CHAPTER 4

Question : why a cycle can't stand on its own?

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(Third person's pov)

I Taehyung's confidence had drastically crashed down following that guy's comment on the other day.

Ugly.

That was the only word that seemed to matter for the nerd now. The adjective appeared to have followed him for the past few days. When he made eye contact with people, all he could see was a nonexistent judgement in their eyes as if they were mentally making fun of his physique, when in reality, nobody was. They all thought he was average looking and if ever he got bullied, it had nothing to do with his physical appearance. Yet, a seemingly harmless yet rude term was now depriving him of the pleasures of life.

The lad had changed. He did not pay much attention to his body anymore, dropping his skin care routine and totally ignoring his hair which demanded a little attention. He had even quietened down, something not much noticed for he was usually constantly shy and in retreat; much more focused on listening than anything else.

He was getting used to neglecting himself and it was fine. He did not care. The same process repeated itself for several days until an afternoon after school hours when he was stripping down into comfortable clothes in his room. He had traded his school uniform for a loose pair of shorts, coupled with an oversized grey T-shirt. Summer was steadily reigning over spring and the temperature was slowly getting excruciatingly hot.

He had no definite plans for the rest of the day. Jimin and Yoongi were out for some sort of electronic device shopping while Chaeyoung had volleyball practice. The girl had invited him to watch the game but he politely turned her down; lying about a pending organic chemistry work he had to complete. Jin did not live on campus, hence, he was certainly home or helping his parents at the restaurant. Anyhow, Taehyung was alone with his thoughts which he hoped would not end up consuming him.

Seated on his small bed, he reached underneath the furniture to take out a mango juice brick which he had hidden for times when he would be having a sweet tooth. He concealed various snacks and packeted pastries under his bed and overall, in many secret corners of his room. Sugary foods were his guilty pleasure. He liked to consume these during times when his moral would be at its lowest. Recently; that occurred quite frequently. Taehyung knew he had to go grocery shopping soon if he did not want to run out of sugar in the few days to come.

He brought his legs close to his chest, flipping through the pages of his biology book without really reading or revising anything specific. All his brain was catching were vague words which did not anatomically fit together. Photosynthesis... Negative feedback... Meiosis...

He sucked in the refreshing liquid after inserting the straw, allowing his taste buds to feel a certain degree of comfort. He was internally debating between taking a long nap or renting a bike and riding around the city. His scheme was hindered when he felt a vibration in his short's side pocket.

New message from J.

I want you so bad rn. I'm waiting for you. Hurry, been sex deprived for a few days now.

Insecurity shot up through the geek's entire body. Having low morals concerning one's features was something; lying *****, fully exposed in the bed of someone was something else. Jungkook would be seeing his whole self with all his uncountable flaws; his whole ugly self.

Nonetheless, Taehyung knew he needed comfort. In any case, he could come up with an excuse and simply settle on sucking the elder off. In addition, being alone was worsening his situation. If he was with Jungkook, his attention would be focused on something else.

His decision taken, he walked down those empty alleys until he reached the other side of the building. It was a typical afternoon after school and most students would be hanging out at restaurants and boba places; thus explaining the barrenness. He knocked twice and waited for the other male to open up for him. He was hailed by a sweaty Jungkook who was dressed in sports clothes. His organs swelled at such erotic sight, beads of sweats streaming down the other guy's forehead and rolling to his glossy neck.

Shamelessly, Jungkook was checking the other out. He was so pretty with those provocative linen shorts that showed his perfect tanned legs. He could not even imagine how sexy Taehyung's *** looked in those.

However, the elder's staring session was interpreted the other way by the younger. For him, Jungkook was judging his unattractive appearance.

His flow of thoughts were interrupted when he was promptly drawn inside. The elder rapidly closed the door and pressed the nerd's frail silhouette against it.

"**** nerdy, who allowed you to reveal those irresistible legs of yours?" Jungkook groaned as he licked Taehyung's ear sensually.

The said guy should have been reassured by the comment but all he could think of was that word 'ugly'.

Jungkook started leaving sloppy kisses onto the other's neck, earning a few shy moans from the latter. Something snapped in the elder's mind however - Taehyung was not being as responsive as previously. His hands were not venturing the way they usually did, instead, they were simply fisting his sweat-drenched shirt. Even his vocal cords were somehow more silent.

Slightly alarmed by the lack of response, the dominant one pulled away, watching as the other looked at him nonchalantly.

"Hey, are you okay?" The elder asked as his hands moved up and down the younger's quintessential body. Taehyung timidly nodded in response, his hands gripping the muscular male's biceps to pull him closer. He connected their lips and Jungkook could sense despair in the action. The aforementioned could tell that something was wrong though he knew he could not force the nerd if the latter did not want to pour out his heart. That would even be infringing the rule of not getting too personal with flings. Instead, he gave him what he wanted - a passionate and breathtaking kiss like no other.

When the submissive one started to relax in the other's embrace, Jungkook carried him to the bed, eyeing with his huge lust-filled eyes when Taehyung's petite flawless body bounced onto the mattress. The elder crawled between the geek's legs; expecting to see lechery eyes peer up at him while he smirked.

On the contrary, the younger's eyes were dormant - carrying sadness and despondency.

"Taehyung... Is there something wrong? If you aren't in the mood for sex or anything, you can tell me. You know I'll never force you in indulging in something you don't want to." The elder whispered softly. His tone was serene and something had switched in his eyes. They were not filled of greed and desire anymore. In lieu, his irises carried an affection he himself did not know he possessed in regards of Taehyung.

"Can I ask you something?" The younger queried.

A nod was his reply.

