Love { BTS × BTS Oneshots, All Ships}
His Little Secrets [Namgiseok]
Is this how it's gonna be from now on?
it can't be? they'd eventually stop all this pettiness, right?
He's scared to open the door and find out because there's a possibility he won't like what greets him. Hoseok and Yoongi were treating as though he was their visitor, or guest. they'd ignore his presence and really, he gets that they're hurt by his decision but still they could treat as their boyfriend.
He can't tell when's the last time either of them smiled at him, he's tried getting back on their good side but they were really upset, both their favorite food. tried joking with the, but still they'd leave the living room and go straight to the kitchen before he got home.
He shakes his hands a bit as he gives himself enough courage to open the door, and just as usual, they start scattering. rushing to get away from him. He feels tears brim at his eyes. He wishes they'd just stop and curse at him instead.
Namjoon
Can you guys just stop?
Hoseok stops moving around and looks up at him with a concerned expression, and eventually Yoongi does the same, with a sigh.
Hoseok
we're not avoiding you.
Namjoon
oh, really? then what the fūck are you doing?!
Yoongi
you know what? I'm done sugarcoating this.
Yoongi
you need to make a decision right now.
Yoongi
Yes. I'm fūcking done.
Yoongi
Tell your parents about us.
Yoongi
I don't want any excuses Joon
Yoongi
are you...are you going to tell them or not?
Namjoon feels his tears leave his eyes. Why couldn't they just understand that he needed them as much as he needed his parents. He doesn't want to make a decision.
He watches as Yoongi turns away, hugging hi,self tightly as if trying to suppress his tears, and he fails miserably. Hoseok moves closer and hugs Yoongi, burying his head in his hair and they both cry together and that just makes Namjoon cry more.
In a matter of minutes, Yoongi pulls himself together and he slowly moves himself out of Hoseok's grip. Namjoon watches as the shorter walked away to their bedroom. Once Yoongi disappeared behind the wall he looked to his, begging for understanding but Hoseok just looks away, seeming regretful. Why?
Namjoon would have continued, but then he sees Yoongi out of the corners of his eyes. He held 2 suitcases in his hand and he slowly pulled them towards Namjoon, who eyed him eyed him, questioningly.
Namjoon
What...What are you doing ?
Yoongi leaves the suitcases before Namjoon before he stepped back before Hoseok, who grabs his shoulder, soothingly. Namjoon was flabbergasted.
Yoongi
You can come back and get the rest of your clothes some other time. that's...that's all that would fit.
Namjoon chuckles, trying to mask the fact that he was just seconds away from break down, but any fool could see that, after his laugh died down his tears started to fall.
Namjoon
so you guys are just going to kick me out?
Namjoon
after all we've been through? I thought...
Yoongi
dont with that būllshìt.
Yoongi
this would all be avoided if you just tell your parents about us.
Namjoon
why is it so important? why do you guys even care if they know? it doesn't change anything?
Yoongi
ìt does. It fūcking does namjoon, you're parents don't know about us and we've been dating for 7 years now, 7 years Joon. and you've never once brought us up to them, there's no future in this.
Yoongi
I told you since the very beginning that I wasn't just looking for a distraction or relationship, I wanted something that would last, something that would eventually lead to marriage and Joon we can't get married if you can't...if you can't even tell your parents that you're in a relationship with us.
Namjoon
don't do this... (pleads)
Namjoon looks to Hoseok, who's been quiet this entire time.
Namjoon
Hoseok please. I..I promise I'll tell them, eventually just...I can't right now.
Namjoon gulps and a sob leaves his mouth, he turns away from them and just continues crying. It's all happening so suddenly, he didn't think it would, at least not this soon.
he doesn't want to leave, he doesn't want to leave them. They can't do this to him.
Yoongi sighs, and he just pushes the suitcases over and a loud groan leaves his lips before he starts crying. He turns and walks up to Namjoon. His eyes widen when he feels Yoongi's arms snake around his waist and his shirt grows wet the more he hears sobs from Yoongi.
Yoongi
I don't...I thought that would help you make a decision.
Yoongi
I wasn't really going to let you leave...
Namjoon can't help but feel relieved.
Namjoon
you guys really planned this to get me to choose?
Yoongi
it's just me, I...I forced Hoseok and...
Yoongi doesn't get to finish before Hoseok defend him, taking a couple steps closer to them.
Hoseok
he's just scared joon...maybe even more than me.
it was a genuine question. He wants to know why they want him to tell his parents so bad. He doesn't think it that important but to them it was, and he'd have to take it seriously too, at least if he wanted a future with them and God knows he does.
Hoseok
he doesn't want to lose you.
Hoseok
we don't want to lose you...
Hoseok lets out, making eye contact with namjoon, who look looks away first.
Yoongi
he's right, I don't want to lose either of you but...I...I think I'm done trying to get you to tell your parents. it's selfish, in a way and I...I don't want to be selfish and take your parents from you.
Yoongi hates its only now after he was half way through the plan that his conscience got the best of him, he couldn't go through with it, the look on Namjoon face had been too much, the betrayal. it was unbearable so he gave in.
Yoongi
I'd probably regret it.
Yoongi
just...just promise me you'll tell them eventually.
He begs, lifting his head off Namjoon's chest so they could make eye contact.
Hoseok
and promise me, you won't leave us...even if you have to.
Namjoon watches as Hoseok takes more steps closer, and he closes his eyes thinking to himself, "how could I make them feel like I'd ever leave them?" He hate it. He never wants them to feel like that, ever.
Namjoon
I'd never. I promise you. I will never leave either of you.
Namjoon
I love you both so much.
He kisses Yoongi forehead before he looks over Hoseok, tilting his head so Hoseok would come closer, and he obliged letting Namjoon pull him into the hug. They all sigh, contented. feeling relaxed and calm. it's not resolved but at least they'd come to somewhat of an understanding.
Hoseok speaks into Yoongi neck, making him shiver before his lips curve into a smile and he whispers.
seconds later, his lips are being claimed by Namjoon's much plumper ones, and he welcomes them, pouting the second they slip away from his. His eyes snap open and he watches as Namjoon find Hoseok's lips kissing them passionately and he sighs fondly, watching them with pure adoration.
He loves sitting back and just watching them too be all cute and flirty with each other, it always excited him just how much they loved each other, it was almost like his personal guide on how to love both of them, how to be what they needed and the more time goes is the he messes up, but that just leaves room for growth and he's never afraid to learn from his mistakes; especially when it helps him be better for them, his lovers.
mother of yeontan⁷
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Comments
Starlight🌟
Vminkook with kook being an innocent bottom and no switch between vmin plz 🥺
2022-09-12
2
krishika
jin, tae and jk next please (jin being the bottom)
2022-08-06
0
🦋 bliss 🦋
updated fast author please 🥺🥺🥺
2022-08-05
0