GOOD KINDS OF BUTTERFLIES (TAEGISEOK, JIKOOK, NAMJIN, TAEGI, VHOPE, YOONSEOK / SOPE)
Baby Issues
Yoongi
Hoseok told us a lot in the limo last night.
Yoongi speaks up as he lays on Taehyung's chest in the couch, careful not to hurt the baby. His stomach was getting a little heavy. He smiles at that, resting his hand on his bump before he looked up at Taehyung.
Taehyung
Yeah, didn't think he'd tell us that much. He's been distant lately.
Yoongi
His whole family are just a bunch of åssholes
Taehyung
I know, but he loves them...why I'm not entirely sure.
Yoongi
He... I guess because he's so desperate for their love and acceptance.
After what happened last night, they hadn't pressed Hoseok to talk anymore about how he felt. Mainly because they knew Hoseok didn't like expressing himself, and they didn't want to work him up more but now, they think they need to.
Yoongi
We have to get him to talk today.
Taehyung chuckles knowing that would be far from easy.
Taehyung
I've been trying to get him to open up for the past 3 months Yoongi. He just won't.
Yoongi
Maybe now that it's over, he'll be more willing.
Taehyung admits and just as he does the door opens revealing a very tired looking Hoseok.
His eyes find theirs for a second before he walks away, headed for the bathroom.
Taehyung
Yeah, and you think he'll open up.
Taehyung laughs, throwing his head back against the handrest of the couch making Yoongi sit up to glare at him.
Taehyung
You're delusional.
Yoongi rolls his eyes before he lays back down on Taehyung's chest, and as he goes to clutch his stomach again, he finds that Taehyung's hand replaced his hand on his stomach.
Taehyung ask, interrogatively as if he had already known the answer.
Yoongi
I could ask you the same thing.
Taehyung
I've got photoshoots in a few days so, I can't.
Yoongi
Well, I just have no appetite, okay?
Taehyung
But you're pregnant. You should be craving.
Yoongi sits up again, facing Taehyung before he shrugs, then he shakes his overgrown hair out of his face.
Yoongi
Every time I eat, I throw it up.
Taehyung eyes the older with a raised eyebrow. Yoongi was almost 5 months along, shouldn't he be over puking already?
Taehyung questions, a little worried.
Taehyung
Why didn't you say something?
Yoongi
I...I don't think it's that important and...I also didn't want to stress Hoseok out so I...I kept it to myself.
Taehyung sighs and shakes his head, he knows Yoongi was trying to put them first, but this was a big deal. Something could be seriously wrong with him or even the baby.
Hoseok
What would make me worry?
Came Hoseok's voice from behind them, he seemed a little shy as he took a seat in the couch, at the far end from them before he pulled his knees to his chest.
and Yoongi shakes his head with a smile.
Yoongi
Nothing, It's silly. Don't worry.
Hoseok doesn't quite believe that so he narrows his eyes.
Yoongi sighs before he turns himself fully to Hoseok before he opens his mouth.
Yoongi
I... I've been throwing up everything I eat.
Hoseok's eyes widen a little and Yoongi could see the panic in his eyes and as Hoseok opened his mouth Yoongi already knew what he was going to ask so he just answers.
Yoongi
I'm fine. I just... Maybe I'm eating too fast.
Yoongi
Don't worry about it.
Yoongi tries to reassure but it doesn't seem to relieve Hoseok much.
Hoseok
Did you check with Seokjin?
Yoongi sighs, and he looks down, but he shakes his head and a swear leaves Hoseok's mouth making Yoongi feel bad. Was this really that bad?
Yoongi
Seokjin's busy in Japan right now so I... I didn't want to bother him...
Yoongi defends and he hears a huff behind him from Taehyung, who he knew was judging him and it pïsses him off.
Yoongi pipes up as he spins around to face Taehyung instead, who just chuckles before he responds.
Taehyung
You could've texted him, he'd have responded when he saw it.
Taehyung
You're making excuses when there could actually be something wrong with the baby.
Taehyung lets out and it hurts Yoongi a little because he knows it's true but that pïsses him off.
