Chapter 6-Misery

Jungkook's pov

Another day of misery.

Earlier today, when my Teacher wasn't still in class. My Classmates keep throwing at me some papers saying mean stuff to Me.

Your a freak

Your a aberrant

your unwonted

Your Plaque

Your a Unworthy

Your stupid

**** You Get lost

Bitch

And many mores bad words. I almost cry but I didn't because I'm tired of Crying. I'm already broken inside by their words. Do you know how Hurt Words can be more than Actions?

Physicak heals but Mind never forgets, unless you'll get an amnesia or any mental illness.

But without those, you can't forget.

And it hurts.

When Lunch came, I went towards a Janitor storage room since its the safe place where I Can cry alone and never bother by everyone and anyone . I cry and let the pain go away.

But after Lunch I went back towards the class and same thing happened. They keep throwing me some paper and I don't care.

It hurt so much how they treated me. Me being deaf doesn't mean I'm a bad person, why can't they realize that?

I didn't do nothing to them, I didn't hurt them and Why do they Always Hurt me?

I then Look down and not wanting to think of this anymore. I just want to go home and maybe cuddle with my hyung and sleep. And I wish I wouldn't wake up.

Around 5, Is the time students existed the school. I stayed at the guard house since I know its the safe place to wait for my hyung to fetch me. When I wait in random places, Bullies come and beat the hell out of me.

So I never walk home, and Guard house is a safe place to wait. Beside the guard here are nice, he sometimes Give me snacks when I waited for Hyung here. But sometimes I just sit here and hide from everybody else.

I waited For Hyung and got bored so I got my phone and plays some games, maybe watch some movies. I Can't Hear but I can read their subtitles so I'm ok with it.

Its already Around 5:30 and Hyung isn't here yet, maybe Hyung must have a lot of work. And here am I, An extra to his work. Instead after his work, he go home and rest. Here he is going to fetch me, make dinner and make sure to take care of me. Another work.

Why does He think I'm not a burden to him?

Because I feel like one.

Does Hyung never got tired of taking care of me?

Maybe he is, and his not just showing?

What are you thinking Jungkook!? Hyung loves you very much and you love him too right?

Ofcourse I do.

Then I snap with my thoughts when someone threw me a paper. I got the paper and read. My tears suddenly fall.

"FREAK!GET LOST BECAUSE YOUR JUST A UNWORTHY HUMAN BEING WHO DOESN't DESERVE TO LIVE!"

Thats what the note said and I keep crying. That Hurts, I mean am I really a freak because I'm deaf?

Am I realky unworthy?

Why do they treat me like this?

Why can't They just shut up and maybe leave me alone?

Why can't be they will be nice to me?

Why am I suffering this Much!?

Why?

I cried and cried.

I didn't know how long I was crying when a familiar hands wrap around me. Comforting me. I didn't look up to confirm who it is, I already know who it is and I let my self Cry at his chest.

I cry a few minutes until I calm down by his soothing hand in my back and his warm.

I Finally detach my self to him and look down. But he made me face him and he wipe my tears away.

"Its ok Jungkook, Hyung is here." He sign.

"Thank You Hyung." I told him.

"Come on, Lets get you home." He sign and I nod.

Me and Hyung went back to our small apartment while Hyung was making sure I was safe. He glare to all those students who actually- Whisphers and Comment about me bad things. I can't hear them but I can feel they were.

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Currently me and Yoongi hyung were getting ready for bed, But decided to watch some T.V first before we go to bed. My head was laying on his Lap while he was patting my hair.

"Hyung?, Am I a bad person?" I ask him while I lay on supine position as I look at him. Still his lap was my pillow.

He shook his head and sign. "No, You aren't. Infact your the most, Kindest, nicest and pure kid I'd ever know. Your Far away from a Bad person."

I smile. It actually make feel better at his sign. But I smile sadly.

"But, Why do they hate me? What did I do wrong?" I ask.

He then look at me sincerly.

"You didn't do nothing wrong, They were just blind by how kind and Good you were. They were just mean and cruel to treat you differently because they were normal and you aren't. For me your Special and unique because you are you and My younger brother. So don't listen to those bastards. Because someday, you will show them that you are better than any of them." Hyung said and I smile.

I hug his waist and let ny head burried in his stomach.

"Thank You." I murmur and I hope he heard it. He Started to pat me ever softly again.

I close my eyes and focus my thoughts and feeling to his hand that patting me ever so softly.

I didn't realize later that I fall Asleep.

I guess I'm lucky to have a brother like Yoongi-hyung.

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Yoongi's Pov

I sigh again when I saw my younger brother fell asleep peacefully in my lap. I sigh because he ask me that kind of question.

It hurst everytime he ask that kind of question its because I know Jungkook was treated by the others In a bad way because he is deaf. If only I could divide myself into half.The other half can stay beside Jungkook and protect him and the other half go and work to earn some money for the both of us.

If Only I can I would.

I want to protect Jungkook both Physically and mentally, because I know my brother is mentally broken by those stupid students.

Why can't they just see that My brother is kind and innocent? Like an angel. Why Can't they just open their eyes and see Jungkook is not a freak!?

If Only I can bring them to open their eyes I would.

I look at Jungkook again and smile sadly."I'm sorry Kookie, If you suffer like this for too much  I know Your suffering so much deep inside, but I promise you that I'll be here next to you no matter what happens. And when someone comes and hurt you, I swear to god that I'll bring hell to them and doing that won't be pretty." I said and kiss his forehead before carrying him towards our shared bed and Positioning him there.

"Good Night Kookie " .

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