"Ten!ten!!!! he's coming.. are you ready" joyce said to me in a hurried voice.. I took a deep breath " i'm doing it today,,i may not have another chance" ... "ok good luck👍" joyce & sandy said patting my back..

He's coming nearer and nearer and then i went up to him.. "Roby i-i have something to say to you"... " oo may you say it"... handing out my gift box to him and" i have been liking you for the past 2 years & i think it's the time that i may said it to you,,plis accept my gift"

... he paused for a while "thank you but i will not accept the gift,,i don't want misunderstanding.. i am not planning on having a girlfriend"

That is how my love story ends..ooh yes Roby he's one of the famous guy in our college.. i like him since the first day i met him.. we both study in Edward engineering college but not in the same class..all i did the past2 years was following him secretly with my friends and yes stalking on social media,although he is not much into social life..he is 6ft tall,black messy type of hair,his face umm for me it is his visual that i fall in love at first place,but later his personality caught my attention,but others may say his face is average even my friends😅,he is from a well off family that is also the reason he's popular among girls,his mother & father are both doctor,he don't talk much to others,but it's not like he is proud because he is from a welloff family,he is just an introvert... i just like everything about him,though we never talk sometimes i even just miss him,he have no idea what he mean to me,he may not even believe if i said it.. for him it may be a bit creepy if he know that i even discovered his home & also his room😁.. i am some kind of a stalker, no offence i may said i am obsessed but not like i will do anything to him even if i know so much about him.. its just his one of a kind,and he is not someone that i will forget so easily

"i like him so much😭😭😭 i am not expecting other then this but when it comes to reality it hurts!" i cried in my room and my friend joyce & sandy tried to comfort me..

In the begin i said 'i may not have another chance' because last week we found out that i am having leukemia 2nd stage and i am taking treatment starting next week.. i still continue with my college to be honest because of Roby and my friend joyce and sandy,i want to spend my precious time with them...

my friend left my house after they make sure i am okay..

mom- " today the doctor called and said they wil be able to start the treatment tomorrow.. its good to start the treatment early, right"

"...... yes "

"your a good child,everything will be ok..lets cheer up " said while she hug me... but i know shes hurt inside because i am her world and so is she for me after my dad passed away..😔

I cried the whole night thinking about what happen today and what will happen to me in the future..there is nothing left for me in this world..one day i will become weaker and weaker and may not have this long beautiful curly hair anymore,for me they are precious

and all thats left is me being death..its hard to have positive thoughts,,,black cloud is surrounding me and my thoughts

The next day we went to Care Hospital and get admitted and ready for my treatments

Why do i become weak all of a sudden... i cannot see clearly.. all is blurry... i almost reached my room.. but my body don't cooperate... i cannot stand anymore..

I woke up in my room with my mom beside me "are you alright" she said worriedly "yes i am good but headache"... " i was so worried when your nurse called me and when i reached you were with oxygen mask,,, dont ever leave your room without assistant again ok,is it clear... you know i could not live without you but i could not stay with you everyday because of work,so don't make me worried like that again"... mom hugged me... she is always worried about me,but she cannot leave her work,she still need to pay for my treatment... i know i make it so hard for her..

we continue chatting

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"Tony i've talk to my dad and he said you can do your research here.. hope you like it" roby said to me

"Yes thank you so much..you're always my best buddy"..i replied

"but what type of case would you like for your research"... " umm- still not sure but i find something like cancer disease interesting"

"ok then good luck" .... roby and i were chatting while walking down a corridor of Care Hospital,my friend roby's family hospital

"ooh- today i saw one girl fainting near that toilet and i informed the nurse and carry her to her room,there room no.109... i think she is not soo well,i would like to know what happen to her" i said to roby curiously "shall you have a visit,if your that curious"he replied- "shall we" we laugh together.. although we are strangers my curiosity make me do it and we just knock on their door

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(there was someone knocking my door)

"come in" mom reached for the door

two man enter my room,, i was so shock when i see one of them was Roby

'why is he here,did he come here because he know i am here -or- no way there is no way he come to see me,,he also seems so suprise' lots come in my mind..