Yoongi
Well, it's not your child, so I really don't care what you think.
He lets out harshly and the moment he does he closes his eyes in regret and he whispers a sorry which Taehyung only laughs at humourlessly.
Taehyung
Right. It's not my child so, I'll go take a shower and leave you two.
Taehyung responds, getting up from the couch, clearly upset as he ignores Yoongi's apologies and he walks away.
Yoongi cuts him off before he can finish.
Yoongi
mean? I know, I just...
Tears pool in Yoongi's eyes, and he feels super shïtty for doing it in front of Hoseok because he's probably in so much pain with everything that happened yesterday and here he was being needy and hormonal for nothing.
Yoongi
I'm sorry... *sniffs*
Yoongi quickly wipes his eyes as he shakes his head and he really didn't expect Hoseok to pull him into a hug. It shocks him to say the least.
He doesn't think Hoseok's hugged him in maybe 3 or so months, and it felt so good. He immediately melts into the older's embrace hugging him back as tears fell from his eyes.
Hoseok
He knows you didn't mean it.
Hoseok
but still, I know it hurt his...his feelings.
Yoongi
He's gonna hate me... *cries*
Hoseok sighs as he rubs Yoongi's back.
Hoseok
Trust me, if he doesn't hate me, he's not gonna hate you.
Hoseok chuckles a little and it makes Yoongi smile a bit and he sighs in content, letting his body weight fall on Hoseok, who held him so tightly.
Yoongi
I missed hearing you laugh...
He admits as he places a tiny kiss behind the other's ear and Hoseok pulls away from the hug before he rests his forehead against Yoongi's.
Hoseok
I'm sorry for the way I completely neglected you and Taehyung... I don't think things through as you already know.
Hoseok apologizes and Yoongi feel his sincerity, but he just hopes that this apology meant he'd be making an effort to be like before. Of course doesn't expect Hoseok to just be happy and bubbly like before but he... he just wants to know that he was doing alright.
Yoongi
I forgive you, but it hurt a lot when you turned down my affection. I felt... like... like you didn't want me or the baby and it... it's been killing me for a while now.
Yoongi admits and his voice struggles while he speaks.
Hoseok's hands finds his cheeks, sweeping away the tears that slid against the smoothness with his soft thumbs before he shakes his head.
Hoseok
I never... I swear I do want you and the baby Yoongi, I just... I was angry at myself and I took that out on you and Taehyung.
Hoseok
I didn't want to be consoled because I... I didn't think I deserved to feel better. I... I'm sorry I made you feel like that.
Yoongi
You need to stop taking your pain out on yourself Hoseok, it hurts watching you get so isolated.
Yoongi
and I... I'm not even that angry with you, more just... sad and sympathetic towards you but Taehyung... he's probably livid but he masks his emotions well.
Yoongi
You hurt him again Hoseok, in more ways than one.
Hoseok
I know. He doesn't show it but I can feel it.
Yoongi sighs before he just closes his eyes and then he goes to turn away but before he could, Hoseok's hands hold his head back in place before he kisses his gently.
and on instinct, Yoongi's eyes flutter shut and he leans in, letting himself be swept up in Hoseok. He's been dreaming about this for s while but could never doing in fear that Hoseok wouldn't let him.
Hoseok pulls away first before Yoongi pecks him again and he smiles a little as he sees the big smile on Yoongi's face.
He admits as he pulls away.
Hoseok
It does, but now I need to go talk to Taehyung, which is probably gonna be harder than this was.
Yoongi
Doesn't help that I also just pïssed him off.
Hoseok sighs before he stands, adjusting his shorts before he speaks up.
Hoseok
Maybe try to text Seokjin, that might help the situation.
Hoseok
and try to eat or drink something.
Yoongi complies and Hoseok watches as he pulls out his phone, doing as he's told and Hoseok smiles a bit, he remembers when all Yoongi'd do was sass him and throw fusses whenever he asked him to do anything. The character development was crazy.
Hoseok turns before he makes his way to the bedroom, he knew Taehyung said he'd be taking a shower, so he decides to wait for him on the bed.
