Incomplete IV

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Third Person's Point of View
Iwaizumi’s heart felt like it stopped beating in his chest.
His eyes were now glistened with a sheen of tears, and his mouth hung open for what seemed to be three minutes.
Tooru
Tooru
Did you hear me?
Tooru whispered.
Iwaizumi nodded knowingly.
Hajime
Hajime
But no, Tooru. I won’t let you leave me.
Iwaizumi said, eyes blank over Tooru’s face.
Tooru looked angry, struck with anger and disappointment.
Tooru
Tooru
Why?!
Tooru full on shouted.
Iwaizumi tensed, his limbs freezing on the spot.
Tooru
Tooru
If you knew you wouldn’t let me leave, then why would you hurt me?
Tooru exclaimed, tears streaming down his eye, staining his cheek.
Iwaizumi oh so wanted to stroke it away when Tooru whimpered and stood up, the chair scraping over the floor.
Hajime
Hajime
Baby that's not the solution to this.
Hajime
Hajime
We can't just break up, we have Kou and---
Tooru
Tooru
You just don’t care, Iwaizumi! You just don’t think about my feelings!
Hajime
Hajime
But I do…
Hajime
Hajime
I really do…
Tooru
Tooru
I hate you so much.
Tooru said in between sobs before he stormed out of the dining room.
Iwaizumi however, was still frozen in his spot, his eyes watering as his heart thumped against his chest.
He sighed and dropped his utensils on the table, fingers lacing together over the table as he let his forehead meet with his fists.
Hajime doesn’t know what to do now.
He opened his eyes, mumbling his before meal prayer before he picked up his fork and started munching down on the dinner his husband had made him.
It was cold, and stale.
But he didn’t care.
Everything Tooru makes, he does with effort and love.
Even when Iwaizumi isn't feeling the love right now, he’d dug into his food anyway.
In the midst of his meal, he felt a tear stream down his face.
It startled him, for he wasn’t the type to cry easily.
But he let this one slide.
He jabbed his fork down into his meal, feeling another tear fall from his eyes.
He stuffed the whole thing in his mouth and chewed down--
--feeling the remaining bits of his broken heart that seemed to be jabbing him inside, suffocating him and bleeding him dry inside out.
He dropped his fork once he was done with his food, his palms pressing over his eyes as he sobbed brokenly into his own skin.
The silence in the room hung awkwardly, with all resounding around him being his own broken sobs and hiccups.
He looked up when he’d finished crying.
He poured wine into his glass, considering getting intoxicated and drink himself to sleep when he remembered that he had work tomorrow.
Though he prefers not to go with a raging hangover.
So he decided against getting drunk and wasted, pouring a reasonable amount before he gulped it down and placed his glass down on the table.
He sighed.
'Maybe I should just let him go...'
'We can talk again when he's settled down...'
He nodded to himself before pushing his chair back gently, lifting up his plate and his lover’s, and blowing out the candles.
He walked into the sink and dumped the dirty dishes there, along with the wine glasses.
Iwaizumi walked back into the dining room feeling broken, it only reminded him that Tooru was still somewhere in the house.
And Iwaizumi’s feeling were heavy that he was in their bedroom.
Iwaizumi shuffled himself across the floors, dragging his feet above the tiles, feeling nausea kick in from the crying.
He fought it back, climbing up the stairs and into their bedroom, clicking it open to expect Tooru asleep by his side of the bed.
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That was why Iwaizumi was startled by the view of his husband sat up in the middle of their queen sized bed, eyes wide and doe-like.
Tooru was startled when he heard Iwaizumi walk in, and his eyes immediately reflected what seemed to be guilt, pain, and heartbreak.
Iwaizumi shifted to get his pillows.
Hajime
Hajime
I’ll sleep on the couch…
He whispered, voice still quiet from the crying.
Tooru turned to face him.
Tooru
Tooru
Did you cry?
Tooru mumbled, hesitating.
Tooru
Tooru
You don't really cry much...
Iwaizumi forced a smile.
Hajime
Hajime
Yeah… I thought it through while I did…
Iwaizumi said, unbelieving the word stumbling out of his lips.
Hajime
Hajime
I’m sorry if I’d hurt you, Oikawa…
Tooru flinched at the use of his last name, which Iwaizumi haven’t used in such a long time.
It's his middle name now after all.
Hajime
Hajime
And I never meant to--
His voice cracked at the last syllable, forcing him to straighten up and clear his throat.
Hajime
Hajime
I never meant to hurt you... I really do care about you Tooru…. But, if you want to go then…
Iwaizumi choked on his own words, finding himself struggling to speak.
Hajime
Hajime
I'm just sorry. Let's talk again and solve this tomorrow.
Iwaizumi choked on his own words, finding himself struggling to speak.
Tooru found himself gaping at Iwaizumi’s statement, his eyes glistening under the nightlight.
Hajime
Hajime
I just hope you forgive me… I--
Hajime was cut off by Tooru’s lips over his own, pressing gently, not enough to push him over, but just enough to make Iwaizumi’s insides explode with butterflies.
Tooru
Tooru
Iwa-chan…
Tooru whispered when he’d pull away.
Iwaizumi felt a tear stain his cheek, but it wasn’t his.
Hajime reached out to cup Tooru’s jaw, lifting up to make him peer back into his eyes.
Hajime
Hajime
Tooru I’m sorry…
He managed to whisper once more.
Tooru
Tooru
...it's okay. I'm not that mad anymore.
Hajime
Hajime
Can I do anything to make it up to you?
Tooru
Tooru
Anything?
Tooru whispered, a playful tone edging his voice that made Iwaizumi’s stomach flip.
Hajime
Hajime
Anything…
Hajime
Hajime
Anything for you baby.
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yeonju

yeonju

I tested it on my self steph-chan and it hurts🤣🤣🤣

2021-10-25

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Shizuka

Shizuka

THANK GOD

2021-08-21

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NEXTTT aaaaaah 😎🤧

2021-07-08

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