Episode 14

DOMINIC

She pulls my hand from her face and turns to the window. How can I make her love me like this? I know I was to blame for making her push me away, but I want to try to be good, try to be different for her.

From the first day, she's been kind to me, and I, in my foolishness, treated her like I treat other women, but she didn't treat me the way the others do. She cared about me, helped me when I was having a breathing crisis. I want to be a good husband, but I need her to teach me how because I've never learned to be good to anyone.

I want to start a family with this woman. She has everything a man needs, she has a way of showing affection, and even though she hasn't shown me yet, I know she is capable. She's special, she's incredible, and I want to show her that I can be incredible for her too, that I can be better.

But how can I make her love me? How can I make her want to be with me? The more I try to get close, the more she pushes me away, won't let me touch her, doesn't want to be near me in any way.

It seems that even my breathing annoys her. I've never had a woman be bothered by me, by my presence, but her... she's so different she makes me want to be near her, while she pushes me away.

She snubs me, doesn't feel the same desire I do for her, doesn't want me the way I want her.

Will she ever love me? Will I be alive to be happy together? What will our relationship, our life together be like?

These are questions I can't answer, I don't know if I'll live to have a family life with her.

When we get home and I take her to the room, to our room, because from today I want her to sleep here with me no matter what, even if I don't touch her. We will have a real married life. I am determined to make her fall for me. She won't be the only one immune to it.

I never had to do anything to make women fall in love. She's different in that respect too. Me, of all people, having to chase after her like a lost puppy.

I sit her on the bed and kneel down, looking at how beautiful, perfect she is. I get lost in her eyes, and it seems that she doesn't get lost in mine. I snort.

She rolls her eyes at me, and that irritates me. Me, trying to show affection, and she does that.

But I need to teach her that this isn't done, that it's rude. Maybe there's no one to teach her that.

She reads, widening her eyes with fear. Maybe she doesn't know what the punishment will be, haha.

She says she won't do it again, but I'm sure she will. Seems to be a habit of hers.

I put the notebook aside and caress her face, move closer, and try to kiss her again.

But she clamps her mouth shut like the first time, I won't force her to open, but I'll seduce her to let me kiss her.

I run my tongue around her lips, in a sensual way. With her, I'll be gentle, I'll take her time, and as expected, she gives in to the kiss. I can't even believe it, she gave in to the kiss indeed.

I continue with the gentle kiss and lay her on the bed. She pushes me away, but I want to show her that I won't hurt her, I want today to be special for both of us.

I kiss her again, and she pushes me with more strength and runs to the bathroom.

Damn!!!

I get up and pace back and forth, running my hand through my hair, trying to calm my nerves. Again she ran away, arrgggggg.

I turn the doorknob and see that she locked it.

"Damn it, Allana, damn it. I'm just trying to be gentle with you, and you keep running away, even though I'm being kind. What the hell do you want?"

I knock on the door, I know she's not listening, but I need to speak to vent.

I need to continue, need to show the real tenderness, if I'd done that from the start, she wouldn't have run away and wouldn't hate me now.

I kick the door down, and she crouches in fear. But I'll show that I can be different for her, so I grab her by the arm and bring her back to the bed.

I take off all my clothes. And she says she won't forgive me if I hurt her again.

"I'm not going to hurt you, I'll make your first time as it should have been."

And I take her on top, pinning her down, just so she won't run away.

And I kiss her entire body, from her neck to her privacy, and there I give my best, until she climaxes in my mouth.

She's panting, she's enjoying it.

I write on the paper, congratulate her, and ask if I can continue.

And her answer is no.

No???

What do you mean? After all I've done, she still says no?

Didn't I make her climax? Now it's my turn.

This time I'm not drunk, and I know she's lubricated enough for penetration. I bring my penis to her privacy, and she struggles, but I manage to find her entrance, and gradually make my way inside her.

I feel her vaginal walls clenching me, now I feel everything perfectly. When I reach the depths, I stay there a while to let her get used to it.

She still struggles, but this time she doesn't cry, only looks at me angrily.

I pull my body back and start moving in and out, slowly, feeling her intimacy open and close as I enter and exit.

I speed up a bit, and I hear her give soft moans.

I know she's enjoying it, as much as I am, she just doesn't want to admit it.

I speed up a little more, and now it's even more delicious. I'm not being savage the way I like, but for her, I do this.

I lean over her body, looking for her mouth to kiss, but she turns her face away, and I rest my forehead against hers.

I keep up this motion until I feel her body shake. She's having another orgasm, and I speed up a little more. As if drawing me in, I climax inside her, spectacularly.

"You can get off me now."

She says, full of anger.

Damn complicated woman, go to hell. I'm the one in charge, not her.

I look at her angrily at her words, come out of her, and turn her over on all fours. Me, being gentle, she continues to be foolish. Then let's get to foolishness.

I just aim my penis at her vagina and thrust in all at once, making her body jerk forward. I pull her back and start thrusting the way I like.

The way that drives women crazy, begging for more.

And she starts to moan muffled, with her face buried in the pillow.

I want to hear her scream.

I pull her hair out of her face from the pillow, and she bites her lips just to keep from moaning.

"I know you're enjoying it, your vagina is contracting on my penis. So scream for me."

I bite her ear, and she can't hold back, dissolving again on my penis.

And she engulfs me again, making our climaxes mix inside her.

She lies down, throwing her body down, and I feel relieved, satisfied, as I haven't felt in a long time.

I lean over her, and release her hands. And before I get up, I kiss her neck, calling her hot.

I go to the bathroom to take a shower. But when I come out of the bathroom, she's no longer in the room.

I snort with anger, write some notes, and look for her. To have her sleeping with me every night, I will not give up.