Side story Point of view of the past: Skylar

I’m feeling overwhelmed everything is too much I can’t do anything anymore I can’t study anything. Even my hair is too fucking damaged I am too **** fat, my period has fucking stopped. Everything is fucked up here I’m trying to study, pushing myself every single day to pass that fucking exam. I don’t know how much should I read those papers till they are stuck in my head. Everything pisses me off, just like how those two guys talk and the way Lydia is trying to pick a fight with one of them.

“I'm going for a smoke,” she said she toke her lighter and the cigarettes and left.

“She is smoking too much.” I took my laptop and went out for a fresh breath. I sit down at the vending machine. I opened a new word sheet and I type in some of my thoughts that according to my therapist can make me feel a bit better.

“23 October 2017

Hi my diary of a weird me.

I think that I might have a crush on someone. That tall man with deep blue eyes that are covered with thick glasses, soft touch, and white skin that everyone can think Is a vampire. He is so handsome his face was nice shaved showing every part of his handsome face.” By writing, I released that I liked him more than I thought. It isn't just a simple crush anymore.

“The times we had met I never felt so easygoing to let a man grab me by the waist and lift my leg on his lap to change my high heels to cozy shoes that were brand-new.

An explanation of why he grabbed me on my waist. Here we go I was wearing high heels on my first day of college. I had a meeting with my sister's husband's family, I mean my family not only me and they, so anyway I as a cozy girl would never wear that but according to my mom, I should look more like a lady. In my 19th almost 20th years of living, I never thought I wasn't a lady, so anywhere I thought no we are not arguing what should be so I just listen to her a go one, and there I was with a dress that sues me so well but it was shoving so much of me. A different girl was there in the mirror. And on my way being late on the first day and trying to run in my high heels, I almost fell on him so he grabbed me on the waist. After that, he gives me a good look. “Sorry I had a busy day and now I'm rushing to class.” I don't know why I explain it to him but here I'm.

“So I guess this is your first day here, wait for me.” I was staying there like a fool, not like that girl in that movie who does what everyone says, I was staying in the same position when he left me just like that girl in the movie, and NOT I wasn't rushing to class. He went a picket something I guess for his car, a box it seems, and gives to me.

“Hold this for me.” he put my arm up and left the box on my left arm and he put my foot on his leg and remove my high heels and he looked at me. “Can you open the box and give me the shoes.” I kept looking at his eyes that deep blue eyes and then I returned to his words.

“Oh yeah but what exactly are you doing?”I gave him the right shoes and he put them on me and then the left.

“I'm just changing those for you so you can be comfier.” He stands up and put my heels on the box and gave it to me.

“Before you wonder why I have those I bought them for my spoiler sister and I thought right now your mind needs them more.” Yeah, I was going to ask him that. Which man has a perfect size of comfy shoes on his car to give a stranger/ me?

“I guess they fit you well, so funny that you both have the same size. “They aren't hurting your feet, are they?”

“Not at all thank you If I meet you again I make sure to repay you now I need really to go or I might be late.” he smiled to brighten at me.

“If you keep showing up with time for the class you always have to wait cause they never start at that time is always something that makes them late if they’re on time the subject is really hard and your sweat is going to be drunk by them. Oh and make sure to be ready 'cause you're going to have a really hard time here.” he left after that and I rushed to class with clothes that were eating me but I had very comfortable shoes and my feet weren't hurting anymore and I can walk in my full speed now. He was right professor showed up in every class late for about 5 to 20 minutes. So I went to a closer shopping mall near campus and bought a pair of jeans and a T-shirt.

After that day I never saw him I was busy with college and the new work that I got so I never had time to look at him. But I think I found out that he is in med school and his name was Rowan Hale I looked at his SNS BUT could find anything he has a private so I continue with work and college. I think I have seen a similar person like him but not I had the opportunity to see him again.”

I lift my head and saw the two boys that were in front of us and the other boy with a bit darker skin and brown eyes, he never could keep his mouth shut up so it was his friend I guess that always make him leave or he will leave after Lydia will beat his *** off. It was strange how I was laughing at this point. I didn't think of myself as miserable had that made me a bit cheerful. I nearly was closing my eyes for a good nap but I heard Lydia with her voice calling that man. Rowan, she said I guess so I opened my eyes wide.

“So he is Rowan, he has been in my sight all this time.”

I got up when I heard Lydia's steps and went inside for some learning time if I can.

When we got inside he was in his place facing us but he was doing something on his laptop and his table and he looked so busy. So the rumors about him were true. A freak that is good in hard medical subjects and he only attends class if he has a presentation to do and makes the professor look like a fool. That is the reason why they feel better if he isn't in class and not like us whose professors will make our life miserable if we don't show up. Do he remembers me at all? I guess not.

Thanks for the information that I found the mysterious Rowan Hale made me good progress in learning those 4 hours I guess.

“Should we go is getting darker my father will be off work soon and he said that is going to send us home,” Lydia said as she put her hand on my shoulder.

“Yes let's go.” when we were packing our stuff I saw him going too. So I rushed to catch him but I forgot that I was with Lydia so I keep my rhythm and keep everything how they were before. Outside the library, I saw a girl running to his arms, he lifted he and tied her shoe, and then I don't know what happened cause I was pissed and kept walking faster

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