my precious self
me
Oops i didnt plan how will i write my own thoughts in a chat story. I should have chosen a novel haha
she wanders and wanders with a heart so heavy
Oops~ that person isnt well~ the lovely lil child turned into a different person on her journey of finding a place to rest
she healed them loved them
Made them smile with her comfort
me
a perfect person I know super narcissist to call myself that hehe
me
But i wish i had some humour
me
So people wont get bored of me ever
me
They come for comfort i give them comfort and they talk well
me
Like "hey~ how was ur day" It was good i said
me
And yey~ awkward silence
me
The only thing i offer is comfort
me
From childhood i barely have any friends hihi
me
Ah..i wanna be understood so bad
me
So i am creating this fake world
my escape
my baby my lil cotton my lovely lil child
my escape
I am here to adore you
my escape
I am here to listen your lovely talks
my escape
I am here to be your escape from cries my precious one
my escape
for me understanding you is important
Oh how badly she wanted to be cared like this
How badly she wanted to be understood
How badly..she wanted to be able to express herself
Whenever she tried to.. no one looked interested..sometimes she got rude replies like"so what" "why are you telling me this"
where do i take this heavy heart
Filled with cravings of warm embrace and understanding
me
Everywhere I look these eyes sparkle but just seeing others happy
me
I wish they sparkle cause i am genuinely happy
me
I hope i get showered with good days for atleast 3 days continuously
me
cause thats what my heart taught me to do and say and see
me
Always a people pleasimg shit
Who loves to even watch leaf with eyes full of love
My little baby who finds cuteness in every little being
My little baby who helped an insect and got happy
me
Hehe m happy to love myself the way i always dreamed to be loved
my escape
You are doing well my strong baby
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