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Her Husband, My Love [Yoonseok | Sope | Taejinjoon | Jikook ]
I Need U
author♡
Hello. It's been a while. I just want to let you know that i decided to change the plot point where Yoongi can't read. I've been writing ahead and him not being able to read is really causing a lot of issues for me when it comes to logics and moving the story forward so in the previous chapters i changed it to he just doesn't like to read. I hope you can understand and won't mind. I also changed the format a little. Anyway, please enjoy chapter 10. ♡
•┈┈┈•☀︎At The School ☀︎•┈┈┈•
•┈┈┈•☀︎The School Uniform ☀︎•┈┈┈•
Days passed, and for Hoseok, he thinks his life was collectively going downhill.
Yoongi comes over quite often, but they just ignore each other, or rather, Yoongi ignored him. It hurt if he was being honest, but eventually he just decided to not be anymore. He thinks it worked, that or he just learned to bottle his feelings.
Weeks went by at this point, and Yoongi was still visiting more often, sometimes Dari even made him spend the night, they were moving pretty fast. Seemed like they were really getting along.
Yoongi started school again, and Hoseok hates it to be honest, he doesn't like having to see Yoongi at yet another place. Especially when he can't talk to him.
This new lifestyle would take a while to get used to.
He wasn't sure if he wanted to get used to a life, where he and Yoongi weren't friends.
But it seemed Yoongi didn't care much, he was doing good. Didn't seem miserable at all. He got along with everyone, he and Jimin were growing closer by the minute. He was slowly becoming part of their family.
And all Hoseok could do was write about his feelings and his selfish thoughts in his journal.
Everywhere he went Yoongi was there. His house, The lake, his school, and the worst part about it all was that he was doing well.
He was alright without him in his life.
If only he could replicate.
Hoseok picks up his bag and he scurries out of his classroom, making his way to the bathroom. His teacher hadn't been in class yet, and he wasn't in the mood to be in the noisy class.
•┈┈┈•☀︎ In The Bathroom ☀︎•┈┈┈•
He makes his way into one of the stalls before he sits down, and he sighs, pulling out his journal.
Hoseok shakes his head, and he tears the page from his book before he throws it over the next stall, completely fed up, and he stands shaking his head at himself.
He picks up his bag before he tries to walk out, but he stops, and the door closes before him again.
Yoongi
Is it stranger that I recognized your writing or that I knew that was the sound of your breathing?
He looks to the sound of Yoongi's voice, he wasn't sure what he felt at that moment. Hurt? Anger? Sadness? Maybe all, but he doesn't let any of it shine through.
Hoseok
You should be in class.
He tells, and Yoongi chuckles, and Hoseok can't see, but he had been shaking his head.
Yoongi
No one wants me there.
Hoseok
That's... not true.
He quickly tries to reassure, he knows he shouldn't, but how could he not when Yoongi was like this?
Yoongi
Considering they screamed at me to leave, I would say it is true. But you tend to not believe me when I say anything.
Hoseok rolls his eyes at that, and he closes his eyes letting out a breath. The next thing Yoongi says completely drives Hoseok up the wall.
Yoongi
I told you, I wouldn't let you lose me.
Yoongi says, as he if he didn't walk away from him months ago. No hesitation and he has the audacity to say that.
Hoseok
Well, you did. You left-
Hoseok barely gets a word in before Yoongi cuts him off.
Yoongi
That was your doing. You just don't know how to stop. If you had just been a normal person and been my best friend, and not try to kiss me all the time, then we would be okay.
Hoseok scoffs at that, of course he'd reverse the blame.
Hoseok
Perhaps, the reason no one wants you around is that you are an actual àsshole.
Hoseok, opens the door to his stall and he turns to leave, but before he can Yoongi steps in front of the restroom door blocking the exit.
He says, and he refuses to look up at Hoseok, he was too embarrassed to.
Hoseok pushes, and he knows he shouldn't because Yoongi doesn't like to apologize but he wanted to hear it.
Yoongi
For leaving, you. I... I just...
He sighs, then folds his arms defensively. Eyes still stuck to the floor of the bathroom.
Hoseok smiles unintentionally at that, but he quickly catches himself. He shouldn't.
