Love { BTS × BTS Oneshots, All Ships}
His Little Secrets [NamGiSeok]
request for RMJINSOPEMINVKOOK
tags-
▪︎Established Relationship
▪︎M/M/M
▪︎Arguments
▪︎Light Angst
▪︎Light Fluff
Namjoon
Mom, is it possible to like 2 people?
Mrs. Kim
what? [laughs] don't be ridiculous joon. you can only love one person.
Namjoon huffs, his mother notices his frustration and gives his a confused look. what was he so worked up about?
Namjoon
no reason. I was...I was just curious.
Namjoon smile flatly before he ran off to his room. He doesn't know why he asked. Actually he knows, but he should've have asked, now he's only starting to second guess things.
Namjoon smiles from ear to ear, he had to admit, it was nice to come home and hear Hoseok's voice before anything else. The older smiled over at him while Namjoon took steps closer to him.
Namjoon
do I? I used this really nice cologne this morning.
Yoongi lets out, giving Namjoon a pointed look. This ungrateful brat, How could he forget Yoongi's thoughtful gesture?
Namjoon
yeah, with my money.
Namjoon points out before he sits in the middle of the couch, between Yoongi and Hoseok. He felt comfortable, and safe as he laid in their unjudging gazes. There's nowhere he'd rather be right now.
Yoongi
eh, I'm still the one who bought it.
Namjoon rolls his eyes before he grabs Yoongi and pulls him closer, his head finds the shorter's neck and he nozzles at it a bit maybe Yoongi giggle.
Yoongi
Your hair is tickling me.
Namjoon
what are you guys doing?
Namjoon
you guys miss me that much? {smug smile}
Namjoon knows that, that was probably far from what they'd been talking about, really he's just trying to stall so that another argument wouldn't start because he's pretty sure he knew what had been talking about.
Yoongi
don't flatter yourself.
Namjoon
what about me, were you guys talking about?
Namjoon
okayyyyy..... and anything else?
Namjoon smile, and lifts himself off Yoongi, trying to think of a way to get out of this conversation but he thinks he might be too late.
Namjoon
we've had this conversation so many times.
Namjoon whines and sits forward in the sofa, running a hand through his hair as he stared down at the simple rug beneath his feet.
Hoseok
why are you so afraid of having us meet your parents?
Hoseok just wants to understand why Namjoon was so against it, he's not trying force him or pressure him into but they've been together for almost 7 years and still he nor Yoongi have ever spoken to Namjoon's parents.
Yoongi
exactly, we won't do anything. we'll behave.
Namjoon
that's...that's not what I'm worried about.
Namjoon lets out softly, worrying Yoongi and Hoseok
Namjoon
can we just not talk about this right now?
Namjoon pleads, but Yoongi and Hoseok have seen him try to redirect conversations way too much to allow him to do that now. If they did they'd never get the answer they were looking for.
Namjoon
I brought food. let's go eat.
Namjoon smiles and stands from the, swiftly making his way to the kitchen where he had left all his bags. Hoseok looks to Yoongi giving him a look as to say, "Maybe we should leave him alone" but Yoongi only shakes his head and stands, making his way into the kitchen as well.
After a sigh, Hoseok joins them in the kitchen.
Yoongi
tell use why you're so against the idea of us having dinner with your parents
Yoongi
do they not want to meet us?
Hoseok
you said they were happy you found someone you loved so what's the matter?
the questions come one after the other, Namjoon stop untying the bag and just looks at them with a frustrated expression. why can't they just drop it.
Yoongi
what's complicated? it's just dinner.
Namjoon
it's not just dinner.
Namjoon turns away towards the sink, how could he tell them? they'd probably be mad at him for weeks. He can't.
before Yoongi could finish, Namjoon speaks up.
Namjoon
I never told my parents...
Yoongi
never told them what?
Yoongi questions and he does a job ,asking his hurt but he could hear Hoseok's voice struggling not to break.
Namjoon
I never told them that we...that I'm dating two men. {look down}
Yoongi chuckles lowly, and he hates it. He knows what it means, the older's angry but he wasn't going to do or say anything, thats when the silence always got loud and he hates it. honestly he wishes Yoongi would stop.
Hoseok
are you embarrassed of us?