"Am I ugly?"

The question took Jungkook abruptly aback. He was even questioning his sense of hearing and rationality. How could Kim Taehyung - the most handsome and perfect guy he knew - question his own ethereal beauty? The seriousness which the younger's face portrayed was a clear indication that he was not kidding a single bit. 

"For ****'s sake! The prettiest person I know is presently in my bed and you're asking me whether you're ugly? Nerdy, you aren't simply beautiful; you're gorgeous."

The answer was not exactly what Taehyung was hoping for - it was even better.

"Thank you," he muttered, "you aren't that bad either..."

Jungkook chuckled at the words; eyes tender as he took in the appearance of the one under him. He meant it fully - Taehyung was gorgeous. His big eyes, hidden behind a few streaks of hair were absolutely mesmerizing. His boxy smile was stunning and his body was a real masterpiece.

Unconsciously, the elder was leaning in to capture the other's winsome lips within his own. Taehyung responded immediately, fingers entangling into Jungkook's hair to keep him going. With a foggy mind, the weaker one bucked his hips forward and had to be controlled by the elder who placed his hands softly onto his thighs to push him down. Desire was indeed coursing through their blood vessels but Jungkook still had to ask one last thing before proceeding further. 

"Nerdy, did some asshole label you as ugly? Was it that new student you hang out a lot with recently?"

Concern was laced in his tone and Taehyung could not help it when his hands cupped the elder's cheeks in reassurance. He rubbed his thumb against the chap's cheek, watching as the latter leaned more into the touch. Their heart exploded with a foreign yet really good feeling which they could not put words to.

"It's nothing Jungkook... Don't worry..." The young boy lied.

He pulled Jungkook closer and they kissed again. This time, the smack was desperate and rough. They pulled away unhurriedly with a trail of saliva still connecting their lips. The elder's hand caressed Taehyung's exposed legs softly while his lips grazed against the submissive lad's neck.

"Is-is it why you sleep with me? Because I'm-I'm pretty?" The younger asked while he allowed the other to undress him.

The dominant one giggled as he let Taehyung nuzzle his nose against his jaw affectionately. He sensed a pinch of tease in the younger's voice.

"One of the panoply of reasons why..." He replied in all honesty before busying himself with the nerd's glasses which he removed gently and placed onto his table.

"Yeah? And what are the other reasons?"

Jungkook kissed him again before pulling away and grinning.

"Because your lips taste absolutely delicious and you're an incredibly good kisser."

He got a kiss in due of a 'thank you' for the compliments. Taehyung tugged at his shirt and he got the hint; removing the garment and discarding it on the floor with the other guy's clothes. The elder's skin glistened due to the sweat that coated his body and the younger rubbed his fingers in the creases of his abs.

Just like how his shirt was gone, his sweatpants were too, leaving the duo in their underwear, grinding and sucking at each other's skin and lips. Taehyung jumped on the occasion to leave a love bite on the elder's neck, where a hickey had been previously found but was now thankfully gone. He sucked and marked Jungkook until his mouth got filled of that ugly metallic bloody taste.

"Someone's being possessive as **** today I see..." Jungkook pointed out before moaning loudly when the younger's hands palmed him through his boxer.

Euphoria took over and Jungkook's dominant side did not take long to show. He pinned the other to the bed, hand having no difficulty in getting rid of their undergarments. He inserted two of his fingers into the younger's mouth, enjoying as the latter sucked on them and coated them prettily with saliva.

The fingers left Taehyung's mouth to play with the rim of his entrance while his back arched in pure bliss. Slowly, he felt the previously mentioned body parts enter his tight hole to prepare him for whatever was coming next.

Jungkook pumped his fingers in and out at a torturous pace, pleasantly watching Taehyung squirming and whimpering in exultation. The submissive one was on cloud nine, focusing his whole attention on the way the other's fingers curled and uncurled themselves inside him. He was getting scissored perfectly and even allowed himself to close his eyes and surrendering completely. He trusted the elder with his body to a point of no going back.

Taehyung's eyes reopened when he felt the brawny boy's tip brush against the border of his hole. They locked eyes before Jungkook was pushing in gradually.

The younger's body reacted almost instantaneously; his walls clenching the dominant chap's ****. It felt astonishingly good for one and utterly painful for the other. They were in some sort of really good trance, lost completely in each other's breathtaking eyes.

Jungkook allowed his cute little moaning bottom to adjust to his huge size; waiting for the typical familiar nod that indicated he could start moving. When the sign was made, he rolled his hips backwards before slamming back in an animalistic way. The process repeated itself over an over again.

Soon, the only sounds prevalent in the room were deep stretchy moans and sweaty skin slapping against each other. The sexual act was more or less the same as all the other times they fucked with only a slight difference - the older made sure to constantly praise Taehyung's beauty until the latter started believing it. Maybe he wasn't as ugly as he thought he was. Maybe Jungkook was right, he was indeed a beautiful piece of art.

"I'm-I'm close Jungkook..."

The words fueled the said guy to ****** even more swiftly, driving Taehyung's ****** to the most beautiful ecstatic point. The aforementioned came with a loud groan, *** gliding over his and the other's stomach.

Jungkook's ****** did not take long to follow. He released into the nerd's tight hole, slowing down his thrusts until he eventually stopped and pulled out. The familiar sticky liquid dripped down Taehyung's hole while Jungkook watched his fucked up face. His chest swelled with pride.

"You were awesome." The elder complimented as he pulled Taehyung up before pecking his lips.

"Thank you..." The latter grumbled while his cheeks turned crimson red. He was lamentably attempting to cover up his body under the amused eyes of the other.

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