Chapter 17- Prologue

Jungkook's Pov

I listen to my music again.I was on the bed with my headphones in my hear. I listen to the song I just recorded with myself using some simple equipment and I record this song when I was still going to school. I'd use there music Studio to make this music.

When I can start hearing again. I was happy, I was happy that finally I'm normal. Not different, I can hear sounds . I Can hear Yoongi hyung voice and I can hear music.

It was a week after my surgery that Yoongi-hyung introduce me what music is. And I was captivated with it. I Sometimes sing the song while hearing them and Yoongi-hyung said that my Voice is like an angel. But for me its normal, I don't imagine my Voice to be that Special.

And Sometimes I dance with it. As days goes by I was into music and start making one. I create my First music and that what I'm listening today.  Its all about My Hyung. My hero, Yoongi Hyung.

I never let him listen to this music yet, because I'm embarrassed and I like to keep a secret I will tell him when the times comes.

"Kookie? I'll be going to work Now Are you gonna be ok?" Yoongi Hyung said and I smile. His voice, back then I don't hear it but Now I'm happy that I finally can Hear.

I nod and smile at him.

He pat my head and said.

"Text me if something is gonna happened ok." Yoongi hyung said and I nod.

Your Probably wondering how I can hear my Hyung even though I have earphone. The music is not that Loud thats why I heard him.

"Ok then Kookie. I'm Going." Hyung said and wave goodbye. I Wave goodbye back and smile.

Then walk out of the room and Towards the door.

Now your wondering why Hyung didn't take me to school?

Well, I'm currently Home schooled.

After that event happened.

I close my eyes and remember that day

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Flash Back

I was going to school, Finally I can hear. And school was so Far ok I guess. I know they still bullied me verbally.

They say I'm A freak

I'm weird.

I'm weak.

I'm stupid.

I'm an Idiot.

I'm a burden.

Those words Were sharp knife that cut my heart. But I let them bullied me because I'm glad that I could finally hear. The whisphers, the teachers Lesson, and everything.

My bullies do beat me up, But I offered that if I do their homework I won't get bullied again, Physically.

And It work For A month.

So I'd enjoy my normal self for a month and 2 weeks.

But after that I'd become Abnormal again.

Some of the Bullies, I did Their assignment and project done. But when the teacher checked, there has one or two mistakes.

They expect me to perfect it,

They are idiots. Don't tehy know that no one is perfect? But with that simple mistake they went to me and break me.

They literary beat me out until I'd passed out. They even use a real knife this time, a knife they use to cut my throat damaging my Larynx.

Hyung said that When the Janitor found me at the closet, bleeding. With a huge deep cut on the neck, He panic and quickly Called an ambulance. I was nearly dead that time if I wasn't sent to the hospital immediately.

But I was Too, Comatose for 4 months. My Hyung keep blaming hisself for what happened, he keep blaming that he wasn't a good brother which was wrong. He was a great brother, a Great brother that I can have. His like my second father and I love him very much. Even those times I was deaf, even those times I was like a burden, I act on the fact that you should be tired of me, but Hyung he never got tired of me. He never Abadon me, he never leave me.

Instead he give me courage and teach me to fight, Not Physically but emotionally.

So I learn how to fight, Not Physical because I knew I'm weak. But not weak as you know.

By the time I'd wake up, I'd cry and went to depression again because of I lost another thing.

I was so depressed that You can't even fix me, but My hyung was there. He gave me strength and a reason to live in this cruel world. Because of Hyung I'm still living, without him I think I'm lost and maybe Already Dead.

After that incident the teacher offered me a home schooled education. For free if I applied for scholarship.I'd pass and The requirements is to maintain my grade as A+ and I think I can do that.

The school can't stop bullying since its a public school, Sure bullies will come out again. They can't expelled a student for once mistake. Twice is find, but they beat me badly this only once. So they onky gave a suspension.

Hyung was furious and devastated for what happened to me. I heard from the teacher that he almost kill the kid who beat me because he too beat that kid merciless. He also beat the parents of those kids for not teaching them a proper manners.

But Gladly, the Principal manage to stop him and so thus the teachers. I wasn't there to stop him because I was in coma.

Flash Back Ends

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But now here I am. Stuck in the apartment and being alone. But hey atleast I have music in my life.

I can't speak because I lost my voice because of those people who cut my throat. But atleast I can hear.

But I develope a trauma. I'm afraid to go out of the apartment, even stepping outside of the apartment makes me feel Unsafe.

I was scared that if I go outside once more, they will beat me once more. Worst they will kill me.

I'd rather stay here in my apartment being alone all day, beside Hyung is still here, he just Goes at Work in the day and at Night his with me.

But when his gone, I admit that I feel lonely. Its been 2 years since that happened. Currently I'm 17 and Hyung is 25 soon to b 26 years old. For 2 Years I was use to live in the apartment alone, I'm home schooled so the teacher will only come here to give me what I needed to learn and explains things then she gave the exam. She doesn't came here everyday but once a week.

So Most often I'm alone But I'm use to it.

Music was there for me to get out my boredsome, books is there and The T.V. Youtube is also there and I can Search Some K-pop groups who I started to like.Like Big Bang.

I smile and keep Watching videos.

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