Love { BTS × BTS Oneshots, All Ships}
Forced [Taekook]
Taehyung
I remember the night you asked me out for the first time...
Taehyung smiles a bit as he looked straight into his soulmate's eyes.
Taehyung
I didn't understand what I was feeling back then, I think I didn't want to.
Taehyung
and no, it wasn't the love every teenager talks about. it was more than that...it was almost like..[laughs and looks down] like there a tree or something of the sort in my heart, everytime you...[smiles] you smiled or brushed my hair or touched me just for the heck of it I...I felt it grow and it scared me...
Taehyung
it scared me because I had no control over it, I couldn't stop it from growing and I couldn't destroy it either.
Taehyung
but you...you...it's almost like you're doing nothing but doing everything at the same time. the simplest things you do make me so damn happy for some reason and I always wanted to understand why.
Taehyung
and seeing you like this, in front of me. in front of all our loved ones, ready to claim each other....
Taehyung
I don't...I don't think I need an explanation. I just know that I love you.
Taehyung
I'm so in love with you Jeon Jungkook and I want to be with you forever and whatever comes after that. [bright smile]
Taehyung smiles and stares up at his fiance, in minutes they'd legally belong to each other and he couldn't be happier.
he's waited for this moment for years and here it was, he feels like crying.
Jungkook's eyes fill with tears, and he tries his hardest not to look at Taehyung. Taehyung smiles as he sees the tears, he'd thought Jungkook was just too touched by his vows but that wasn't entirely what happened.
He was touched, and he was honored but it also gave him realization.
The kind that required him to break a heart, something he's been trying not to do for months now.
He pulls at his tie as a lump forms in his throat. The crowd is cheering and he can't hear anything. Everything is just too much.
He thought he could but after that speech he realizes how evil he'd be if married the older, knowing he didn't love him anymore. how could he waste all that love when he doesn't deserve it?
He wants to marry Taehyung but he can't; because he'd be doing it for the wrong reasons.
He'd be doing it so he doesn't hurt the older's feelings, so he won't break his heart like he begged him not to.
Taehyung
You won't break my heart, will you? {smile}
Jungkook remembers that date quite vividly, but it's his response that tears him apart.
Jungkook
of course not, I'll love you till I take my last breath.
back then everything was perfect. he did love Taehyung, so much so what changed? what happened? what did he do? how could he just fall out of love?
Taehyung's done nothing so...? why?
He looks into the crowd and sees a teary eyed Jimin and he turns away and shuts his eyes before he bends down; shaking his head at himself.
not right now, not infront of everyone.
Taehyung
hey, are you okay? what's wrong?
Taehyung bends and wraps his arms around the younger, concerned. Jungkook feels so bad.
Jungkook snaps himself out of his breakdown before he stands and wipes his eyes, pulling a concerned Taehyung up with him as well.
Jungkook nods immediately but Taehyung doesn't buy it. He looks up at Jungkook with a tilted gaze. He had a feeling Jungkook was second guessing their marriage a couple months back, he could see how uncomfortable he got whenever he'd brought up marriage to him but Taehyung had chosen to brush it off in fear.
Tears settles in Taehyung's eyes as he watches Jungkook look down in the crowd for maybe the 20th time that night.
why does he keep looking at Jimin?
priest
Jungkook, do you have any vows?
Jungkook
I always knew you were the one and I promise to l...to lo..[voice breaks] I promise to love and protect you at all time. you're my only priority and I'll lo..love you always.
Taehyung smiles, it's kind of fake. He'd expected better. It just seemed like someone was forcing Jungkook to do this and it's breaking his heart. Did he not want to marry him? is that it? sure it couldn't be? right?
Jungkook gulps and looks in the crowd again. Taehyung looks too and he sees Jimin getting up from his seat before he exits his row and starts walking out of the reception and then Taehyung looks back at Jungkook who continued watching Jimin leave. Why did he seem so sad?
Taehyung's tears start falling immediately and he lets his grip fall from Jungkook's arm. He...
priest
Jungkook, Do you take Kim Taehyung as your lawful wedded Husband? To love and cherish, in times of sickness and health, poorness and wealth?
Jungkook closes his eyes as the doors closed behind Jimin, it's painful for Taehyung to watch. how is he just realizing this?
