Deepest Pit Of Mind: Silent Battle
First Experience
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I am an honor student and I graduated salutatorian in my elementary days.
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But on my first year I didn't became an honor student.
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It made me sad for a whole week.
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And at the end of the school year, I wasn't recognized at all.
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At that time, I didn't know how to tell my parents about it because I know they'll be disappointed.
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They were used of being recognized too due to my achievements.
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And when the recognition day came, the mother of our valedictorian in our elementary days posted her daughter's award.
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I didn't expected their reaction.
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I thought it was already fine with them but I was wrong.
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My father even compared me to her and he admitted that he was jealous. And that made me really sad.
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What my father said to me planted on my mind.
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I pressured myself too to become an honor student so that my parents won't be upset because of me.
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I tried my very best.
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I even went to a point wherein I'm too tired of everything.
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I'm just crying with no reasons at all.
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It's just I can't take it anymore.
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And my tears fell on their own.
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I told my friends about what I feel and it seems like they don't care at all.
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At the same time, my younger brother passed away.
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