Hoseok
And I'm supposed to believe that? I see you every day, you're literally always in my house and all I see is you smiling and being happy getting comfortable with my family so don't tell me that you-
Yoongi
I... I can't just go around letting your family know that even though they were kind enough to get me back in school, it's been absolute shit.
Yoongi
Why wouldn't it be? I'm so different from everyone here. They think I'm weird.
Yoongi
And my dad would shame me if he ever knew that I let them run me out of a classroom. What man would ever let that happen?!
He says, pouting and he lets himself lean against the counter, and he looks up to the ceiling, frustratedly.
Hoseok
Why do you care so much for being a "man"? You're not even an adult yet, it's-
Yoongi
Everyone wants me to be "a man". And it doesn't help that my features don't "meet the criteria". I'm tired of being so fücking weak.
Yoongi
Yes, I am.... Look at me, Hoseok.
Yoongi
Who else is this thin?
Hoseok
You shouldn't let other's tell you, you're not man enough. Just because you're thinner than me doesn't make you less of a man.
Yoongi
I've been hearing it my whole life, Hoseok. I just need to show them that I am a man. I need to show my parents that I am. I need them to know that I am
Yoongi
But how will they think that if I can't even get through high school. I have 3 friends, and they don't even have respect for me. They just... keep me around for the sake of it.
He stoops to the floor, holding his knees as he sighed then he finally looks up at Hoseok as he speaks again.
Yoongi
They're not like you.
That hits Hoseok a little harder than he'd wanted. It's what he wants to hear, but he'd be lying if he said he didn't wish it was under another circumstance. He guesses he'll settle for this, at least.
Hoseok
Well, that's not a bad thing. At least they won't try to kiss you.
He tries to joke, and Yoongi looks up at him, and he looks almost confused by that, but then he looks away before Hoseok could even really process what his expression meant.
Yoongi
But they don't make my horrible days end better.
Hoseok takes a step closer to the other, and he leans against the wall before Yoongi, coming into the younger's view.
Yoongi
I miss talking to you. And Dari's been great. She's amazing.... so is your whole family but I... I miss seeing you smile at me. I miss having you talkative. So talkative that I have to tell you to be quiet.
Yoongi
And I miss your stories, your rants. I just... I miss you... and I'm tired of pretending that I don't
Hoseok
I missed talking to you too.
Yoongi stands at that, his eyes finding Hoseok's for a while before he looks away, and he fiddles with his fingers as he says.
Yoongi
I mean it this time, I won't leave you again. I need you more than I like to admit.
He says and he makes his way up to Hoseok, hugging him tightly.
Hoseok
It's nice seeing you vulnerable.
Yoongi
It's not very manly.
He says, making Hoseok shake his head before he speaks.
Hoseok
This isn't very manly either.
He says, referring to their hug, Yoongi didn't care though. It's been so long since they've done this. He's wanted it for so long now.
Hoseok
Too bad no one's here to see this.
Yoongi
Why aren't you in class?
Hoseok
My teacher wasn't in class, and I let my mind wander a little, i thought about you and how happy you must be. But, now that I know you're absolutely miserable without me. I can rest easy.
Yoongi finally pulls away, but Hoseok hands travel down to his and he intertwines their fingers, and Yoongi pretends not to notice just so he doesn't have to pull away.
Yoongi
Miserable is an overstatement.
Yoongi
Compared to you. Yes, your little poem or whatever.
Hoseok rolls his eyes, he wasn't suppose to see that.
Yoongi
"A mistake i made, one that'll haunt me no matter the age, a promise now broken, my love now stolen. no yearning of the stories I once made-"
He reads from the crushed paper Hoseok had thrown over in his stall but he only stopped when Hoseok grabbed the paper from his hands.
Hoseok
Shut up, before I try to kiss you again and then you've gotta leave me again.
Yoongi rolls his eyes at that, and he shoves at Hoseok's chest playfully.
•┈┈┈•☀︎ In The Hallways ☀︎•┈┈┈•
Jimin used to like going to school. Once upon a time, it was his favorite place to be. Now once he steps foot in the building he can't wait to leave. It was fun, but now school was just stressing him out.
He tries to think positively though, he had a couple more months until school ended and he could move on. The problem was, Jimin doesn't know what he wants to be.
