Imperctions Inside Perfection
the new turn-final
like the warm bright light in the winter days,
you brought me your warmness,when my
Soul and heart was cold,
like the that cool breeze you made me feel
the freshness and let go of old miserably past,
like the rain you helped me clean myself
and gave me chance to hide my tears in your water,
like the tree you hide me in your shade,
and protected me from heat.........
but it all went away like a dream like
you were never here with me.....💔💔
claire
days after days our conversation became more and we became close so close that we couldn't separate from each other anymore
claire
we were even give name like "glue-stick"haha it was all so much fun with him
claire
I knew in my deserted land a seed of love has been sown and it is being nourished by the him....I was so excited and positive about those new fluttering feelings
claire
like a crazy,dreamt some those stupid fantasies like holding hands,sneaking away from class to talk each other separately and making food......all those types u know
coss💖
hey my readers I am so inexperienced in these things so I can't define here more 😅sorry
claire
but I still didn't felt like being worthy enough for him,I knew he won't judge me but I still wanted to do something from where the heights of being different in our intellectuals can be little shorten
claire
luckily I found an opportunity....there came a competition. ....that seemed to me as an opportunity to make myslef a little more confident in myslef it was 3 months away.....I was determined to do my best so avoided everything else
claire
sorry will talk later
sam
claire can we discuss something ???
claire
I would love too but i am quite busy with my preparation
claire
sorry (wait for me i will surely make your efforts worth )
3 days ahead of my competition
claire
I was engrossed in my studies I didn't know when it was evening sam came to me
sam
claire..it's too late you still here ?
claire
yeah I forgot the time track ....😅
sam
you are stupid 😬come I will drop you
sam
will you miss me if I suddenly vanish ?
claire
huh??what where you going (almost near to cry )
sam
haha no nothing was just asking
claire
😥...I will but only a bit😉
before few hours of competition
sam
claire can you please come at bridge where we used to go.....I wanna talk something
claire
sorry ....my name is announced .....
claire
the call ended so our conversation
claire
I was 2nd in position and was very happy that finally I can now confess to him....I couldn't fall asleep the whole night imagining how he would respond or will he reject me ?....with all the battle of mind I was somehow able to reduce my nervousness and sneakily put the rose which I planted with all my excitement and love just for this day,put into my bag
claire
at the school in assembly I couldn't find him anywhere.....I was called upon the stage for honor,but my eyes were in search of him all that time
claire
in lunch break,my legs with full speed went to his classroom
claire
my whole world crumbled in an instant,when hid friend said me-claire he suicide
claire
wh...wh..what??no no no it can't be......where is he now
claire
tell me where he is ? (shrieking)
claire
the next thing I knew was I was in resting room cause I fainted of sudden shock.....my mind couldn't think anymore my world was black .....my love my life my all the thing
claire
his smiling face was flashing in my mind again and again and the guilt when he asked to meet him and I said no was overwhelming consuming me
sam attempted suicide cause he was battling with loneliness cause he lost his mom due to cancer and was leaving with grandma it was also reason why he suddenly came in mid session
claire
I went to his home from where I got the news that he was saved on time and was hospitalised......
claire
he is still in coma it has been 3 yrs,I daily visit him and see him sleeping the doctors say he is recovering well 😊
claire
my imperfection was that I forgot to look that sadness deep inside his eyes which he always kept hidden within him....due to my own uneasiness I hide myslef to become more perfect,and failed to realise his opinion.....I was engrossed in proving myslef that I forgot to stay with him when he needed most
claire
I wonder what if that day when he walked me down I confessed to him and made him feel less lonely? what if that day I said him that my purpose behind all this is just you?what if that day I would have run to him leaving behind all shit to prove myslef but just to love him??
claire
yes if I could do that he may have been with me now
coss💖
I feel so sad for you and him
claire
don't worry cos...I have loved him and loves now too...I will pray from the God to wake him up so I can finally give my rose to him and say HIM" YOU ARE NOT ALONE,I LOVE YOU"
claire
and i beleive it will come soon true
coss💖
they married each other and his legs still recovering
coss💖
they both are doing great together,Claire is doctor and sam is contuining his studies again 😊
we shouldn't let go of any moment to express our love to our dear ones,cause nothing is perfect and being imperfect isn't a flow....❤
Comments
Stephen
That was soo good
2021-03-16
2
Sydney
I was so scared when I heard he committed suicide 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
2021-03-14
2
✨✰𝑨𝑹𝑰𝑨✰✨
You know author you can make a beautiful story of Claire and Sam💕......... I want it in big story ..... it'll be amazing ☺️
2021-03-12
4