Just Existing
my precious self
me
Oops i didnt plan how will i write my own thoughts in a chat story. I should have chosen a novel haha
she wanders and wanders with a heart so heavy
Oops~ that person isnt well~ the lovely lil child turned into a different person on her journey of finding a place to rest
she healed them loved them
Made them smile with her comfort
me
a perfect person I know super narcissist to call myself that hehe
me
But i wish i had some humour
me
So people wont get bored of me ever
me
They come for comfort i give them comfort and they talk well
me
Like "hey~ how was ur day" It was good i said
me
And yey~ awkward silence
me
The only thing i offer is comfort
me
From childhood i barely have any friends hihi
me
Ah..i wanna be understood so bad
me
So i am creating this fake world
my escape
my baby my lil cotton my lovely lil child
my escape
I am here to adore you
my escape
I am here to listen your lovely talks
my escape
I am here to be your escape from cries my precious one
my escape
for me understanding you is important
Oh how badly she wanted to be cared like this
How badly she wanted to be understood
How badly..she wanted to be able to express herself
Whenever she tried to.. no one looked interested..sometimes she got rude replies like"so what" "why are you telling me this"
where do i take this heavy heart
Filled with cravings of warm embrace and understanding
me
Everywhere I look these eyes sparkle but just seeing others happy
me
I wish they sparkle cause i am genuinely happy
me
I hope i get showered with good days for atleast 3 days continuously
me
cause thats what my heart taught me to do and say and see
me
Always a people pleasimg shit
Who loves to even watch leaf with eyes full of love
My little baby who finds cuteness in every little being
My little baby who helped an insect and got happy
me
Hehe m happy to love myself the way i always dreamed to be loved
my escape
You are doing well my strong baby
yapping pt 2
me
The rain is so peaceful ah
me
Eat soft motichoor ka laddu
the rain is pouring and there is greenery
You are inside your house in open space gettting wet in rain
There is a shed with a sofa on it. owh
Oh how badly she was wishing for someone
Someone sensible someone mature someone understanding someone that is not a kid so she can be one
someone who values...values her likes dislikes... someone who care for her more than his own self..i wish i had that warm embrace so i can be carefree
me
Specially between lovers
me
Cause for me love is pure
me
a pure bond where the two aren't dumb to put their ego first
me
and name it as "you hurt me you don't understand me i did so much for you"
me
Oh...owh.. god..why why why..i may be wrong
me
There is never a "i did this much for you" it just happens and you never regret it
me
Diffrent people have different cravings of love
me
I wish people understand their partner
me
Instead of fighting with them
me
Their partner will try to do same
me
In love..there is no guilt trapping
me
love is pure..love is sacred.. not everyone can get it
me
I wish i find someone.. with same defination of love
me
And mainly i cry easily
me
So if someone accepts me it feels like a blessing itself that i start to take them as my saviour
me
They didnt accept my tears
me
No one can handle this troublesome filled with flaws shittty ugly human
me
Its a miracle enough that someone is accepting me as partner
me
But i deeply crave to ask for more
me
I wish..i never ever ever ever have to ask for love to my partner
me
But eh i aint getting one
my escape
but i will always be here
my escape
To understand you
my escape
And will never fight with you my pure adorable lil human
me
*smiles* yup you are my only escape
me
TODAY I WILL STUDY A LOTTTT
me
I promise to myself i will study and wont get distracted
a love so pure
me
In a gentle tone melting my cries and pain
me
loving me softly as i mean the world
me
A non conflicting world
me
no pressure of constant doing smth
me
Oh just to be lost in that warm embrace
me
oh the happiness of being carefree
me
The happiness of not hurting anyone
me
The happiness of being understood
me
The beauty of being valued
me
I wanna escape to that world
me
where there will be pain but it will not be by my lover
me
I am ready to accept pain if my lover is with me
me
But i am not ready to accept one given by my lover
me
I am not ready to accept one whom i give pain in relationship
me
Pain gets beautiful in love
me
how women even become so strong as to birth a child
me
How they even smile after that pain
me
Guess they are ready to face any pain for their lover
me
Creates a big difference
me
A right person heals you
me
Having a bad day? Run to your lover
me
Having a sick day? your lover will run to you
me
But i wish i was lucky enough to get that level of love
me
Maybe I don't deserve it
me
A love where you don't question yourself
me
A love where even if you make mistake they know how to make you understand
me
A love where they will always listen your side first than to trust rest of people
me
A love so pure that even death feels like a blessing with that person in arms
my escape
Enough my lil treasure
my escape
you have work to do ryt?
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