He looks at Hoseok with apologetic eyes, he could see the tears forming in the brunettes eyes, he just wants to hug him but he knows he can't, at least not right now.
Namjoon
I...of course not but my parents are...
Yoongi
no you are embarrassed.
Yoongi corrects, cutting Namjoon off. Namjoon looks down.
Namjoon
I swear I'm not, my parents just don't like the idea of polyamorous relationships.
Namjoon
and it doesn't help that they're also homophobic, there's nothing I can do.
Hoseok
but it's not about them. it's about us.
Yoongi
if you weren't embarrassed you'd tell them regardless of their views.
He gets what they were saying but they were his parents, He loves them and if he tells them then he'd lose them but it seems if he doesn't tell the, then he'd lose his most precious gifts, the two before him.
Namjoon
I...they'll disown me.
Yoongi tries but Namjoon doesn't let him finish as he says, sternly.
Namjoon
I can't let them disown me.
Yoongi scoffs and just walks away, Honestly he doesn't care anymore.
Namjoon flinches as he hears the door of their shared room gets slammed, He shakes his head and looks down for a moment, waiting for Hoseok to say something.
Hoseok
I was planning on proposing...(chuckles)
Namjoon looks up at Hoseok, shocked. Propose? A smile forms on his face for a second but what Hoseok says next wipes it right off
Hoseok
but what's the point now.
Hoseok
how can I marry someone who can't even show me off to his family?
Hoseok
No, Namjoon. I don't know.
Hoseok
I've brought you and Yoongi to my parents house more times than I can count, Yoongi's done the same. Both are parents weren't necessarily supportive but we still..(voice crack) we still took the chance.
Hoseok
It's been 7 years Namjoon, how long do you expect us to wait?
Namjoon
I've been with my parents since the day I was born Hoseok, how can you ask or even think to take that away from me.
Hoseok
I can't be your secret anymore.
Namjoon gulps and looks over at Hoseok.
Namjoon
What does that mean?
Hoseok
exactly what I said Namjoon
Hoseok
its unfair to me and Yoongi, your parents expect you to find so,e beautiful woman someday, what are you going to do when they start asking questions, huh?
Hoseok
are you still going to lie? huh?
Hoseok
when you do this, it leaves a thought that you're only stringing us along until you have to break up with us. until you decide you can't get caught.
Namjoon
I'm not going to break up with you guys.
Hoseok
Well...I..I don't believe you, joon.
Hoseok smiles in disbelief, at how aloof Namjoon was being about all this, like he didn't care that much. Hoseok rolls his eyes before he turns and leaves not whispering a goof night like he usually did, no kisses like he usually did. that's how Namjoon knows that he really did fūck up.
He sighs and leaves the food, his appetite lost in all the tantrums that rose seconds ago. He knows that the best thing for him to do right now was to give the others space.
He feels like he is being given a choice, and he refuses to choose but if he doesn't they'll choose for him and he can't let that happen, He doesn't know what he's gonna do but he knows he won't like it.
Hoseok
You're not sleeping, are you?
Hoseok asks as he sits on the bed, he looks down at Yoongi who turns from his side to his back with a sigh before he groaned.
Hoseok feels Yoongi's slim hands wrap around his waist pulling him down onto the bed. He giggles a bit before he snuggles closer to the smaller.
Yoongi
do you think he's coming in?
Yoongi
I feel selfish for wanting him to tell them but...it just...I don't know, it makes me feel so unimportant in his eyes.
Yoongi chuckles, feeling silly for saying that out loud.
Yoongi
and the worst part is, I know he loves us but he just...he loves his parents too.
Hoseok
I don't think he's gonna tell them about us.
Yoongi looks up into Hoseok's glistening eyes before he smiles at the younger sadly.
Yoongi
let's stop thinking about this. otherwise, we'll both cry ourselves to sleep.
Hoseok chuckles a bit before he leans in and pecks Yoongi's lips. not once, not twice but three times. it's corny, but it's their way of saying 'I love you' indirectly and Yoongi would never admit it but he loves it so much.
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RMJINSOPE MINVKOOK
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Sorry for being late.
2022-09-21
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🦋 bliss 🦋
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2022-08-02
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🦋 bliss 🦋
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2022-08-02
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