That's until the waiting turned to 10 minutes, and he realizes the other wasn't coming out any time soon.
He sighs before he stands, and he goes over to the bathroom door, opening in, and he steps inside.
His eyes meets Taehyung unapproachable ones which quite literally shows that he was not in the mood for a conversation but Hoseok wants to get this over with.
Taehyung
Whether you wanna be shouted at.
Taehyung
I'm upset and I don't have it in me to pretend like everything's fine between us so you should probably wait until tomorrow.
Hoseok
Okay but I hope you know I'm sorry.
Taehyung
For what? You've apologized like 50 times this year. It's getting hard to keep up.
Taehyung digs and Hoseok just chuckles, he did tell him he was not in a good mood so he can't even be too upset.
Hoseok
Can I at least join you?
Hoseok asks, and he begins unbuttoning his shirt before he even before he gets an answer from Taehyung who had closed his eyes.
Hoseok doesn't recall the last time he's used to bathtub. Showers were more of his thing but he guesses using the tub today wouldn't hurt.
After he finishes stripping, he hears Taehyung speaking up before he sinks lower into the water, getting more comfortable.
Taehyung
There are 9 bathrooms in this house. I'm sure you and Yoongi can go play with each other other in the other 8.
Hoseok sighs, rolling his eyes, before he puts his right foot in the tub between Taehyung's own legs and his eyes fly open, before he glares at Hoseok, who replies.
Hoseok
The thing about them is that, they're all mine so I get to choose whichever one I wanna use.
Hoseok chuckles at himself and Taehyung mocks him before he rolls his eyes before he sighs and sinks deeper into the tub again.
Hoseok picks up a lofa from the pouch next to the tub before he grabs the soap, and he loothes it into the lofah before he creeps closer to Taehyung, now laying directly between his legs.
Hoseok
Do you want me to shower you first?
Hoseok questions, his breath fanning over Taehyung's ear before he moves his head, so his nose dragged lines across the younger's jawline making him let out a little squirm.
Hoseok smirks at Taehyung quivering beneath him, but that seemingly makes Taehyung upset and the next thing Hoseok knew is he's flipped unto his back now he's beneath Taehyung, lofa still clutched tightly between his slender fingers.
Hoseok's eyes meet Taehyung's domineering ones, and he gulps a little, and he opens his mouth to speak, but only a **** comes out when he feels Taehyung's knee brush against his crotch.
Hoseok lets his eyes fall shut as Taehyung leans into him, pressing their bodies against each other before he places rough kisses along his neck, pulling low moans from Hoseok.
Hoseok throws his head back as Taehyung moves his hips against his, causing the ***** lengths to rub against each other and it felt so good, mainly because neither of them have had any action in the past 4 or so months. It was long overdue, actually.
before long the loofah falls from Hoseok's hand as his moans get louder, and he lets his hand find Taehyung's hair, he pulls roughly trying to get Taehyung to stop kissing his neck and instead attack his lips.
Eventually he manages to pull Taehyung's head away from his bruised neck and now their faces were moving against each other, breathes mingling as Taehyung continued moving his hips.
Hoseok moans before he leans in even closer and he struggles to let out a full sentence.
He begs eyes lost in Taehyung pretty chocolate brown ones, and he seemed adamant and mischievous as he leaned in, noses brushing against each other and Hoseok's eyes fall closed as he anticipates the kiss but all he feels is his lower lip being pulled by Taehyung's teeth before he opens his eyes and Taehyung pulls away with a smug look before he head falls onto the left side of Hoseok's neck, and he goes back to making pretty little love marks.
Hoseok sighs as he arches his back and his falls and it hits the tub a little hard making him let out a noise between a wince and a **** and he feels it straight in his dîck.
He was going to cüm any minute now if Taehyung kept this up and he knew too, because Hoseok's moans got louder and no doubt that Yoongi could probably hear him from wherever he was.
Hoseok lifts his hip as he felt himself about to climax, and he moans nonstop trying to relieve himself but just as he's about to cüm, Taehyung pulls all the way back, and he's left just like that, hard yet a little overwhelmed and Hoseok takes a minute to catch his breath before he sits up, and he glares at Taehyung who had the smuggest smile on his face.
