Opening up

Namjoon
Namjoon
Oh, my gosh have you grown?
Taehyung looks over at the taller man who sat next to him, with a look of confusion.
Taehyung
Taehyung
I... May I ask who you are?
The young man laughs awkwardly as he straightened his books, on his desk, neatly.
Namjoon
Namjoon
I am Kim Namjoon.
Namjoon
Namjoon
I... I am friends, with your brother, Jimin.
Taehyung
Taehyung
I... Oh, sorry... Jimin had never introduced us so I...
Taehyung
Taehyung
I'm Taehyung.
Taehyung looks away a bit as Namjoon smiled over at him. He felt overwhelmed by the other's stare.
Namjoon
Namjoon
I know.
Namjoon
Namjoon
Jimin and Hoseok are always together, why do you not go out like them?
Namjoon questions, out of curiousity.
Taehyung
Taehyung
I prefer to be in my own company,
He responds and he expects Namjoon to laugh at him, or tell him that that was weird or something of that manner, but he surprise when the other seemingly sympathetized with him.
Namjoon
Namjoon
Oh, well, i would not want you to be out your comfort zone but if you get the sudden need to be in the company of others, i'm hosting a party tonight. You should come.
Taehyung
Taehyung
I... I don't know if I should.
He wasn't a party person and Jimin nor Hoseok even mentioned a party so they probably did not want him to join them. That makes him feel left out to be honest.
Namjoon
Namjoon
Please, it will be fun.
Namjoon seemed like he really wanted him there though, could he really turn down the other's polite offer like this?
Namjoon
Namjoon
Hoseok and Jimin are gonna be there. Please come, if you get uncomfortable, I shall personally take you home.
Taehyung
Taehyung
I...
Taehyung smiles at the other's thoughtfulness.
Taehyung
Taehyung
Okay, I will be there.
He tells with a smile and he and Namjoon talk for a bit more until their teacher enters the classroom.
---
Jimin smiles as he sees Jungkook enter the bathroom, he knew he should have gotten to class but he could surely be a few minutes late.
He makes his way into the bathroom and he smiles as his eyes land on the taller male.
Jimin
Jimin
Will I see you at Namjoon's party tonight?
Jungkook
Jungkook
Perhaps...
His voice was monotone, not it's usual hyper and happy tone.
Jimin
Jimin
Are you well?
Jungkook
Jungkook
I am.
Jimin
Jimin
You're acting rather strange
Jungkook
Jungkook
I'm not, I just...
Jungkook sighs before he ran a hand through his hair and then he turns to Jimin and he speaks.
Jungkook
Jungkook
I think that you and I could spend some time away from each other.
Jimin smiles a bit, at the suddenness of that statement. He was in disbelief. They had been great up until yesterday so where was this coming from?
Jimin
Jimin
I... I do not comprehend.
Jimin
Jimin
Why? Had I said something to upset you? I-
He questions, and he tries to take Jungkook's hand but the other just steps away from him.
Jungkook
Jungkook
We will talk another time.
and just like that, he's out of the bathroom, leaving Jimin alone.
Jimin looks at himself in the mirror and he swallows the lump in his throat as he tries to make himself feel better. He eventually pulls himself together as best as he could before he made his way to his class.
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Taehyung sighs as the school bell rings, signalling that it was time for lunch. Taehyung didn't like eating with people around. Too many loud noises so he always went to the field. It was quiet and not many people were usually there.
Especially not the "popular, rich kids" which he could be classified as just that, he was known among the students and he's apart of one of the richest families in korea at the moment but of the three of the Jung Brothers, he was the weird one no cared for. Hoseok was the "bad one" who broke rules just because he felt like and Jimin was... everyone liked him. He was friendly, sociable and insanely attractive.
Jimin much like Hoseok was always happy, and friendly so when Taehyung finds him in his usual lunch spot crying he just stares for a second. He was always so put together, what could have possibly lead him to be sad enough to sit in the grass outside beneath the shade of the trees?
Taehyung
Taehyung
Jimin?
Taehyung
Taehyung
Are you okay?
He asks, and he stoops next to the other putting his stuff down.
Jimin
Jimin
Yes.
He says, though he clearly was not okay.
Taehyung
Taehyung
Why are you crying?
Jimin
Jimin
I- I uh... Nothing.
He wipes at his tears, silently, under Taehyung's curious gaze.
Taehyung
Taehyung
Why do you never tell me anything?
He asks calmly and Jimin looks at him, tears rolling down his face but he seemed confused as if he didn't deem that true.
Jimin
Jimin
I tell everything to you.
