Deepest Pit Of Mind: Silent Battle
I Survived The First Attempt
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I almost did it but I hesitated
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I thought of overdosing myself
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All the what ifs started to pop in my mind.
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What if I died? I'm sure that my mom will be sad and she might be depressed because this wasn't her first time to loose a child...
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And I remembered what she told me that it was hard to burry her own son in the grave.
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And I know that kind of feeling because he is my sibling...
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I remembered my younger brother
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All the memories with him started to flashback
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I remembered I told him that whenever he recovered to his disease (Hydrocephalus and Sepsis) I'll bring him to an amusement park.
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All the courage I had started to fade a little by little.
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Because I promised him...
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To take care of our parents when they got old.
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To become successful one day
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And the last thing is to help the other kids who have hydrocephalus.
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I put down the bottle of medicine I'm holding.
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And that was the time I survived my suicidal attempt.
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I was saved by my younger brother.
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