Hoseok
You didn't have to...to...do that..
Hoseok whines and Taehyung just chuckles as he grabs the loofah and he starts washing himself, with Hoseok's eyes on him.
He says drawing his words out, in a way he knows would annoy the hell out of Hoseok.
Taehyung
..but, I wanted to so... I did
Hoseok rolls his eyes and he leans back against the tub before he stands to his feet and he turns the pipe on, standing beneath it to help him with his little erection.
Out of nowhere, Taehyung speaks up.
The younger asked, seemingly not as angry as he was before.
Hoseok sighs before he turns to Taehyung and he folds his arms over his chest before he speaks.
Hoseok
Well, I'm doing great but I mean... I guess now that he's been put to rest I can... breathe almost.
Taehyung chuckles, startling Hoseok.
Taehyung
That's not what I meant but continue.
Taehyung encouraged as he continued scrubbing his skin clean.
Taehyung
You hit your head earlier, so I was worried but since you started talking about how feel in general, continue.
Hoseok apologizes which makes Taehyung looks up confused, and he asks why.
Hoseok
Well, I... nevermind.
Hoseok
I'll tell you once we're out of the shower... Yoongi'll probably want to hear about it too.
Hoseok thinks before he turns again and he laughs.
Hoseok
You know he thinks you hate him because of what he said earlier?
Taehyung hums, before he drops the loofah, and he steps through the water over to the shower, where he turns the water on, letting it engulf his entire body and Hoseok's eyes find his.
Taehyung
Yep, I like that he's feeling guilty.
He smiled smugly as his hand ran over his body.
Hoseok
Cut him some slack, he's pregnant, so naturally he's hormonal, and I guess you pïssed him off, so he just said something to pïss you off too. I know you know he didn't mean it so don't be so petty.
Hoseok chuckles, he'd forgotten a little how petty Taehyung could be when he wanted to be.
Taehyung
I know, you're forgetting I had a pregnant best friend who'd come for me every 2 days...it's just...them being pregnant doesn't make what they say hurt less.
Hoseok gets it, just because Yoongi didn't mean didn't mean that it wasn't true because it was. Taehyung had no relation to the baby, but that didn't mean anything, honestly. At least not to Hoseok, and he knew not to Yoongi either.
They slip into a comfortable silence and Hoseok feels like maybe Taehyung wasn't angry with him anymore, or at least not as angry as he was but he's glad.
Yoongi
Hey hyung! I know you're on that trip with Namjoon but I have an important question.
Yoongi
Is it a problem if I'm throwing food up, every time I eat?
Yoongi
😆 it's not a big deal, right?
It had been a few minutes since he'd sent those message to Seokjin but still, they were unread and the food before him was getting cold but he was just too nervous to eat it.
But did he have a choice? No. The baby needed it, so he sighs heavily before he picks up the sandwich, and he takes a bite, and he eats it slowly. Perhaps, he eats too fast and that was why he kept throwing up.
Yoongi ate the entire thing, and it took him at least 20 minutes to finish it.
Usually, the food would take only just 5 or so minutes to come right back up so when Yoongi sees that it's been well over 10 minutes and still he hasn't felt nauseous he smiled brightly feeling so happy and relieved.
He picks up his phone to tell seokjin to forget he asked but then he feels it, the discomfort and the lump in his throat and he knew. It was coming up
He drops the phone before he runs to the room as quickly as he could, he would have went to the other bathroom on the outside of the room if he hadn't thought that that was where Hoseok and Taehyung had been, but he was in for a shock when he burst into the bathroom and before him stood both of them drying their ***** bodies but he can't stop to admire them as he bends over to toilet, emptying his insides.
Hoseok and Taehyung rush to his side, rubbing a hand over his back as he hurled everything his stomach up.
Taehyung
You're fine. you're fine.
Taehyung reassure as he moves Yoongi's outgrown hair out of his face.
Yoongi sits up after he's finished and he starts crying and shaking his head frantically.
The older struggles as he tried to speak.
Yoongi
I think something's wrong...