Not even the slightest clue.
Jimin stops at his locker, to put his books away and get ready for his next class but, he is startled when he feels a tap on his shoulder.
He gulps in confusion as he stared down at the pretty girl. She seemed familiar but he couldn't place a name to her face.
He says, to be polite but he wasn't in the mood to have any conversations with anyone.
Mina
You're Jungkook's best friend, right?
He pauses at that, suddenly it became very clear who she was.
He tries, but she cuts him off before he could finish, clearly she didn't care much for what he had to say.
Mina
Oh, really. Well, why didn't he introduce you to me? He invited Seokjin and Namjoon over for them to meet me but I was confused as to why you were not there.
Jimin laughs awkwardly, what was he even supposed to say? "He wants nothing to do with me because we got a little too close?" He couldn't say that... but he wanted to.
Jimin
He... didn't invite me.
He said, a little bummed as he closed his locker.
Mina
Well, why would he not do that?
Jimin
We aren't... friends anymore.
Why is she so nosy? He thinks to himself as he looked at her.
Jimin
It's not important. I just have to g-
She interrupts him once more, this time she wasn't even talking to him and he notices how her tone changes. Almost a little aggressive.
Mina
What did you do to, Jimin?
Jungkook
What are you talking about? I didn't... Whatever he said is a lie.
He says defensively, as he glared down at Jimin before he looked back to Mina and Jimin just rolls his eyes at the other.
Mina
Oh, so you two are still friends.
She says, smiling and she sounded almost like she wasn't asking but telling. He's never been in a proper relationship so he's not sure the dynamics work but if it's like this then does he really want it?
Jungkook
Oh... No. we... we aren't friends.
He says, reassuring here and he laughs nervously. This was not the Jungkook, he knew. Why did he seem so timid, and not even in his usual timid, shy way.
Mina
Why? I don't want you to lose your friends, kook. You should keep as many friends as you can. Haven't I told you not to be a bad guy to others?
Jungkook nods, and he gulps looking away from as he shook her head, disappointed, then she looks at Jimin with an innocent smile as she continued speaking.
Mina
Why don't you come over? I'm supposed to meet Jungkook's parents, but I'm sure they won't mind if you join us, right? You always say your parents… Are really nice. Aren't they? Or did you lie?
Jungkook
No. Of course, I didn't lie to you. I... They are but... I think... Jimin is really bu-
Jimin stops him there, and he speaks before Jungkook could finish.
Jimin
Actually, if you were a good friend to me, you would know that I am not actually busy ever. I would love to have dinner with you guys.
He tells and he watches as Jungkook bites his lip, he was stopping himself from saying anything. Instead, he just stood there almost as if he was waiting for Mina to leave.
Mina
That is amazing. I have to get to my last class so let's meet after school at the front gates.
She tells and she smiles at him softly before she jumps in front of Jungkook, and she pecks his lips before she runs away to her class, and while Jimin watches her he can't help but hope she'd trip over her own two feet.
Jungkook
What are you doing?
He hears, pulling him back to his senses.
Jungkook
If you dare say anything to my parents I will-
Jimin smiles at that and rolls his eyes as he stared up at the taller.
He urges, and Jungkook just glares at him make his smile turn to a laugh.
Jimin
You can't threaten me, Jungkook. We both know I'm the one with the bite, you're a barker, but I won't say anything. I just wanna get to know your girlfriend.
He says, which was not a lie. He wasn't quite sure what it was. But something seems really off with her.
He says, and it's written all over him that he did not believe that even just a little.
Jungkook
Whatever you're planning to do. Don't.
He says, this time more of a plead and it almost makes Jimin want to just let it go, but he really does find it weird. Why would Jungkook be so different around her.
Sure, maybe he just changed, but it just seemed like he didn't want to upset her.
Jimin
I'm not planning anything. I can be good, you know?
He says, and Jungkook looks at him with an eyebrow raised making him smile a little.
Jimin
I'll see you after school.
He pats Jungkook's shoulder before he walks away, and Jungkook just stands there watching him leave, unconsciously wearing a pout.
•┈┈┈•☀︎In The Classroom ☀︎•┈┈┈•
Taehyung walks into his last class of the day, he can't wait to go home. If he ran he could make it home before his dad and then he could do the puzzles before him.
