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clouds

What should i do

Where should i go

I am lost

I am lost in these infinite clouds

Will i ever be able to get out

Its suffocating

Its suffocating in here

I cant..cant.. be sane anymore

What i am doing

Where i am going

Why i am alive

I wanna run..run to place where i will find warmth

Where it is..

I cnt seem to find

I am confused

I wanna die

I wanna leave

This painful world

whats happening in my life

Why is everything so confusing

Why i am crying every minute

Whats wrong with me

Please lemme find home

I dont wanna be like this anymore

I wanna study...i wana study

But...my brain ..is....not cooperating

I dont know what to do

I wanna study

but i am shitty

I am so bad

I wanna rot

Lemme be a corpse

i can't...its..so suffocating

I can't breathe..i cant

I..wanna..be.. successful..i..i dont wanna waste time anymore

Why.. why..why

I slapped myself a lot

Why i am not cooperating with myself

Wtf is wrong with me

I wanna die

Its too much

But i wanna fight

fight this...

I wish....i wish..i wishhh i can..i want to

my escape

My little cotton

my escape

You can do it

my escape

Cmmon go..i love you

my escape

I am here for you

my escape

You can do it na my baby

my escape

you can

my escape

make me proud hmm?

my escape

go my love my baby my lil girl study

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