for you again

“So what’s wrong with you that you wanted to talk to me?” said Yura and sipping the last drop of her hot chocolate; Jungkook kept quiet the whole time he was at her room; he accepted her hospitality by drinking the hot chocolate but he just stared at the ceiling

Jungkook gave her a judgmental looks for assuming that he wanted to meet her just because something was wrong with him and not just he missed her and he wanted to see her

“Oh come on! You never just ask to talk to me willingly when you’re in some sort of a dilemma” scoffed Yura but deep down she was happy that for once Jungkook reached out for her

“Noona, I want to ask you something and I want you to be honest with me” said Jungkook briefly

“You’re scaring me Kookie…. Fine; ask away” started Yura lightly and chuckling a little but she ended her statement seriously when she saw how nervous and worried Jungkook looked

“Have you ever felt hurt when you were with me before you started seeing Minwoo” asked Jungkook looking at her

“What are you talking about? Of course not; I knew well what I was getting myself into, I am the adult here” said Yura smiling at his cuteness

“Not even once? I mean have you ever wished that there was more with us?” insisted Jungkook and Yura knew that he needed to know the truth for his own good, even if nothing was going to change with the new revelation , it was still important for him to know

“Once but I got over it; it was on our first year together; remember when I got drunk” admitted Yura  

“Noona; you never remember anything after you got drunk” said Jungkook questionably

“I faked it that once, I think you can guess which one because it kind answer your question” said Yura a little ashamed by the memory

“You mean Nana’s party” asked Jungkook alarmed and Yura just nodded

“Yeah, I pretended to be drunk then slurred my confession at you but you rejected me; I said I’m starting to fall for you and you said that won’t do” said Yura feeling weird and strange going back to that memory; it felt like ages ago given her life now and how much things changed between them since

“Sorry” said Jungkook uselessly and unnecessary yet he felt like it was needed

“For what? You’d been an honest guy with me; you could have humored me and played along with my confession especially when you knew I was drunk and I would probably remember nothing, but even then you were assertive in not leading me on” assured Yura putting her cup on the table and sat closer to him

“I was a jerk; I was everything I hated in Tae’s exes” said Jungkook sadly

“It was a phase and you were young, you still have time to redeem yourself in your new relationship” said Yura rubbing his back

“You think so? I don’t trust myself sometimes; I somehow always managed to hurt him” said Jungkook hopefully looking like an adorable kid seeking approval and confirmation and Yura just cooed at that     

“I know so; you took care of me even when we weren’t that exclusive; you’re my home Kookie” nodded Yura lovingly and Jungkook just sighed

“So what’s your take on the mess happening” asked Jungkook trying to avert the conversation from anything more emotional

“I think you’re testing his limit; you’re pushing his buttons waiting for him to snap at you, you want to know when it is taking it so far with him” said Yura

“I think I push people and see if they would come back to me still; I know I love him and he does too but what if it is not enough?” admitted Jungkook and Yura was over the moon; her dongsaeng was actually asking her for advice

“And what if your love for each other is enough? Would you risk not knowing? You used to live for the moment, do that with him; being in relationship doesn’t mean plan your damn life from day one till forever; there would be things that you would never imagine doing, roads you would never imagine taking but living with him, you would do them all and more” said Yura and Jungkook felt like he was talking to Eunji or his mother; always gentle and sure when they talked to him

“I should apologize, right?” said Jungkook

“If you believe that you’re at fault” said Yura “Beside the Tattler made it look like there is some love triangle between you, Yoongi and Jimin” added Yura

“Those people really have nothing to do with their lives” sighed Jungkook feeling like he had been sighing a lot since all that drama started

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“Hobi, Hobi!!!! Look what Iseul sent” cried Tae jumping into Hoseok’s arms the moment he opened his dorms’ room

“You’ve not opened yet?” asked Hoseok

“No; she said that it is a package for Hobi oppa” said Tae pouting and Hoseok just pecked his lips before snatching the package from his hands and opened it

“Wow!!! That’s so cute!” exclaimed Hoseok showing Tae a hair and hand bands glittered with all the colors that Iseul could lay hands on; there were just random small shapes around the bands and Hoseok loved it

“Lucky bustard; she didn’t even get me anything, and there is a letter with it too” pouted Tae even more, Hoseok rubbed his thigh gently while opening the letter with the other hand

         Dear Hobi oppa!!!