He quickly finds his seat, making sure not to do anything that could upset his classmates, but somehow he still feels their nasty stares.
He's been struggling lately, everything felt weird. He's so much more sensitive. He can't help but feel like he's nothing but a walking hate flag. It started after Namjoon's party.
The other hadn't spoken to him since. He'd just ignore him all the time when he tried to speak to him. In Taehyung's mind, he thought that they were going to be friends, but he guesses not.
Mrs. Han
Students, I have a new pair work for you guys to work on. This is worth 10% of your grades. Please let me know if anyone fails to do their part.
Taehyung watches as the teacher passes out papers, and he hopes that she chooses the pairs herself. Otherwise, no one would want to be his pair. He's tired of doing stuff on his own. Which is ironic, because he's known as the Jung who likes to be alone. At least, that's how his family describes him.
Mrs. Han
Your partner will be whoever is seated next to you.
Taehyung looks next to him, Namjoon was his seating partner but they haven't spoken in a long time. Was he okay with-
Namjoon
Can I change partners, Mrs. Han?
Taehyung gulps at that, and he turns away from Namjoon immediately, and he can hear small snickers around the room.
Mrs. Han
No. Namjoon, pairings are final.
She says, and he feels a little relieved. Namjoon may not want to work with him but Namjoon was the only person in this classroom who was ever nice to him. Even if he wants nothing to do with him now.
But... why? He wants to know.
Taehyung
Hey, uhm.... Are you avoiding me?
He asks, turning to Namjoon again as he finally received the paper from their teacher.
Namjoon says and he pulls the paper from Taehyung's hand then he puts it on his own desk, then he starts writing his name on it.
Taehyung
It's just that you haven't spoken to me since your party.
Taehyung
I just... I thought that we were gonna be friends. I don't know you were just so nice to me and I just...
Taehyung
Is it because I didn't get you a gift? I wasn't trying to be rude. I just didn't realize it was your birthday party. If I had known, I would've totally bought something for you.
He had been wondering if that was the reason for so long now, he just wanted to know that it wasn't him. He wasn't unlikable.
Namjoon
I don't have time for this Taehyung, you're distracting me and we need to finish this before the end of class.
He gulps a little, trying not let his feelings get hurt because then he'd cry. And no one likes him already, imagine how much they'd laugh at him if they saw him a crying?
Taehyung
O… Okay... Sorry.
•┈┈┈•☀︎ At Min's House ☀︎•┈┈┈•
Mrs. Min
I spoke with your teacher today, Yoongi.
Yoongi looks to his mom confused, a little scared too. Did she tell her about the kids being mean to him? He didn't want them to know.
Mrs. Min
She had only nice things to say.
He lets out a sigh of relief, as he watched the last of the dishes.
Yoongi
Oh, I... that's great
Mrs. Min
I am proud of you, son. Everything is going just fine.
She says, and he smiles when he sees her smile softly at him. Everything was going great.
Yoongi
If you don't mind, Dari ask me to spend the night with her.
He says, putting the dishes away, then he turns to her, waiting for her response.
Mrs. Min
Of course, I do not mind.
•┈┈┈•☀︎ At Jung's House ☀︎•┈┈┈•
•┈┈┈•☀︎ Jimin's Outfit☀︎•┈┈┈•
(Hoseok's still in his uniform)
Hoseok
What are you getting ready for?
Jimin groans as he fixes his hair, why wasn't staying in place?
Jimin
I was invited to have dinner with Jungkook and his lovely girlfriend.
He says, a little bitter but he thinks it's warranted.
Hoseok
And you're okay with that?
Hoseok asks, and he sits on Jimin's bed, folding his legs.
Jimin
I just... want to see if he's happy with her.
Jimin
I... I don't know. I just have to know.
He says, finally fixing his hair how he wanted it. He moves away from his mirror before he walks over to Hoseok, sitting before him on the bed.
Hoseok
You should give it up. He doesn't deserve you.
Jimin scoffs at that, he was one to talk.
Jimin
And Yoongi deserves you?
Hoseok
What are you talking about?
Jimin
I know you like him. Maybe even love him but he clearly wants nothing to do with you.