Yoongi lets out and he breaks down at that, and Taehyung pulls him into a hug as he sobbed uncontrollably.
Taehyung
There's nothing wrong with the baby and if there is, then we'll find a way to fix it, okay?
Taehyung tries and he manages to calm Yoongi down a bit.
Hoseok
Should we go to the hospital now.
Taehyung
I think it's better to go to the clinic since they're already familiar with us
Hoseok
But we'll have to make an appointment for tomorrow, it's about to rain and you just can't afford to get sick right now.
And both Yoongi and Taehyung nods.
Yoongi sits up and he looks at Hoseok before he looks to Taehyung and a gasp leaves his mouth at the realization that they were *****. He quickly jumps to his feet whispering an apology before he runs out of the room, a little flustered and Hoseok smiles before he sighs.
Taehyung
The baby's gonna be fine.
Hoseok
What about Yoongi? what if-
Taehyung
He's gonna be fine, Hoseok.
Hoseok nods and he quickly wipes his eyes, he guesses losing his dad has made him fearful of losing anyone else. He doesn't want to do it again.
Hoseok stands to his feet and Taehyung throws him his towel before he exits the room, waiting for Hoseok to follow him.
Hoseok
Do you want to try eating something else?
Yoongi shakes his head, it made no sense if he'd just barf it up in the end. He just wants to hurry and go to bed, so he could get to bed so that he could go to the clinic and see what was going on.
Hoseok
Okay, then at least drink this.
Hoseok passes him a glass of water which Yoongi takes, and he takes a few sips before he puts the cup down, and he turns when he hears Taehyung still shouting in the living room. Clearly frustrated.
He had gotten a call from Mirae, at least 30 minutes ago, and they've been arguing since.
Yoongi
Do you think it's serious?
Hoseok
Yeah, I mean he doesn't usually argue with her so. It has to be bad.
Hoseok sighs before he leans up from the counter of the kitchen and he makes his way to the living room, with Yoongi following behind him.
Taehyung was clearly by whatever Mirae was saying to him and the conversation didn't seem to be going anywhere.
Taehyung
It's not a big deal. Why would you want to be there anyway?
Mirae
Because, I'm supposed to be his wife. What do you think the public are gonna think about me when they found out you went to his dad's funeral and not me?
Taehyung
I still don't get why you're upset.
Mirae
He won't answer my calls, won't see me or text me back. We are in an agreement, and he's not being compliant so yes, I'm fücking upset.
Taehyung
Why do you care so much about the fake relationship?
Mirae
It's not a fake relationship Taehyung, we're in an arranged marriage. It's different.
Taehyung sighs before he hangs up the phone, and he closes his eyes before he plops himself into the couch, running a hand over his face.
He loves his sister but shït, she was a pain in the åss.
Taehyung
Why aren't you talking to Mirae?
Hoseok
Is that why you guys argued?
Hoseok asks and he sits in between Taehyung and Yoongi, who had been seated for a while now.
Taehyung nods, turning his body more to face Hoseok, still waiting on an answer to his first question.
Hoseok
Well, she... I don't think she thinks our relationship is fake and I... I don't want to play in that game anymore.
Hoseok
I hate going online and seeing people talk about me and her as if we're this perfect couple and I hate seeing all the articles about us. It... it's all fake.
Hoseok
but she feeds it to them so well, almost like she believes it's real and it scared me so I... I stopped contacting her for a while now.
Yoongi stays silent, he doesn't know what to say when it came to the marriage and Mirae. He had always kept his mouth shut when they spoke about this like that because he doesn't think he has the right.
Taehyung
So, you think she likes you?
Taehyung asks, a little confused and when Hoseok nods he laughs.
Taehyung
My sister doesn't like you Hoseok, she knows that we're together so why would she like you.
Taehyung
She wouldn't do that.
Hoseok sighs and shakes his head before he lays back onto the couch. Taehyung was as stubborn as one could get. He wouldn't believe Hoseok until he saw it with his own eyes and it was so annoying but still one of his best qualities.
Sensing that things were getting a little heated, Yoongi intervenes.