Taehyung
Taehyung
You do not. You, as well as Hoseok, run around and never share anything with me. Do you not have any trust in me?
He opens up, something he rarely does because it was better to keep his thoughts to himself but the older they got, the less close he felt to them and it seemed like they didn't care as much as he did.
Jimin
Jimin
I....
Jimin looks away, down at his knees and he starts crying even more before he tells Taehyung everything.
Jimin
Jimin
I have been... doing things with Jungkook.
Taehyung
Taehyung
"Things" like what?
Jimin
Jimin
Things, Taehyung.
He tells as though that would clear up the misunderstanding.
Taehyung
Taehyung
I do not comprehend.
Jimin
Jimin
I... Indecent things, Taehyung. Kissing, cuddling, hugging... sex.
Jimin admits and Taehyung's mind goes blank for a second. He feels so many things, confusion, and almost relief.
Taehyung
Taehyung
W...what? but... he.... he is a man, brother.
He says, a little judgementally which noticeably makes Jimin upset.
Jimin
Jimin
Really, I had not noticed until you said it just now.
Jimin says, sarcasm dripping from every word.
Taehyung
Taehyung
Are you serious? How could you... What will mom and dad say?
He thinks and Jimin sighs as he just starts crying. He thought Taehyung, as his brother, would be more understanding but he guesses not.
Jimin
Jimin
I... I am serious, Taehyung.
He tells as he picks up his bag and he stands, before he looks down at Taehyung, who was still seated on the ground.
Jimin
Jimin
And I must thank you for making it clear that I was indeed correct for keeping certain things from you, because you just made me feel even worse than I already did before.
He expresses sadly and Taehyung watches him leave with guilt. He had been too rough. He closes his eyes in regret before he lays against the grass and he looks up at the sky.
He should've been more understanding, especially since he wasn't completely different from Jimin.
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Yoongi
Yoongi
Why are you here?
He asks Hoseok, who had just waltz into his house with the brightest smile. He was acting like things between them were good.
Yoongi
Yoongi
I told you we are not friends anymore.
Hoseok
Hoseok
You don't mean that
Hoseok challenges and Yoongi folds his arms before he looks away from the other. Ever since they had kissed back in the little hut. His mind hasn't stopped going back there and with Hoseok in front of him he feels unbelievably overwhelmed.
Yoongi
Yoongi
Listen to me, this is done.
Hoseok
Hoseok
Give me a good reason, why it should be done.
He had many, so many, but he could not say them out loud because he'd only fuel Hoseok's ideas.
Yoongi
Yoongi
You... You see me as a woman.
He says and a look of genuine confusion finds Hoseok's features.
Hoseok
Hoseok
I do not.
He opposes and he takes a step closer to Yoongi who looks away again.
Yoongi
Yoongi
Yes, you do. The way you talk to me is as if you expect me to fall in love with you.
Hoseok
Hoseok
I see you as a man, Yoongi. As I've told you, I would never limit my love to a woman, when a man like you exists. Just because I like you doesn't mean I see you as a woman, Yoongi.
Yoongi
Yoongi
You cannot like another man, Hoseok
He says and he moves away from Hoseok, who was just too close. He doesn't want to talk about this anymore because his dad could walk in at any minute and he didn't want him overhearing anything he shouldn't be hearing.
Hoseok
Hoseok
Why can I not?
Yoongi
Yoongi
Everyone will think you're weird
He lets out, heading for the kitchen and Hoseok follows his every move.
Hoseok
Hoseok
Come to the party with me?
Mr. Min
Mr. Min
Party? That sounds like a great place for you to meet someone. Get dressed, Yoongi and go with Hoseok.
His dad says, he had come from the back door and Yoongi takes a deep breath as he thinks about how bad it would've been if his dad had walked in a couple seconds early.
Yoongi
Yoongi
Yes, father.
He says, and he hates how Hoseok smiles so smugly at him.
---
Hoseok
Hoseok
I've never been in your room before.
He tells, walking around the smaller room as if he owned it. Touching and picking up everything he caught his hands on.
He stops eventually when he notices Yoongi removing his clothes. Once the other takes his shirt off he sees Hoseok eyeing him and it makes him incredibly nervous and at the same time strangely amused.
Yoongi
Yoongi
Stop looking at me.
Yoongi says and even after a decade he doesn't think he'll ever get over the shamelessness Hoseok had.
Hoseok
Hoseok
I wanna kiss you all over.
Hoseok
Hoseok
Let me?
He makes his way up to the other, and he brushes the older's hair out of the way before he lets his fingers graze over the soft skin of Yoongi's face and he watches as Yoongi's eyes flutter shut. He was so sensitive.