Hoseok
No need to be so mean.
Jimin
What do you see in him? Don't get me wrong. I like Yoongi, he keeps me company around the house these days, and he makes me laugh with how weird he is but he clearly is never going to feel how you feel. So why?
Hoseok sighs, and he hugs himself before he leans back on the younger's bed.
Hoseok
Yoongi is... not the greatest person in the world.
Hoseok
Sometimes Yoongi's very hard to like, and if it was up to me, I'd never let Dari marry him.
Hoseok
that's only because I'd marry him myself.
Hoseok
He just makes me happy. I feel most like myself with him.
Hoseok
He's the only person that accepts me for who I am.
Hoseok
Well, most times he does. He loves telling me that I can't love a man but that's one of his only flaws.
He says, trying to joke it off but it's clear it was hurting him.
Jimin
I'm sorry that this is happening to you. It must be hard seeing them together.
He says, and he hugs his older brother, who accepts it so easily. He thinks he needed it.
Hoseok
I just have to keep pretending, right?
Jimin
When does pretending hurt too much?
Hoseok
Anyway, bring back some of the-
He gets cut off by the sudden opening of the door, and he pulls away from the hug, to see who it was.
He pauses, a little shocked to see Hoseok there.
Taehyung
Oh... sorry, I didn't know you guys were...
He felt bad, he interrupted their moment. Ruined it.
But also, why did they always have these moments without him? Don't they want him there? He guesses not.
Taehyung
Uh... why didn't you guys call me to-
He decides not to bother asking, after all, he did try asking Namjoon a similar question and now he's still hurt and besides, he's sure that if he got another hit he might actually start crying so he lets it go.
Taehyung
N...Nevermind, I have homework to do so uhm... have fun.
He leaves quick and awkwardly.
Hoseok asks, as Jimin stands from his bed. Checking his hair in the mirror once more.
Jimin
I don't think so. You should talk to him. If I go, I could be late.
Hoseok
I can't, I don't know how to talk to Taehyung anymore. He's so weird. I never understand how he works.
Jimin
He's not a robot, Hoseok.
Hoseok sighs, of course he knew that. That wasn't what he meant.
Hoseok
I don't know, we just aren't close like we used to be so I don't think he'll even want to talk to me.
Jimin
Just tell him, I'll talk to him tomorrow.
Hoseok nods as he follows Jimin out of his room.
•┈┈┈•☀︎In Dari's Room ☀︎•┈┈┈•
•┈┈┈•☀︎Dari's Outfit ☀︎•┈┈┈•
(yoongi's still in his uniform)
He says, as he greets his future wife, and she smiles brightly at him, talking his hand in her own.
Dari
I thought we could go for a walk.
She says, pulling him back outside her room and before long they were out the house, in the cold of the evening.
Yoongi
I must warn you, I don't enjoy walking for long periods.
He jokes and she smiles before she speaks.
Dari
Don't worry, once your legs start to give out we shall head back and i'll make sure to carry you too.
Dari
Maybe, but I'll lift with my back...
Dari
Or is it lift with your legs?
Yoongi
I myself, am not quite sure. Perhaps both.
Both laugh as they continue walking, hand in hand.
Dari
I heard you're getting on well at school. You found friends?
She says, clearly happy for him and he nods.
Dari
I am a bit confused though, are you and Hoseok not okay?
She says, sounding a bit sad.
Dari
I overheard him and Jimin speaking and it seemed as if he was upset with you?
Yoongi
Are you certain he was talking about me?
That's weird. They're okay now. Aren't they?
Yoongi
We are fine as far as I am aware.
Dari
I am certain. He was saying Yoongi. Said "you're not the nicest person in the world and that you don't... you're not easy to like." Something like that.
Yoongi
Hmm, i will talk to him later then. We had a good conversation today so why would he even say things like that.
He asks, clearly frustrated, so Dari pulls him to a stop, taking his other hand in hers.
Dari
Don't get upset. He probably didn't mean it
Yoongi sighs, he just thinks it upsetting that after he was so "vulnerable" as Hoseok said, he still is bad-mouthing him. Maybe there was no going forward for them.
Yoongi
But why would he say it. We had the best conversation we've had in a while today. I thought we were going back to normal and now he's just being weird again.
