EP3 LIFE IS

Love , how does it feel when someone loves you.

Have you ever asked yourself? That how it feels to be loved?

You thought of asking yourself because.....Because you are hurt.

you're hurting and you don't know why?....why do you have to get hurt.

When you are thinking of where you went wrong , to get hurt like that.

You've already done everything but....but it's still not enough , it won't be enough even if you worked so hard for everything...

if it's still not enough, in the end you're still a loser.

Why are we having a hard time? even though everything looks good for others , because they see us happy like there is no problem so they say you can handle all your problem.

They don't know how much you want to give up , but you can do it because you are waiting for the hope that one day everything will change.

No matter what you do give up , if it's not your time you can overcome everything.

Because when your time comes , you won't have a hard time because you will just close eyes and your heart will slowly stop beating and when it happens , will you feel peace.

How happy was your life in this world.

Can you ever imagine how unfair the world is?

Why is it so unfair?

Because maybe you've experienced all the hardships in the world? that's why you said that the world is unfair.

Maybe that's why you are saying it because you are experiencing it , that's why there's nothing you can do because even if you run away from suffering , it will be harder if you always run away from everything.

it's normal to be sad to feel the sadness in life.

because you are trying to be happy but you can't be happy.

Why is it? because your heart doesn't feel peace around you.

you don't try to be happy,

because if you do you're afraid of what might happen in return.

even though you know you will still be sad , even if you never experienced being happy.

that's why some people even though they are hurt , they still continue to be happy.

because you never know when you're gonna be sad or hurt.

That's why even though they are having a hard time in life , they chose to be happy , they chose that because that's what their heart desires.

But when my heart desires,

Destiny doesn't like it because destiny becomes more elusive for me.

Daisy just wants to be loved.

I don't know how to release the pain I feel from my family, I don't know where to start, sometimes I just want to end my life.

" I'm tired!... (lay down) i was the only stupid one in my family!... B-but that's not my FAULT!!... I..... WAS.... I WAS JUST BORN A LITTLE DUMB!..and thinking my parents reaction to see me in this world..

argh!!(How happy too see me)

sometimes I thought how happy my family was to see me. and why all of a sudden everything changed they don't love me the way they made me feel when I was a baby.

It's just sad to think that why a parent's love for a child has to be lost, just because the child can't properly do what his parents want for me.

He hit me because I didn't get good grades , not intelligent like my cousin ! my siblings , He looked down on me because i couldn't understand properly!

He locked me up for causing trouble...

You know!!... I mean....I'm also his daughter! But he treated me like i was invisible..I just wanted his all attention, i want to see my hardworking , how i am grateful.

I want Love , please stop comparing me! stop yelling me and say painful words!

I'm still little dumb that i need a support and love.

Even if i wanted to... I know that i will never be able to feel what it feels like to love and care for you.

everything will be more difficult . when will the suffering of life end?

Is the ending of my life going to be like a fairytale, that when we are able to be happy. will we consider our last moment to be a fairytale?

Because the fairytale is full of love , the fairytale will make you happier , no one will hurt you , you won't feel pain and sadness , in the fairytale you can feel the life you dreamed of.

Until when will i be hurt like this?

when will the day that my suffering will end?,

NO MATTER WHAT I DO IF I HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH THE SITUATION I AM IN , I WILL KEEP ASKING FOR HELP AND WAIT FOR THE DAY THAT MY SYMBOL WILL COME AND SOMEONE WILL BE READY TO HELP ME.

LET'S CHOOSE TO BE HAPPY EVEN IF IT HURTS.

I ASPIRE TO HAVE A HAPPY LIFE AND FEEL PEACE.

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