Yoongi
Yoongi
No.
He lets out, eyes still close and Hoseok takes a step closer. Their bodies not even inches apart and he plants his hand at the back of Yoongi's head before he leans in but he doesn't close the gap.
Hoseok
Hoseok
Just for a minute.
He whispers against Yoongi's lips.
Yoongi
Yoongi
I-
Yoongi starts, but it comes out as more of a gasp than anything else. Their lips brush against each other, and Yoongi tries to pull away, subtly almost as if he wanted to but at the same time he didn't and so he just ends brushing against Hoseok's lips again. He lets out a breath before he leans in and he leaves a peck on Hoseok's lips before he pulls himself together and he just lets his head fall against Hoseok's shoulder, defeated. Why had he done that?
Hoseok
Hoseok
I know you want me too.
He whispers running his hands over Yoongi's delicate skin, before he pulls away and he lays down against Yoongi's bed, leaving Yoongi heavy-breathing before him.
----
Taehyung
Taehyung
Hey, Do you-
Taehyung starts, but Jimin was clearly not in the mood as he walked fast, hands folded over his chest.
Jimin
Jimin
I'm not in the mood, Taehyung.
Taehyung
Taehyung
I just... I wanna know where Namjoon's party is being held. Can... Can I go with you?
Jimin stops walking and he drops his hands to the side before he turns to Taehyung, in disbelief.
Jimin
Jimin
You're unbelievable, are you aware?
Taehyung
Taehyung
What are you-
Jimin
Jimin
You- You think that every time I was in Jungkook's company, kissing him, touching him, you think I wasn't thinking about how it was "wrong"? about how I should not do it? I acknowledged it but I... I wanted to Taehyung, he was... I love him.
He admits, and he looks down in shame before he hugs himself again.
Jimin
Jimin
Not because I want to but because I do and he made it clear earlier that I should stay away from him and when I had tried to confide in you.. you lectured me and made me feel like... like something was wrong with me.
Jimin
Jimin
and you don't even care.
He says, heartbroken and Taehyung feels even more guilty than before.
Taehyung
Taehyung
I.. I'm sorry I didn't... I wasn't trying to make you feel bad I just... I never... I didn't know that two men could... It took me by surprise but I'm sorry.
Taehyung
Taehyung
You're right. I should've been more supportive.
He acknowledges and Jimin sighs with a pout.
Jimin
Jimin
just hug me.
He tells, and Taehyung pulls him in for an embrace immediately.
They stay like that for a bit under a minute, and it felt good having Taehyung not completely ashamed of him.
They eventually start walking to namjoon's house, Taehyung's hands holding Jimin's
Taehyung
Taehyung
Do you really love him?
Jimin
Jimin
I think so. I'd do anything for him honestly.
Taehyung
Taehyung
And you had sex with him?
Jimin
Jimin
Yeah, I... I did.
Taehyung
Taehyung
Did you like it?
He nods.
Jimin
Jimin
It was great but... he wants nothing to do with me anymore so...
Taehyung
Taehyung
Well, then it's his loss.
Jimin
Jimin
I am not certain I believe that, but thank you.
Taehyung
Taehyung
Can I tell you something?
Jimin
Jimin
Yeah, I am listening.
Taehyung
Taehyung
I never found girls to be for my liking.
Jimin
Jimin
What do you mean?
Taehyung
Taehyung
I... Ever since I was little, I'd find myself wanting to get too close with boys rather than the girls. That's why I stopped having friends.
Taehyung
Taehyung
The last friend I had, he... tried to kiss me so I... I ended our friendship.
Taehyung
Taehyung
But I always regretted not kissing him back.
Taehyung
Taehyung
And that always made me feel like I was weird. I thought you and Hoseok would think it was weird too so I never said anything.
Jimin
Jimin
I don't think you're weird, Taehyung.
Jimin
Jimin
But it does thrill me a little bit, knowing that I'm not the only one who likes boys.
Jimin
Jimin
though i have a liking for girls too, but just... not in the way i feel for Jungkook, right now.
Jimin
Jimin
It's a pity we can't make it known.
Taehyung
Taehyung
Yeah. I'll probably be alone for the rest of my life.
Jimin
Jimin
Or worst, married off to someone you don't love.
Taehyung sighs, he didn't want think about that so he tries to change the subject.
Taehyung
Taehyung
Is Hoseok gonna meet us there?
Jimin
Jimin
Yeah, that or he is with Yoongi.
Taehyung laughs at that a bit. He'd like to have someone obsessed with him in the same way Hoseok was with Yoongi. In a way, he found it quite cute.
Taehyung
Taehyung
Of course he is.
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