"Hello! um my name is tony and i come to see whether shes alright.." mom replied " ooh shes good but are you ten's friends" "not really today i saw her fainting so-" " your the one nurse Ann told me,that save my daughter... we are so thankful.. come sit in the sofa" mom offered to sit... "thank you so much for helping me" i said to him..

Roby was staring at me and said cautiously "you're Ten right,, why are you here"

"ooh you know each other"

"yeah-we are from same college" i replied "i am suffering from leukemia so i could not continue college😊" he still knows me and also my name omg

"i didn't know you're here"he said and i just smile

"we may go now,we still got some works to do,,,take care" tony said

"okk.. thank you for the visit,you may come again next time" mom and i thank them for their visit..

-the next day-

Nurse Ann enter my room "here is your medicine" she handed me meds with a glass of water.. i hate these medicines but i have to take them every day huii... this is my life

Ann is about to leave but she returned again "dr John said some doctors want to do research on your disease and he told me to ask about your opinion"... " what kind of research!" "not sure but i think he said its for their studies".. "i am okay with some questions,if they are not going to disturb much" we laugh together.. "then- i will tell doctor that you agreed ok".. "kk"

It was 10AM, the knock on my door wake me up..

with messy hair, puffy eyes and husky voice i responds "come in"

"did i wake you up" he was the one that come the other day with Roby,what's his name umm-tony,,so i was a bit surprised "not really i was about to wake up"-i replied,we went silent for a bit and"i bet you don't sleep much last night" he said with a smile "yeah,happens everynight"

"I hope miss Ann told about me,i am here to do my research"-tony

"ohh- you're the one she talk about, she told me someone will be coming but i'm not expecting you,haha,, so nice to meet you again" i give him a warm welcome

I wash up and freshen myself and while i was in the washroom tony went out to buy me food,i refused it but he did not accept my refusal and yet i was also hungry plus eating food other than the hospitals supply food will be nice...

I was up in the sofa when tony came back, i eat the food he bought since he said he was full and refuse to eat.. he was so nice and though it was only our second time meeting but i kinda feel close to him he's caring and treat me well..

He begin to take my data and ask me about my disease, my symptoms,how i went for checkup, how did we find out and so on.. he ask alot of questions and i give him all the answers as best as i can,because it's the only way i can help..

"so you are a medical student?" i asked "umm" "which college" i asked again "Benzard Institute of medicine,4th year" "haa.. i bet your really good in studying,people studying in BIM all have good brains" "noo.. it's about luck😂" "just admit your good" "noo i'm not" we laugh and continue chatting..

After i was admitted in this hospital,my condition was worst day by day and my life is always gloomy and i barely have positive thoughts,,you know i'm still young starting my 20s,i have many things i've wanted and dreamed of,hanging out with friends,taking selfies,have some nice trip,,have a good job and take care of mom,,but all seems impossible now,.. either mom or miss ann are the only ones i can chat with..

I was not expecting it but it was so nice chatting with Tony and i'm really glad he came and i was a bit sad he have to leave, 'am i too shameless.. hehe'.. but chatting with someone else other than mom was nice 'sorry mom'

"so you're taking chemo tomorrow right?" "yes" "then see you again tomorrow,,,and we may see each other more often from now on" he smiled while heading to the door and he said "take care,i'm leaving..thank you so much for helping me today,and i hope you help me till i finish my research" "your welcome,i'm glad i can help youu..go home safely bye" "bye"

Thinking he will come again tomorrow i was a bit excited and i'm in a good mood right now😄

Tony is a tall guy maybe around 6ft,he have a nice skin with more of fair complexion,with undercut spiky type of hair and yes no doubt he is handsome,,i bet he have a lot of girls chasing him...