Dedication

Hi my love,

Well technically I can't call you that anymore right? After all we already broke up and I hope that you already moved on because I still can't. Downsides of having attachment issues I guess. Anyway, I didn't write this to hurt you or somehow remind you about any pain, I did this as I had many things left unsaid to you. I just really wanted to let out some feelings I have left to you and probably because writing is one of the ways I've learned how to cope. It just feels natural like I'm talking to you. Maybe this is the way I could say that I've let you go already or maybe it's my way of coping. As of now, I'm still admittedly hurt, but I think I could manage this. I'll learn how to move on, heal, and be better. I'm sorry that I'm acting like this, or not letting go like you told me to do. I guess I'm really that in love with you. Come to think of it tho, we never even really met in person yet I'm acting like this, I think I'm shameless. By the end of this, I hope I can finally say that I moved on. Thank you for being a part of my life even just for a short while. I hope you are doing well and I wish you happiness. I wish that you'd be able to see the great things I saw in you so that you'd stop thinking so low of yourself, love. I wish that you'd be able to heal from all the pain you've been through. I know that I don't have the right to meddle in your life anymore but, even though we're not talking I could not help but worry about you. I constantly ask myself if you're okay, it's silly I know. I wish that you find yourself again and be content with who you are. Gosh I wish I could say that I miss you but I can't. It feels like it would be weird since I think I'm the only one whose stuck like this. Anyhow, I still have this feeling of wanting to know how you're doing and somehow, I can't shake it off. I know I don't have the right to pry about your life but still, I learned how to accept and love you so yeah, I couldn't help but want to know how you're doing right now.... In another universe if it's real, I hope we could be together and do the things we couldn't in this one. For now, I'll look at the moon and tell them about all the things I want to say to you. I'd wish on the stars all the things I wanted to have with you... I'd pray for everything to be fine for the both of us... Please think of me when you look at the sky like I do because, I still think of you... Don't get me wrong this is not a way of me saying I want you back... Well yeah deep down I do, but I've learned to accept that what I want is what I can't have..

I love you....

~Bun

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