongi
Listen, I'm scared that they'll hate me too but i'm more scared of losing you. If you don't want me to do it I won't.
Hoseok sighs as Yoongi takes a seat next to him, on the grass and he lays his head on the younger's shoulder.
Yoongi
I didn't mean what I said about your family. They love you, Hoseok. Whatever happens they're still gonna love you. It's the same way you still love me even after everything I've done.
Yoongi
Since we were little you've never been afraid to speak your mind, especially when no one else agreed with you. Stop changing yourself to please other's.
Yoongi slips his own hand into Hoseok's, and Hoseok lifts his head off Yoongi's shoulder before he just stares at the other and the next words Yoongi mutters, pull a smile to his face.
Yoongi
You're most amazing when you're being your most unapologetic self.
Hoseok
You're just triggering all the tingles in me, today, huh?
Yoongi says, with a serious expression and Hoseok nods before he lays his head back against Yoongi's shoulder.
Hoseok
Are you ready to go home now? You're gonna be so sick.
He says, laughing and Yoongi groans, he'd hope not.
Yoongi
Yeah, but only if you'll still carry me.
Hoseok sighs and he stands, pulling Yoongi up with him.
He says, turning his back to Yoongi, so the other could jump onto his back.
He says, as he feels Yoongi's clammy clothes on him and Yoongi chuckles at that before he speaks.
Hoseok
Okay, maybe I shouldn't have.
Hoseok
I'll make it up to you somehow.
Yoongi smiles at that, then he lets his head fall gently atop Hoseok's before he speaks.
Yoongi
I think I have some ideas.
Hoseok
well, let me hear em, we'll be walking for a while.
Yoongi
Don't ignore me again... even if we fight.
Hoseok
Come on, sometimes you deserve to be ignored.
Yoongi
I know, but still...
Yoongi smiles, and he lifts his head from atop Hoseok's before he speaks again.
Yoongi
Do you... You really don't want a bride?
Hoseok
I'm not sure if I really have a choice. My dad already organized everything.
Hoseok says,in his usually monotone voice so Yoongi's not even sure if that was the answer he as looking for.
Yoongi
Don't you think you'll meet someone? Someone you like?
Hoseok
The more you speak, the more confused I get.
Hoseok
Do you want me to find someone?
He pauses, thinking for a moment.
Yoongi
Remember that one time you didn't visit me because you were busy with that one guy who skipped town a few years back.
Hoseok asks if he's being honest, he'd forgotten about Suho. They went to school together before he left but they were not that close.
Yoongi
I... I feel like how I felt then.
He says quietly, and Hoseok narrows his eyes in confusion for a second.
Yoongi
I've told you a million times, I wasn't... I wasn't jealous... I just...
Yoongi says and Hoseok chuckles as his choice of words.
Hoseok
Because you were jealous.
Hoseok mocks, and Yoongi groans. He's told Hoseok about a million times that jealousy was the last thing he felt at that moment and it's totally not what he's feeling now.
Yoongi
It's impossible to talk to you.
He chuckles, shaking his head and he slowly forgets about how uncomfortable the clothes he wore felt against his skin.
Hoseok
Says the guy who refuses to admit how he truly feels about anything.
Yoongi
I admit things, I literally just told you I like kissing you.
Hoseok
I'll make sure to get you a medal.
Hoseok teases and Yoongi rolls his eyes.
Yoongi
You're so annoying...
He whispers softly into the other's ear, and he couldn't see it, but he knew Hoseok was a smiling mess.
Hoseok
Though, I wasn't having nightmares about you, I did miss you too.
Yoongi
You're not going to stop bringing that up, are you?
Hoseok
Not even the day i lay against my death bed.
Yoongi sighs, rolling his eyes and he just lays his head atop Hoseok's, a contented smile playing at his lips.
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Comments
Your dad's milk 🥛
my mind is trash😭😭😭😭🌚🌚🌚🌚
2024-10-06
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Your dad's milk 🥛
✋️😂😂😂😂
2024-10-06
0
Shasha
yahh.... Hoseok-ka ....why did you push yoongi
2024-05-17
1