Chapter 3 -Sweet Nightmares

A young boy was hiding behind the couch, terrified. He was on his knees and his whole body was trembling he was covering his ears as his tears were none stop falling.

BANG!

He heard a shot. He was shock and keep crying again.

Suddenly a pair of Arms wrap around him gently.

"Its ok, Its Ok I'm here." The older said.

the young boy cry towards the older when they heard another shot.

"BANG!"

The older saw the door was open but he then peak through the couch to see whats happening so thus the younger.

And Thats what they saw, A Man Was pointing a gun towards the head of the other man and

BANG!

Jungkook's Pov

I woke up with heavy breaths, still shock and my whole body was shivering. I look around and saw it was our room, my brother and My room. I sigh in relief.

But I look down at my hands that are still trembling. Maybe I'm still terrified of that dream, why can't I?

That dream, witnessesing your own Father's death is something heart breaking.

Suddenly I didn't notice tears start to fall from my eyes of all the sudden.

I was thinking why? But I can't stop them.

So I wipe my tears and attempt my self to stop crying.

I look beside me and saw Yoongi-hyung was still sleeping peacefully I smile and start to play with his hair.

I look down at him in concern.

I know he doesn't think that I'm a burden to him, I know I'm no complication to him but.... Thats Not what I think.

I think Myself as Worthless

Stupid

Useless

And Nothing

Nothing but a burden.

Because I always cause Yoongi-hyung trouble. I know we don't have much money, His job is enough to support him. But Since I'm here, the money he earns needed to be budget for me and for him.

The 50% of his salary goes to me, for my meds and to the little Jar he was keeping inside the Cabinet. He said its for me, if ever I'll be in the worst condition again which was always happens.

One time, I was feeling so sick earlier in the morning and start vomiting, next thing I knew I vomit lots of Blood. It was hard for me until Yoongi-hyung was there to assist me.

I can't breath and feeling weak, so My weak body was leaning to Yoongi-hyung who was holding me but my coughing of blood didn't stop until I was send to the hospital and was admitted again.

I sleep for 3 days straight since the doctor said my body is to weak to wake up at that day, and 3 days admitted in the hospital takes a lot of money, maybe its Yoongi-hyung's whole salary.

And It didn't happened once, twice, it happened More than 5 times.

I'm weak and easily getting sick, With just one hit maybe I'll broke down.

The bullies yesterday got me, I'm still feeling the pain in my stomach and the side but I forget about that when I look Yoongi-hyung.

I try to drink my meds all at once, because I knew it will end my life and I'll end Yoongi-hyung's suffering. But... Thats What I thought not realizing that I was about to leave Yoongi-hyung alone in this cruel world.

Thats why when I wake up from the hospital, he cried and ask to me Why would I leave him here alone?

And thats I thought that Yoongi-hyung would be alone when I leave.Thats why I didn't try to kill myself again, even I really wanted to.

I was deep in my thoughts when Yoongi-hyung start to move his head. I snap and look at him trying to lean his head towards my hand who is patting with his hair ever so softly.

I chuckle a bit, How I wish that I could hear my own Chuckle.

"Hyung? Its time to wake up." I told him.

He shook his head.

"Hyung Pls..." I said.

He open his eyes and look at me pouting.

"But I want to stay here and keep patting me." Yoongi hyung sign.

"I know Hyung, But pls your gonna be late for Work and I'm gonna be late to school." I said.

He sigh and Sat up. "Why does this wonderful morning needed to end?" Yoongi Hyung said, I know I can't hear but I often read their lips so that I can determine what are they saying. But Sometimes It doesn't work since They pronounce the word too fast.

But Yoongi-hyung, since I'm his brother I could easily read his lips.

I hug Yoongi-hyung from behind. "Good Morning Hyung." I said and smile at him.

He pinch my cheek. "Your really are cute Just like the bunny " Yoongi Hyung said, as I again read his lips.

I pouted and broke the hug. "I'm.not cute." I told him and he just chuckle. He then sat up and patt my head.

"Get ready, I'm taking you to school and get you later." Hyung sign and I nod.

I then get ready, went to our little bathroom and then took a bath. After that I went towards my clothes and start to wear them.

Of course I always wear something that Has a hoodie since I don't like showing my self to all the person in the school. They were all mean and I knew it.

Then As I was done I walk towards the Living room and waited for Hyung to be done. While waiting I turn the TV on and was watching Oggy and the Cockroaches show. I can't hear (But sure Someday I want to hear) but I saw their actions and its enough for me to laugh.