I miss you a lot. You are the best…. After Tae oppa but don’t tell him that

I will send you a lot of gifts but you have to love and make Tae oppa safe

Tae is also good and he is my brother and I love him

Bye Hobi oppa

PS: written by Tae’s mom and words by Iseul 

Hoseok was overwhelmed by the letter that he felt like crying; he never felt so welcomed and loved like he did with Tae’s family, they showed him nothing but love and care that put his own family’s care and love to shame; he had a complicated relationship with his family that Tae knew a little about but he didn’t push it

But looking at ‘Dear Hobi’ and ‘Bye Hobi oppa’ that were the only words Iseul could write, Hoseok felt like the luckiest man on earth

“Did she bother you? Did she say anything bad to you?” asked Tae alarmed by the sudden silence that was in the room and his boyfriend strange reaction to the letter

“No… she is an angle… I don’t think I deserve all this” said Hoseok with a broken voice

“What are you talking about? I am supposed to be down since those rats forget to get me anything” said Tae climbing on Hoseok’s back trying to get a better look at the letter but Hoseok was quick to shove it in his pocket and turned around in circle with Tae still on his back

“Hobiiiiii!!!!! Stop I’m getting dizzy!” said Tae laughing so hard and their playfulness ended up with both of them falling on the bed

“They love and care for you, more than I can say for my own family” said Hoseok after a while of hugging Tae tightly on the bed

“I know, but maybe yours does too; every parents have their own way of showing that” said Tae rubbing circles on Hoseok’s chest

“I doubt it; even if they don’t mind that I am into boys too; they can’t acknowledge anyone I bring him to them; they asked me to present him as a friend to them and to our relatives and friends even when they knew who he was to me; most of my exes broke up with me after meeting them” said Hoseok and Tae raised his head to look at him

“Why would they do that?” asked Tae and for the first time he took the conversation about Hoseok’s family further

“They’re religious; they think it a sin that two men are in love; but they still love me and they told me that I am mature enough to know right from wrong and they did their role in teaching me their beliefs and it is up to me to choose what I want, but they just can’t concede to it” said Hoseok

“So they are not homophobic as much as they have their own beliefs on the matter?” asked Tae

“Yeah; I mean they never abused or harassed my exes, only that my exes felt the need to seek their approval that they were disappointed when they didn’t get anywhere with them; plus I didn’t help them through it” said Hoseok

“You are lucky, you know” said Tae suddenly and Hoseok had to adjust himself so he was face to face with Tae

“Your parents love you and support your dreams and they even didn’t disown you when you went against their beliefs; you’re lucky because I know people who were beaten, disown and even lost their future because they have parents that they didn’t try to understand their kids. Don’t be so down and pessimist about it; look at it like I do; your parents love you and they are here for you” said Tae and Hoseok was speechless; no one had ever said anything nice about his parents after they learnt about them, no one had ever praised his parents and of course no one considered him lucky  

“You are really…. I think they should come up with a new word to describe you” said Hoseok bearing his Tae on the crook of his neck

“Hey you’re crushing me” whined Tae but he was happy that he managed to get Hoseok out of that funk

“So you’re fine if you were considered as their son’s friend” asked Hoseok

“Have you told them about me?” asked Tae back

“No; I am sorry, I was planning to…” started Hoseok but Tae just shut him up with a kiss

“Good; now when we go to see them in the winter break; tell them you’re bringing a bunch of friends not a boyfriend” said Tae

“What? Why?” protested Hoseok but he was once again shut up by a kiss

“Just do it” said Tae

“I love you” said Hoseok

“You have to; you managed to make even my family favoring you over me, so you need to love me so I won’t feel left out” said Tae

“Well they’re only taking care of me so I would take care of you” said Hoseok suggestively and Tae blushed

“How would you do that?” asked Tae his breath washing over Hoseok’s face

“I’m your genie today; your wishes are my command” said Hoseok his lips almost on Tae’s

“Buy me ice cream!” said Tae pulling away from Hoseok who was baffled

“Really? Tae Tae?” groaned Hoseok bearing his face on the pillow

“You said you’re genie for ALL my wishes; nothing about it meant only things we can do in bed” said Tae laughing at how Hoseok looked

“You’re lucky I love you” said Hoseok walking to the door

“Where are you going?” asked Tae

“Ice cream, remember?” said Hobi

“That’s for desert, now come here genie, I’m hungry and I think only you know how to let me feast on you” said Tae innocently laying in bed spreading his legs driving Hoseok crazy

“I swear that one day I will die and it will be you to blame” said Hoseok not even sparing a sec; he took off his shirt, pants and underwear in one go and jumped on Tae who just giggled

“Well till that happens get to work genie” said Tae trying to sound distant but he knew that Hoseok could hear his heart that was about to came out of his chest and the red cheeks that were so cute

“So what do you want master?” asked Hoseok with a deep voice that sent shivers down Tae’s hardness along with Hoseok’s nakedness that was plastered on him

