Married First, Love Later with The CEO Who Secretly Loves Me

Episode 19

💭Aurora narrating💭

I entered my room trying to reason with everything that was happening, I went straight to the bathroom to take a shower and see if I could relax after the incident with Bernardo, after the shower I put on my pajamas and lay down on the bed and I kept analyzing everything.

First I didn't understand why I accepted this marriage, but I think deep down I wanted to get away from that family a little and I thought that going out and coming with him I would have some peace since every time they got together they always said something about me and I didn't understand why and being away brings me some peace of mind.

Second, could I be friends with Bernardo? One thing I know, I can't fall in love with him, but I would have to have a good relationship with him, I can't be irritated all day, at some point I won't have reasons to be angry about something I chose, I kept thinking about everything until I fell asleep

Bernardo: Aurora are you there?

I heard his voice as if it was echoing over my head...am I dreaming?

Bernardo: Aurora are you there?

I got up a little sleepy and realized that I had fallen asleep, but that Bernardo was really at the door calling me, so I get up and go to the door to see what he wanted

Bernardo: sorry... did I wake you up?

Aurora: It's okay, I ended up falling asleep but it's okay

How could he make me so uneasy, especially with that look he was giving me

Bernardo: can I come in?

Aurora: I think so... come in

He enters and I close the door, I turn around and see that he was near the bed looking at me a little seriously and awkwardly

Bernardo: could you change your clothes Aurora?

Aurora: Why?

Bernardo: please just change out of those pajamas

And then I remembered what he had told me earlier and I ran to change in the bathroom

Aurora: Are we having dinner yet?

I speak from inside the bathroom to get out of this embarrassing mood

Bernardo: Not yet, I just didn't want to be alone and I wanted to come here, but if I'm bothering you I can leave

Aurora: You can stay, it's okay... I'm sorry for being so annoying, I'm not used to this

I say coming back from the bathroom with shorts and a short-sleeved black blouse, and I see that he was still standing near the bed

Bernardo: It's okay, it was all so sudden, you didn't have time to abstract all of this, I know it can't be easy for you

Aurora: are you going to sit down or are you going to stand up all the time? This makes me agonize

I say that sitting on the bed and looking at him, I didn't like talking to someone standing up if I was sitting down

Bernardo: So can I sit on the bed with you?

Aurora: better than standing up all the time lol you can sit down

I was in one corner of the bed and he was in the other corner, I take my cell phone to quickly check if I had saved the articles of my course conclusion work correctly, as I went to lunch and I didn't notice if it was saved since he had taken it before I could save right

Bernardo: Did you manage to finish your course conclusion work? since since we arrived you haven't put it aside

Aurora: I was missing 2 chapters but I think I managed to finish, I sent it to a friend to check if everything is ok to finalize

Bernardo: can I read it? of course if you don't mind

Aurora: I don't know... it's not finalized yet

I was insecure about my course conclusion work, I didn't let anyone read it for fear of it not being good enough, what if he read it and it was horrible? since I was afraid that my theme was weak, but I didn't have another theme that interested me more than this one

Bernardo: If you don't want me to read it, I won't force you to do anything Aurora...when are you going to present it?

Aurora: I still don't know the presentation date, as I still need to send it to the bank soon to find out, but as the month is ending and the course conclusion work is almost ready it should be at the beginning of next month

Bernardo: I understand, I'm sure you'll do a great presentation and get the highest grade

Aurora: I hope so, I'm very afraid of getting a low grade, I never trust 100%, I'm not a fan of presenting anything in front of anyone, I'm not confident in that

I speak and end up looking down, I knew how to defend myself, I knew what I wanted, but I wasn't confident in many things

Bernardo: You know... you need to distract yourself!

Aurora: More than all this distraction I've had these days? the end of the semester and college is very stressful and I was even more stressed...

Bernardo: That's why you need to have fun and that's what we're going to do

Aurora: And apparently you're trying to be the one responsible for the fun, am I right?

I was starting to get less tense, we even laughed a little and I'm also starting to feel quite hungry

Bernardo: If you'll let me, yes, I want to be responsible for seeing you happy today

Aurora: Aren't you busy with your meetings? I thought we were coming because there was work...

Bernardo: I only had one meeting this morning, so for the next few days I'll be all yours...

When I heard those words I turned bright red, not knowing what to say and he liked the way it made me feel and gave a smile and what a beautiful smile