Then Suddenly I felt someone tap my shoulder and saw my Hyung giving me a sandwich. To be exact its an egg sandwich which is I know its delicious but I Don't want to eat currently.

You see, my appetite at eating is not normal. I only eat when I'm hungry, when I can't feel My hunger I don't eat. And My hunger only show Signs maybe every 2-3 days. Something like that, but Yoongi-hyung make sure that I'd eat 3 times a day, even its just one spoon on rice In those 3 times a day.

I sigh and start eating the sandwich he made. Its good and delicious but it didn't turn my hunger. I look at him and smile. "Thank You." I told him.

He smile. "Your welcome." Yoongi Hyung sign.

I continue eating until it was done and decided to shut the T.V and together with Yoongi-hyung we walk in the street towards the school. School and our apartment took 20 minutes of walk, its a bit far but me and Yoongi-hyung manage beside its a good exercise in the morning.

When we arrive at school students start to whisper again while looking at me, laughing, giggling.

I bet you 100% that they were again, teasing me calling me in those bad words that I don't even know because I can't hear.

I sigh and hide my face inside my hoodie while walking and Yoongi-hyung is still with me.

He look ever so scary, and cold currently and I'm still worried.

I was surprise that he walk me towards the principal office and their Yoongi-hyung talks to the principal while I was sitting in one of the chairs there while looking down. I can't read their lips while talking since they were too fast, but From Hyung's expression he is very angry and The Principal was very having a serious Expression. The principal then look at me and I flinch.

He signals me to come forward and start to sign.

"Is It true that you were bullied Physically yesterday?" He sign.

I was shock and look at Yoongi Hyung who gave me an assuring look. I then gaze the principal and nod.

He sigh again.

"How bad is it?" He sign.

I look down and start to become anxious. Suddenly I yelp when Yoongi hyung grab my sweater and raise it up. The principal widen his eyes when ge saw some purple big bruises in my side.

"And thats just some part of him, His arms had many too " Yoongi hyung said This Time I manage to read them.

Then the principal manage to talk to Yoongi which I didn't quite get it, but then the principal pointed me and start to

sign.

"Can You describe to me who are this students who did this to you?" He sign.

I shook my head. "It begun, Someone had trip me. My face almost landed on the floor, but when I try to get up someone grab my head and slam my back towards the locker. So By the time I look at them, my vision was blurry unfocused so I didn't saw them." I explains.

He sigh in frustration again and Yoongi Hyung look like he like a cold assassin ready to kill. I gulp.

The principal manage to talk to Yoongi hyung some more before we existed his office. He then assist me towards my class.

"Hyung? Why do you look so angry?" I ask Yoongi Hyung since he does look very angry.

He sigh and calm himself. He look at me

"Its Just I'm mad. Those people who did this to you doesn't have any rights. Its just, I don't understand why the world is cruel enough. I'm angry to those people who did this to you is just.... Too cruel. And I hate it." Yoongi hyung sign.

I smile at him and hug him. Then broke it.

"Its ok Hyung, Thank you for your concern and worries. I got the best Hyung in the whole World!" I exclaim and maybe shouted since I can't really hear my own voice.

I saw Yoongi Hyung chuckle and pat my head. "I am. Now go to your class and text me if Something happens to you again. I'll come in fast as a lighting." Yoongi said and smile.

I nod and wave goodbye. I walk in towards the class and the happiness Infelt earlier was being replace by anxious feeling since all of them were looking at me.

Some glaring, others were smirking, others look at me in disgust.

I just look down, and Ignore them as I walk towards my sit from afar.

You know, If I was normal. If I wasn't deaf , can I really be a normal person too? A person who has many friends, a person who can go out freely and a person who can explore?

I wonder what is like to be... Normal.

Because From my perception, I'm not normal.

I'm just abnormal,

But Hyung was told me that I'm special.

Special than I think, But what special that I see in me?

I saw nothing but worthless.

I sigh and just stared at my desk boringly.

I hope this day won't be like yesterday.

By the way if your wondering, how can I talk in a normal way of voice were as I'm deaf. My father thought me how to, even I was deaf with the help of my Hyung. So thats why I can talk in a normal conversation even I can't hear but Sometimes I lost control and end up rasing my voice since I can't literary Hear.

I hear nothing,

How I wish I can hear something.

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