Everything I Wish You Never Know
Leaving
For me, everything went by like a blink of an eye.
The scent of summer, or your hands in mine. Wondering if i could ever, spend the rest of my time with you.
I told you everything. Even the smallest, most insignificant talks.
I tried to let you know how much you mean for me.
Everything i did that summer, Ilya. I did it all for you.
I wished that you would do the same for me too.
Younger Liam
Ilya, at least.. Tell me why.
I found you in everything.
And as cruel as it sounds, i wished that you would find me in everything too.
Ilya, i can't ever bring myself to hate you. No matter how cruel, no matter how bad you treated me.
Younger Liam
I don't know when i'll get to see you again.
Younger Liam
Im sorry if i did anything that leads up to this. Im sorry if i hurt you. Im sorry about everything.
Younger Liam
Please say it back.
Younger Liam
Just this once. At least let me know how you felt all this time. At least let me know that i wasn't the only one hoping for us.
Younger Ilya
You'll find someone better.
Younger Liam
Not that, Ilya.
I wasn't hurt about what you said.
I take it all up and leave it to die in my heart.
But what hurts me most is myself.
Ilya, you were everything to me. But it seems like that wasn't the case for you.
I hated myself for not being able to lend you a helping hand.
I hated myself for how it ended.
Younger Liam
If you ever changed your mind..
Younger Liam
Im always at the field. At the other side of the school. The same place where we use to watch sunset together.
Younger Liam
You'll always find me.
Younger Liam
You'll always have someone to return to.
Younger Ilya
Don't, Liam. Don't wait for me.
Younger Ilya
Don't feel the same way like you do.
Ilya. Your eyes are so beautiful. You'd always look at me in the eyes when you're sincere about something.
So why were you looking at the other way?
Younger Liam
As long as you'd like.
Younger Liam
As long as you need.
Younger Liam
It's not up to you.
When you feel like it, Ilya.
You can always knock on my door. I'll be waiting, anytime.
Because you owe me something.
The truth that you weren't able to say before.
I want to hear it. Straight from you, eye to eye with my hands holding yours.
And after that, I'll leave. Because that's all i needed to hear.
Younger Ilya
What if it's not me who came back?
Younger Ilya
What if i changed, Liam?
Younger Ilya
What if im not someone you're waiting for?
Younger Liam
Then come back.
Younger Liam
Even if you changed your name, or changed your mind.
Younger Liam
I'll always know you.
Until you decided to knock on my door, I'll be waiting. Even if it took forever, Ilya.
You'll always have a place to come back to.
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