Everything I Wish You Never Know
Sunset
Eucia
Anyway, disclaimer !!
1. The character visualization is not my art, all of them are sourced from Pinterest, and belongs to their own respectful artist (some are AI but yeah).
2. The following story depicts trauma and sensitive topics such as All kinds of abuse, Non-Con, Degrading, Mind Breaking, use of inappropriate words or phrases. I strongly advise for people under the age of 18: DO NOT read this shit.
3. The Idea, Plot, Storyline, and Characters belonged and originated from me. Do not copy my work pls I literally do this as a hobby (bahan gabutan)
Eucia
Further notice will be warned on the upcoming chapters. Again this is just some messed up story in my head after watching a couple drug dealing movie haha. Anyway, Enjoy (you have been warned!)
Back then, everything used to be alright.
Younger Liam
Hop on! I have something to show you.
Younger Liam
You'll love it.
But back then, i had you.
Younger Ilya
What is this..
Younger Liam
I know you're going to say "Oh great. All that miles just to get here?"
Younger Liam
I know it's far from school, but hey!
Younger Liam
I tell you something. When the clock strikes at 6, You'll see what i mean.
Younger Liam
Good guess, pretty boy.
Younger Liam
Come, sit here with me.
And i have always hated sunset.
Morning, day, and night.
Everything will always stay the same no matter how much i suffered.
As long as you're here, i can bare with everything.
Younger Liam
It's starting.
Younger Liam
I know you don't like sunsets.
Younger Liam
I don't think you like anything in particular.
Younger Liam
So tell me. What do you like?
Younger Ilya
...I don't know.
Younger Liam
In the same scenario, if someone asks me about what i like, i would never hesitate to tell them.
Younger Liam
I wouldn't even stutter.
Younger Ilya
What do you like, Liam?
Younger Liam
*Looks straight to Ilya*
Younger Liam
Can't you tell?
But maybe i was blind. Perhaps, too careless.
I held your hands, took your words seriously.
The sun sets, and so is my heart.
Younger Liam
We're not a child anymore.
Younger Liam
We have a lot of things to do, responsibilities to mind.
Younger Liam
Then we will be busy, with life and work i mean.
Younger Liam
And times like these will be the times i'd look back to everytime.
Younger Liam
*Tightens his grip on Ilya's hands*
Younger Ilya
*glances towards liam*
Younger Liam
I want everything to stay like this.
Younger Ilya
That's silly.
Younger Liam
But i have you.
Younger Liam
If that's not the silliest thing ever, then staying like this forever wouldn't sound as bad.
Younger Ilya
Why would you think so?
Younger Liam
Sometimes i feel like i don't deserve you.
Younger Liam
You're so pretty, even more when you smile, or when you're mad.
Younger Liam
And smart too, like really smart it gets me annoyed at times.
Younger Liam
*Leaned his head on Ilya's shoulders*
Younger Liam
And you're so cute, when you're focusing on something.
Younger Liam
It's like you're on your own world.
Younger Liam
Oh yeah. You're so kind too.
Younger Liam
Like do you remember that time someone tried to harass Natya back in the hallway?
Younger Liam
You kicked him really good in the nuts.
Younger Ilya
Oh please, forget that one.
Younger Liam
Natya was laughing.
Younger Liam
And i were stunned because i didn't expect that, coming from you.
Younger Liam
Malice doesn't suit you.
Younger Liam
But i guess it does now..
Younger Ilya
Anything else?
Younger Liam
I made a list of every single "Why i wish to stay young with Ilya forever" but it's too cheesy to even mention.
Younger Ilya
Is me being an omega a part of it?
Younger Liam
I didn't even consider that as one.
Younger Liam
Even if the situation's reversed and you're the alpha, i don't think anything will change.
Younger Liam
Maybe, a little.
Younger Liam
...Actually, i don't know.
Younger Liam
It doesn't even cross my mind, at all.
Younger Ilya
Understandable, coming from you.
Younger Liam
Hey now, don't diss me.
Looking at myself from your perspective.
Perhaps i was too young when despair held me on my neck.
So i believed you and lied to myself.
That i wasn't dirty, that i was naive and innocent. Just like what you think i am.
And i get too scared to say that i love you, knowing it's not actually me that you think of.
Younger Liam
If anything, i maybe the luckiest person to ever live.
Younger Liam
I don't even know how you've came to like me.
Younger Liam
I have everything when i have you.
Younger Liam
Aww, Ilya's not liking the romantic cheesy lines?
Younger Ilya
It's embarassing.
Younger Liam
I'll say it over and over again.
Younger Liam
I love you, Ilya.
Younger Liam
Like, so much
Younger Liam
Like the whole universe kind of much
Younger Liam
Even if you won't say it back.
Younger Liam
I'll keep telling you how much i want to be someone you could come back to.
Younger Liam
I want to be the first person you call if anything ever happened.
Younger Liam
I want to be yours, even if you never asked me to.
There's just so much that i want to tell you.
But my mouth went silent.
Every word i wanted to say, started to feel strange. What was i supposed to say? Everything.
But what is 'Everything'?
Younger Liam
I love you, Ilya. And i'll never get tired of saying it.
Younger Ilya
Then say it again.
Younger Ilya
One more time.
Younger Liam
I love you, Ilya.
Younger Liam
I love you, okay?
Right. That's everything that mattered.
I love you. Isn't it so hard to say?
Just like you who wouldn't get tired of saying it, i would never get tired of hearing it from you.
I love you, Liam. And one day, i hope that im able to say it back.
As the sun sets, i have your head leaned on my shoulder. Your hands locked in grip, and your eyes glancing over mine.
I understood, Liam. I understood why you've always wanted to stay young forever.
Younger Liam
The sunset is beautiful, isn't it?
Younger Ilya
No, not really. Not now, ever.
Younger Liam
I know. I don't think so either. Everything pales in comparison to you.
Younger Ilya
I like the sunrise better.
Younger Liam
It's the same with me. Though, i like you better than anything.
Younger Liam
So stay, will you?
Younger Liam
Don't go, don't leave.
Younger Liam
We'll watch the sunset over and over again, until you get tired of it.
Younger Liam
You'll always have me.
When i realised, you've became the biggest part of my heart.
Nothing could ever hurt me more than losing you.
So i left, and i left my everything behind.
- Character Introduction -
Younger Liam
William Kievel
A late bloomer Alpha.
16 (Current Age)
He looks dead serious most of the time but is actually a die hard fan of dad jokes and cheesy pick-up lines.
Younger Ilya
Illyich Kavya (Ilya)
An early bloomer Omega.
16 (Current Age)
Looks uninterested and is actually uninterested. The only thing he likes is Liam, Natya, And chemistry.
Younger Natya
Yves Lithyanova Natya
An early bloomer Alpha
16 (Current Age)
Used to have a younger sister, so she treats everyone as her younger sibling. Is a great mother figure and caretaker.
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