CHAPTER 7

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(Third person's pov)

His ears were ringing while his heart threatened to escape his ribcage as he walked down the passageways. He was shaking and on the verge of passing out. His feelings were all messed up and over the place. What had he done? He had attempted to kiss Jungkook - someone who was supposed to mean nothing to him.

He wasn't sure anymore. Jungkook couldn't still be in the unimportant zone if Taehyung felt a sort of attraction towards him. An attraction which should never have blossomed in the first place. They had been sleeping with each other for a little bit more than four months and that was all it took the younger to catch feelings.

As much as it hurt, he was starting to realise and acknowledge the above statement.

Taehyung had fallen for Jungkook - badly. How could he not? Their regular intercourses had contributed a lot into bringing them closer in one way or another. Physical attraction played a primordial role but somewhere along the lines; it had gone deeper. They were past the physique and more about an emotional connection.

Taehyung wasn't an idiot - he knew that the way the elder treated him in bed went beyond the whole concept surrounding 'friends with benefits'. The dominant guy was always passionate and intense in all his endeavours when they had sex and the younger had enough knowledge to figure out by himself that **** buddies did not act this way with each other.

Deep inside, he knew that those gestures probably meant nothing to Jungkook. He was a strong person with a heart as hard as a rock and a very long sexual activities history. Taehyung on the other hand had a weak heart and a very short list of person with whom he slept. It couldn't even be interpreted as a list for it had only one name written on it. It wasn't unknown that the submissive fellow was easily manipulated and allowed his heart to have the upper hand during a myriad of situations. Bearing this in mind, the logic wanted him to fall for Jungkook; something which he did. It was humanly impossible for a person like him not to catch feelings.

Now, he had to deal with it anyhow. He knew Jungkook would never reciprocate the emotions he experienced - he had proven it by moving away when Taehyung attempted to kiss him. The younger was hurt by the gesture but knew deep inside that he had no right to feel this way. It was complete stupidity from his part.

He was supposed to be smart; yet, he had proven that he could be an idiot like anybody else. Nobody falls for fuckboys. Those guys are heart breakers. He knew that he had zero chances with the elder and it hurt more, knowing that he had probably ruined the minimal physical intimacy which they shared. He wouldn't be surprised if Jungkook told him they were stopping the fucking in the few days to come.

He had gone to see the male with the hope of getting comforted but had ended up even more confused and pained than he initially had been.

He was quick to make it to his room, carefully closing his door and plopping down onto his squishy bed. He let his bag slide down as he hugged a pillow tightly. He had a lot of things to sort out in his life and Jungkook wasn't supposed to be part of the problem. He hated it - hated not having the solutions required no matter how hard he strived. Things were going beyond his control and he loathed it.

Sadly, Taehyung reached under his bed to only discover that there was one last miserable chocolate bar remaining. Perfect; the day was absolutely perfect. That was the highlight of the show - he had officially run out of sugar.

He had to reluctantly get up, thinking that a little escapade with Jimin with the sole purpose of grocery shopping wouldn't hurt. Anything was better than staying enclosed in a building which he hated with all his soul.

In addition, he needed to talk to someone and his chubby best friend was the ideal candidate. Jimin and Taehyung had been best friends for the longest time as compared to the rest of the group - being roommates when they first got enrolled when they were still 12 year olds, their friendship turned into the strongest one ever. They knew each other's deepest and dumbest secrets, having all the necessary material for the perfect blackmail but both of them knew this was out of question. 

Jungkook was still in the closet and nobody was supposed to know about his bisexuality. Nevertheless, he had never made Taehyung swear that he would never tell his secret to anyone else. Furthermore, the younger judged it safe to divulge this piece of information to Jimin. The latter would never go around spreading the rumour.

Albeit, it wasn't like he was uncovering Jungkook's truth only; he was going to bring light to a side of himself which nobody knew about. A shameful aspect of his life if he dared formulating it like this. His guilty pleasure aside sugar. At least, his sweet consumptions were only for times when he felt really down whereas sex with Jungkook happened irrespective of his mood.

The outcome couldn't be predicted. Jimin could react positively as well as negatively. The only way he could find it out was by confessing in the first place.

That was how he found himself securing his laptop and a few important copybooks and books in a locked box under his bed - a technique he had derived to avoid him from getting robbed provided that he didn't have a lock on his entryway - before rummaging through his closet in search of proper clothes to wear.