She takes his face between her hands, (they were freezing cold as his warm face) and she forces him to look her in the eye. It's not one of Yoongi's strong suit, but he didn't feel as bothered as he thought he would.
Dari
Just talk to him tomorrow, he will apologize then you guys can really move on.
Dari
It's so cold out. Usually it's warm out here.
She lets her hands fall from his face, rubbing them together.
He says, pulling his coat off immediately, and he hands it to her. Well, he guesses it wasn't his coat. His mind goes back to when Hoseok took his jacket off for him when he had been cold.
Dari
No. It's fine. I don't want you to be cold.
She says, and she tries to walk away but instead stops.
Yoongi
I'd rather be cold than let you be.
She smiles fondly at him at that, which makes him feel like he's doing a good job, but he hates the there's a part of him that doesn't want to give away the jacket.
It still smelled like Hoseok...
He didn't want her scent to over power his...
Dari
You're quite cute, you know?
She says, pulling him from his thoughts and he's glad she did. Why would he even think like that?
She takes his hands in hers again and she takes a step closer before she speaks again, knocking some of the air from Yoongi's lungs.
He nods, and she wastes no time connecting their lips. Her hands clasp his face softly as she tipped on her toes to match his height.
She pulls away from the kiss first, and she smiles up at him, but again he's just in his thoughts and honestly, it starts pîssing him off.
She says, pulling from his thought and he smiles at her before he agrees.
Yoongi
Me too. You changed my life.
Yoongi
I am beyond grateful.
He says hugging her, but no matter how he tries he can't shove his thoughts of Hoseok away.
•┈┈┈•☀︎Taehyung's Room ☀︎•┈┈┈•
He calls as he opens the door to the younger's room. It was pretty dark, but that's pretty much normal. Taehyung was practically a vampire.
Hoseok
Jimin said that he'll talk to you tomorrow when he gets back.
He says, and he was about to leave, but Taehyung raises a question.
Hoseok
He's having dinner with Jungkook. Tonight.
Taehyung
But we always have dinner together.
He says, sounding a little saddened.
Hoseok
Yeah, but it's not that big of a deal. I mean, he just wants to catch up with his friend.
Taehyung
Did he not tell you?
He looks up at Hoseok from his bed, and he sounded almost amused. It's been a while since he's heard him sound like that. Actually it's been a while since he's seen and heard a lot of things from Taehyung.
Taehyung
They're more than friends.
He says, and Hoseok narrows his eyes at the other in confusion, it didn't help that he could barely see him.
Hoseok
It's just that I thought that you didn't know.
And just like that his amusement was washed away. Of course he knew.
Taehyung
When... did he tell you?
Hoseok
I knew since he got that love bite.
Taehyung
Oh... So, he told you 2 years ago.
Taehyung
2 years before me.
Hoseok
I uhm... I've got to go-
He says, trying to leave but before he can, Taehyung speaks again.
Taehyung
You don't have to make up an excuse. You can just go.
He sounded so sad, almost as if he was moments away from crying.
Taehyung
But before you go. Can I ask you something?
Hoseok nods, and he stands there waiting for a bit before he finally hears what Taehyung wanted to ask him and it honestly leaves him a little gutted.
Taehyung
Why do you not like me?
author♡
Hello, I know it's been a while. I'm sorry, I think I have way too many stories out so it's hard to focus on every one but i will try to update this consistently.
author♡
Thank you for reading and I will update soon.
author♡
Also, thoughts on Mina ✋🏻😭 and are you liking DariYoon or Yoonri? Whatever you want to call them 💀
Comments
Suga lova 2.0
if a human with even 15% of what this man called Taehyung had, KNEW MY NAME- I would kill for him!!.
What do u mean- I don't have time for this?! *flips table
2024-03-21
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Superior Sope
Please get daari a girl or another boy tooo😭😭😭 she's a nice girl. I don't want her to get hurt. well Yoongi could hurt his heart fir a little while after seeing her with someone else but I think Hoseok will heal that soon. Just Don't let Dari get hurt. Please 😭😭😭
2024-03-05
1
Superior Sope
🎵Do you get deja vu when she's with youuu 🎶
2024-03-05
2