“I want to ride something; flying carpet, horse… get creative with it” said Tae with much deeper voice for when it came to deep voice Tae excelled

“Let’s get rid of these clothes first sir” said Hoseok moving away discarding Tae from his clothes then flipping him so he was straddling him, their hardness flicked together and they both sighed and moaned at that

Love making or any intimate contact, whether physical or sentimental always managed to get the two men closer together and more devoted

Tae could never believe that he landed someone like Hoseok who still couldn’t grasp the fact that Tae was real, his and his only

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The next day at 8:00p.m, Jimin stood resting his back on his car’s door waiting for Jungkook outside the café; it was almost the end of his shift

“Why did you come?” whined Jungkook exiting the café

“Why?  I'm not allow here anymore?” raised Jimin an eyebrow and Jungkook shook his head walking toward him

“Well  I was tired of waiting for your stubborn *** to call me so I came; I am not a patient guy when it is about the man I love” said Jimin simply but he was taken aback when Jungkook reached out for his hand to intertwined it with him

“I was supposed to come to you; I was planning to after work but you beat me to it” pouted Jungkook whining and Jimin had to hold his ground pressed on the car’s door with Jungkook facing him, thinking about dead puppy so he wouldn’t attack that adorable Jungkook with kisses or more

“It doesn’t matter who comes to whom first as long as one of us does” said Jimin pulling Jungkook to him and the latter didn’t even protest having his chest pressed on his boyfriend’s

“I’m sorry and I know why I am sorry; I am sorry that I doubted you and didn’t trust you and your love to me, I am sorry that….” Said Jungkook but Jimin just pulled him even closer to a hug shushing his now unneeded apologies

“Too many words” said Jimin and Jungkook just chuckled then he did what Jimin wouldn’t think Jungkook would willingly do

He kissed him passionately while locking his arm around his neck and pressing their body together and Jimin groaned to that and to another thing

“Easy Kookie, it’s still fresh” said Jimin pushing Jungkook away and rubbing his ribcage

“What’s still fresh?” asked Jungkook puzzled and Jimin replied by lifting his shirt for Jungkook to see that the first word of the tattoo was red like it was burnt

“What the hell? What did you do?” asked Jungkook bent a little to see up-close

“Well, it is the first session so the result can’t be seen yet but I’m taking it off” said Jimin

“Why would you do that? I was impulsive and stupid with my reaction” said Jungkook his eyes still on Jimin’s burnt skin feeling like shit

“Well it is too late now” said Jimin laughing but Jungkook took it seriously looking at Jimin with those puppy guilty eyes

“Hey!!! I was kidding; I did it for you, for me and for us. I love you and I want you to know that from now on I will do my best to show it to you and you’re free to act on impulsive or stupidity” said Jimin his arms lazily around Jungkook

“You are the best” stated Jungkook blushing because praising, complimenting or flirting with Jimin was always something he was self conscious about it

“Glad to know that, now can we go eat something this tattoo removal shit is as expensive as it is painful” said Jimin while his body was still pressed on Jungkook

“How did you manage with the money?” asked Jungkook because he knew that the process wasn’t cheap plus the tattoo was rather big

“Mom” said Jimin sheepishly

“And how did you convince her?” asked Jungkook amused because he knew how much Jimin hated to ask him mother for money

“Let’s just say it is not free; since my mother and yours have been hanging out a lot she also thinks that me working was a responsible thing” said Jimin

“Well let’s blame the responsible Tae for that; he really didn’t need to work all those jobs anymore but damn him and his logic” said Jungkook

“Yeah, well I’m looking for a job now and I think one of the Bangtan can hook me up with one” said Jimin smiling

“Good luck haunting” said Jungkook

“Yeah, now let’s eat before I eat you instead” grunted Jimin and Jungkook laughed leaning in to kiss Jimin; he missed him a lot and it had been a week since he was this close to him

“Hey get a room; not everyone is eager to hear about you and your love” said a deep voice that caused Jungkook to flinch and break the kiss; he didn’t know how to act around Yoongi but he was happy and proud that Jimin wasn’t affected by the presence of his ex  

“You’re just jealous that you cannot BE or HAVE someone like Kookie” jeered Jimin playfully

“Damn right” said Yoongi while putting his hamlet on and got on his bike

“Be safe you two” said Yoongi before he moved past them

“Do you think that Yoongi hyung…” started Jungkook lowly but Jimin just opened the door and shoved Jungkook inside

“Tonight is going to be a long night where you won’t dare mention any man’s name but mine or you’ll be punished” said Jimin then closed the door not allowing Jungkook to process or comment on what he just said 

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