He had his heart set on a pair of black skinny jeans ripped at the knees and an oversized grey T-shirt. He didn't forget to grab a pair of navy blue underwear before placing his phone and wallet into his uniform's side pockets and walking out.

Even though his heart was heavy, he brushed all the pessimism aside momentarily as he made his way to Jimin's room. He knocked a few times onto the fellow's door before getting greeted by the latter's warm smile, causing his eyes to disappear into large crescents.

"TaeTae!"

The said guy hoped he wasn't as deplorable as how he looked when he had been to Jungkook's room.

"Hey. Are you free right now?" The younger asked as he held his clothes tightly under his arm.

"For you, always!" The other replied cockily.

Jimin and his charming words...

The elder allowed his friend in, watching as his dark coloured clothes dangled from underneath his arm. He closed the door and eyed Taehyung expectantly. 

"I need to go grocery shopping, you down to accompany me?"

The elder was smirking. Grocery shopping?

"Who are you fooling Taehyung? Buying junk sugary food isn't grocery shopping! And in public, you always scold me concerning the amount of unhealthy food I eat!"

Jimin had a very valid point. It was regular occurrence for Taehyung to scold the other concerning his highly caloric meals while he would be eating his usual fruit salad. What he didn't tell was that the fruit salad provided him with the fructose required to compensate for his craving until he would reach his dorm later and lash out onto his hidden delicacies.

"Oh come on..." The younger growled lowly as he removed his phone and wallet and placed them onto his mate's working table. Even though Jimin was being the annoying and dramatic person he was, Taehyung knew that he had already accepted his outing proposal.

"Fine my little Tae... I'll call Chae and ask her if she wants to join us."

Taehyung was quick to stop him.

"No no! I just want to spend time with you right now."

It was needless to mention that this awoken the shorter guy's inner fuckboy. He marched forward before pressing his friend against the door; the latter not making any move to get away. Taehyung's eyes were challenging him even.

"Oh, so you want to spend some quiet time with me TaeTae?" The elder questioned. He had purposefully lowered his tone and narrowed his eyes to achieve the flirty effect he had been wanting.

The younger didn't budge by a single bit. His facial expression was impassive, waiting for Jimin's hormonal system to calm down. He was however surprised when he felt the elder's mouth licking wet stripes along his neck before he was attacked with pecks.

"Oh my gosh Chim! Will you stop that!?" He yelled while he attempted to push the shorter - yet stronger - boy away. The latter started nibbling on his best friend's neck playfully, watching as the tips of his ears subtly turned red.

"Jimin! Stop your bad behaviour!"

The words caused the exact opposite. Jimin was even chuckling at Taehyung's cute censored language.

"Come on Tae! We're past this level, I saw you masturbating for God's sake!" The elder teased.

That was the pinnacle of embarrassment for Taehyung who pushed his friend away, himself losing his balance slightly in the process. Jimin went flying towards his bed, his laugh reverberating throughout the room. The younger crossed his arms on his chest, scrunching his nose in an annoyed way. Jimin found it adorable.

"I don't talk to you! You're a jerk!" The nerd scolded as he fixed his glasses. The sentence caused the other fellow to cackle even harder.

Taehyung removed his glasses from his nosebridge and placed them next to his phone. He removed his pair of Converse, leaving him in socks before informing the laughing fellow that he was going to take a shower.

"You better be ready once I come back! There's no way you're going to take longer than me for I know that your dirty self is not planning to shower anytime soon!" He added.

He exited the room, hearing his friend's girly voice yell behind him:

"You couldn't be more right my innocent Tae!"

Innocent.

That was probably the last time Jimin would be associating him with this word.

On his way to the common bathroom, the boy found himself overthinking the whole situation - starting with his kissing attempt up to Jimin's reaction when he would tell him the truth.

He still had time to chicken out; to go back to the pure little Taehyung who was clueless as to what sexual intercourse felt like. Yet; he couldn't and deep inside, he was aware of it.

Jungkook had tainted him for life. Nevertheless, he did not regret a single bit of it. Jungkook provided him with an affection which he had been missing from his life for a long time. The male had shown him a whole new world; a world where he felt good - incredibly good.

Never before had he felt the need to have sex; even when puberty kicked in. Taehyung sure experienced sudden strong sexual desires when he would be watching muscular athletes sweat but he never truly paid heed to those. He didn't even question his sexual orientation, for this was secondary need for him.

He was fine living this way.

Until Jungkook had to enter the picture.  

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