Everytime Jimin was around...Jungkook seemed happier....way happier than he could ever make him.
and he'd talk about Jimin whenever it wasn't necessary, the way he smiled whenever he steered the conversation to talk about Jimin. It's all hitting Taehyung right now all at once, all the glances, the touches, the smiles that he'd tried not to notice, saying he was just overreacting.
The way they'd disappear together in any public setting, why hadn't Jungkook said anything? he's just overreacting? isn't he? there's no...no way Jungkook would do something like this to him?
it's there wedding ceremony, why is he thinking about this?
Taehyung's tears don't seem to stop, and they just come harder when Jungkook lets out...
He's sounds so ungenuine, it hurts. gosh, it hurts so bad.
priest
And Taehyung, do you take Jungkook as your lawful wedded husband, to love and cherish in sickness and in health, in poorness and in wealth?
Taehyung looks into the crowd, and he spots his best friends, they're smile brightly at him, nodding and telling him to get what he's wanted for years now but how can he now?
He looks back at Jungkook's saddened face
The church quiets down as Taehyung croaked that out, he sounded so sad for someone who was finally getting what they'd dream of for years.
Jungkook
I...I lo...I love you.
Taehyung
why do you stutter everytime?
Taehyung's voice breaks and he looks down, tears dripping down his cheeks.
Taehyung sobs and steps back a little, the whole church watches them confused.
Jungkook takes a step closer and tries to touch Taehyung but he pulls his hands away and shakes his head as he cries.
Taehyung
you don't love me...{sobs}
Taehyung
if you did, you would be looking at me every chance you got.
Taehyung
you'd be happy right now.
Jungkook gulps as tears pool in his eyes and he looks down. He broke his promise to Taehyung, which was to not break his heart. how could he? he feels his heart breaking too.
Taehyung
then why do you keep looking at Jimin like that?
Jungkook
what? I'm not...I...
Jungkook
Taehyung...This is ridiculous. let's just get married and..m
Jungkook
but this is what you wanted.
A tear leaves Jungkook's eyes. He just wants to give the older what he wants. wants to make him happy, even if that meant sacrificing his own happiness.
Taehyung
exactly...[voice breaks]
Taehyung
this is what I want?
Taehyung
what's the point of us getting married if I'm the only one who wants it? [sobs and looks down]
Taehyung
I don't want this to be forced.
Jungkook
I'm not forcing this I...I want it I just...I'm...
who was he kidding? he was forcing himself to do this but for a good cause; he was doing this for Taehyung. isn't that a good enough reason?
Tears fall from Jungkook's eyes, that was the most genuine thing he's heard from the younger's mouth all day. he doesn't want to marry him.
he'd been hoping he was wrong, that he was truly overreacting but he was right and this is the only time he's ever wished he was wrong.
he wishes he meant it, wishes he could be angry or upset or just hate the younger all together but all he feels is pain for himself and for Jungkook because he sees the regret in his eyes, the remorse. This wasn't his fault and as much he'd love to just blame him he can't and he can't force him to love him. It's all so unfair.
He turns and steps off the platform, leaving Jungkook standing there, he hears his friends, Hoseok and Yoongi call after him but he just ignores them tears stream down his face.
How embarrassing? He's create all this fuss over the wedding and now it's just one big flop.
He walks to the door and that's when Jimin decides to return, eyes red and puffy and he stares at Jungkook alone on the isle with confusion and then his gaze switches to Taehyung's wet, saddened face.
Just like that he knew what had happened.
Jimin stares at him with an apologetic look; Taehyung feels more tears fall from his eyes.
He closes them and take a deep breath before he continues walking, just before he walks by Jimin, he whispers.
Taehyung
Please take care of him....
Taehyung
like I couldn't...
Taehyung runs away after, and he hears Jimin call for him but he just continues running. He's not sure how far he'll go or how far he can run but it doesn't matter, because no matter how far he runs, he can't outrun the pain and hurt of heartbreak.
mother of yeontan⁷
thank you for reading. it's probably not what you expected but 🥲
mother of yeontan⁷
also, what ship should I do next?
Comments
Pastel POP
will we get a part 2🥺??
2022-07-02
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Devil's Baby Mochi | ot7
jinkook
2022-06-23
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RMJINSOPE MINVKOOK
Vmin, Namkook, Namgiseok and many more😁
Actually I wants every ships story from you😅
In future could u plz make a supernatural, mystery type story?? Only if you want.
2022-06-22
1