Yoongi
Your hickeys are pretty.
He pipes up, earning equally weird looks from both of them before Hoseok, put a hand under his neck and he realizes he never really looked at them when he came out of the shower.
Yoongi
How are you gonna go out in public looking like that?
Hoseok
There's a little thing called make-up.
Taehyung
And trust me, he knows all about it.
Taehyung
Have you never had to hide hickeys before?
Yoongi gulps, and he looks away, seemingly a little uncomfortable, and it makes Taehyung a little curious.
Taehyung
Can I ask you something really personal?
Yoongi looks back at the other, his head cocked before he nods.
Taehyung
Why do you always get so tensed up when we talk about sëx?
Yoongi gulps again and he laughs nervously before he shakes his head.
Hoseok
He's right. Your demeanor changes, almost like you're uncomfortable.
Taehyung
Is that it, are you uncomfortable?
Yoongi shakes head and he sighs, blowing breath. Were they paying that much attention him that they noticed those little things too?
Probably not, he doesn't want them to be weirded out.
He let out and he fiddles his finger a little and Hoseok sees this before he takes Yoongi's fingers in his hand, stopping him from his nervous ticks.
Taehyung
It doesn't seem like nothing.
Taehyung chimes and they earn yet another sigh from Yoongi before Hoseok speaks again.
Hoseok
You don't have to talk about it if you don't want to. We'll understand.
Hoseok speaks with a smile and he squeezes Yoongi's fingers in his and Yoongi thinks about it.
He told them he was pregnant as a teen, and neither of them made him feel bad, told them about how he'd dreamt of being a musician and they made him feel comfortable with that dream so why would they judge him for this.
Yoongi sighs before he pulls both his legs up from the floor, to make himself more comfortable.
Yoongi
You guys know I'm from daegu, right?
Yoongi
Do you remember a couple months ago when I told you guys I was going back to Daegu?
Yoongi
You asked me if I'd be happy going back there and I said yes.
Yoongi looks down a bit before he straightens himself.
Yoongi
I... I came to Seoul because I hated the life I lived in Daegu.
Yoongi
I never felt safe there...
Yoongi
at least, not after I turned 14.
Taehyung
Did something happen?
Yoongi looks away and he nods, blinking his tears away. Watching Yoongi getting so teary while talking about this had Hoseok and Taehyung feeling a little shakey. Was whatever happened really that bad? They really hope not
Yoongi
I... I was going home from school, a little later than usual because my teacher recommended that I tutor some kids who were falling behind and by the time I was finished it was getting dark.
Yoongi
I didn't have any money to take buses, so I... I always walked home.
Yoongi
I was on my way, I hurried because I knew I was late, and I didn't want to get in trouble with mom but on... on my way, there was this guy.
Yoongi
He... seemed sketchy, but I paid him no mind. I was too naive to.
Hearing that, Hoseok feels his eyes water at that. He knew exactly where this story was going and Taehyung too, he remembers moments where he'd spoken to Yoongi and the older would say he experienced bad things in Daegu. He guesses this was one of those things.
Yoongi
He started following me and when I notice, he told me to follow him so I... *voice crack* I ran.
Yoongi
I ran as fast as I could but I wasn't fast enough...
Tears roll down Yoongi face and he doesn't bother to wipe them away, he just looks at his hands in laps for a few seconds before he breathes heavily and he continues.
Yoongi
He caught me and pinned me against the dirty ground and just like that he...he took my virginity...
Yoongi
I... I begged him to let me go but he... he was entitled to my body so I had no say in what he could and couldn't do.
Taehyung
Don't say it like that...
Taehyung's voice crack and it makes Yoongi looks up and it takes him off guard to see that both of them had been crying. It makes him cry more because he doesn't want them to cry like this because of him.
Yoongi
He did what he wanted with me and then he let me go and I went home. *gulps*
Hoseok
What did your mom do? Did she call the cops?
Yoongi
I... didn't tell her.
Yoongi doesn't look up, and maybe it was best that he didn't because Hoseok and Taehyung were practically breaking at the mention of these stories. What did they mean?
