2nd June 2019

"Ten!ten!!!! he's coming.. are you ready" joyce said to me in a hurried voice.. I took a deep breath " i'm doing it today,,i may not have another chance" ... "ok good luck👍" joyce & sandy said patting my back..

He's coming nearer and nearer and then i went up to him.. "Roby i-i have something to say to you"... " oo may you say it"... handing out my gift box to him and" i have been liking you for the past 2 years & i think it's the time that i may said it to you,,plis accept my gift"

... he paused for a while "thank you but i will not accept the gift,,i don't want misunderstanding.. i am not planning on having a girlfriend"

That is how my love story ends..ooh yes Roby he's one of the famous guy in our college.. i like him since the first day i met him.. we both study in Edward engineering college but not in the same class..all i did the past2 years was following him secretly with my friends and yes stalking on social media,although he is not much into social life..he is 6ft tall,black messy type of hair,his face umm for me it is his visual that i fall in love at first place,but later his personality caught my attention,but others may say his face is average even my friends😅,he is from a well off family that is also the reason he's popular among girls,his mother & father are both doctor,he don't talk much to others,but it's not like he is proud because he is from a welloff family,he is just an introvert... i just like everything about him,though we never talk sometimes i even just miss him,he have no idea what he mean to me,he may not even believe if i said it.. for him it may be a bit creepy if he know that i even discovered his home & also his room😁.. i am some kind of a stalker, no offence i may said i am obsessed but not like i will do anything to him even if i know so much about him.. its just his one of a kind,and he is not someone that i will forget so easily

"i like him so much😭😭😭 i am not expecting other then this but when it comes to reality it hurts!" i cried in my room and my friend joyce & sandy tried to comfort me..

In the begin i said 'i may not have another chance' because last week we found out that i am having leukemia 2nd stage and i am taking treatment starting next week.. i still continue with my college to be honest because of Roby and my friend joyce and sandy,i want to spend my precious time with them...

my friend left my house after they make sure i am okay..

mom- " today the doctor called and said they wil be able to start the treatment tomorrow.. its good to start the treatment early, right"

"...... yes "

"your a good child,everything will be ok..lets cheer up " said while she hug me... but i know shes hurt inside because i am her world and so is she for me after my dad passed away..😔

I cried the whole night thinking about what happen today and what will happen to me in the future..there is nothing left for me in this world..one day i will become weaker and weaker and may not have this long beautiful curly hair anymore,for me they are precious

and all thats left is me being death..its hard to have positive thoughts,,,black cloud is surrounding me and my thoughts

The next day we went to Care Hospital and get admitted and ready for my treatments

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