Yoongi
Calling the cops would be a waste of time.
Taehyung
How? They couldve found that guy and put him behind bars or something.
Yoongi chuckles a little at their ignorance.
Yoongi
It's not that simple...
Yoongi
There are no laws in Daegu that govern omegas. The laws are set up in a way that only benefits alphas. So he raped me, but the court system would see it as, he had sex with me. Consent doesn't matter.
Yoongi
In Daegu, I'm just a pretty sëx toy.
Hoseok shakes his head at that.
Taehyung
Don't say that, don't call yourself that, please.
Yoongi
My body has been used from 14 to 25...
Yoongi
that's more than 10 years and...
Yoongi
what other word can you use other than sëx toy.
Yoongi
I wasn't safe anywhere. I couldn't even go to school without being held down.
Yoongi
My teachers and even people who I thought were my friends. They just...wanted my body.
Yoongi
Even when I was pregnant they still...didn't care. They...used me like I was just an object and they...
Yoongi
they did it in my own house...in front...in front of my mom and...my br...brother and my sister and they...they had to watch me...be used...
At this point, Yoongi was hyperventilating. He had just been staring at nothing like he'd been seeing something no one else could.
Hoseok grabs the older pulling him into a hug and Yoongi lets himself be hugged in Hoseok's arms, and soon he feels Taehyung behind him, and he could tell he was sobbing. Really sobbing, like he'd heard of someone's death, and it made him feel awful. Maybe he should've kept this to himself.
Hoseok pulls away after Yoongi seemingly calmed down nd he seemed to still be crying which made Yoongi feel worse.
Hoseok
I... When we...had sex did... did you... was it like them?
Hoseok asks, and Yoongi hates the way the other seemed like he was hanging on by a thread and only one answer could save him.
Yoongi
I... don't remember everything but I... I remember that I kept begging you... even during my heats I've never begged anyone because I always still have some amount of independence in my thoughts. I didn't see you as a threat.
Yoongi
You're the only person who's ever had sex with me and not treat me like an object so...thank you.
Yoongi lets himself fall back into Hoseok chest, and he hears a sigh of relief and content leave Hoseok before Taehyung speaks, kissing the back of his neck.
Taehyung
Did your mom try to stop it?
Taehyung asks and Yoongi closes his eyes. He doesn't know how he's explain this without having his mom look like an åsshole
Yoongi
At first, I didn't tell her because I knew she was stressed with work and my siblings, so I kept it to myself, but then she found out, and she cried after, blaming herself, and she felt bad but then after that she just pretended as if nothing happened.
Yoongi
And when she saw it happen with her own eyes, she just started treating me differently, and I know I should hate her, but I think she sees herself in me.
Yoongi
She blames herself for what's happened me and instead of acknowledging that she failed, she just carried on as if it didn't happen and treating me the way she did was her way of dealing with the stress it caused her, so I never complained.
Taehyung sighs and Yoongi could tell he was angry, even more so than he usually was.
Yoongi
I was going to go back, but I didn't want to. It scared me to death, thinking I had to, so when...when you said you loved me I didn't need any other reason to stay, and I did.
Yoongi
And I know it's selfish of me because even though I send them money every month, they could be getting hurt by those awful alphas and I...
Yoongi
It scares me to go back and witness it all again. I didn't realize how unsafe I felt there until I came here.
He feels them hug him tighter as he cries, telling him it's okay.
Hoseok
Your family are fine Yoongi, we can go get them whenever you want. There are enough rooms here to hold them all, we can even go tomorrow if you want.
Yoongi questioned lowly, his voice a peep scared it was just some sick joke.
Hoseok
I would do anything for you, Yoongi.
Yoongi starts crying again in their arms. He's so overwhelmed by that statement. Anything? Would he really? He sighs burying his face in Hoseok's chest while Taehyung's hand caressed his stomach. He felt...like he'd be alright.
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🦋 bliss 🦋
I'm crying I'm seriously crying 😭😭
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Max💫
I... 🥺🥺🥺🥺 why should they be like that...
2023-12-24
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Max💫
Tell them what... Gosh I'm curious too
2023-12-24
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