Prologue

I never thought that this would happen, that she would do that, I never thought that she would leave me behind, crying so hard. Why is this happening to me? First my parents then now my wife! Is this a kind of joke? If it is, then stop this already because it’s not funny at all. What did I do wrong to suffer this much? I love her so much; I did love her more than I love my life. She promised me that she won’t leave me, that she will always be at by my side. But now what! She already leaved me, the worst she leaved me with those damn last words of her. Why, why she’s saying sorry to me, that she’s not the right girl that suits to me, that she don’t deserve my love for her, and I deserve someone better than her. Why she catch those bullets and sacrifice her life for me to live? I don’t understand! is she hiding something from me? Damn it! I’ve been loyal and truthful to her, that I told everything about me, about my life to her, even what happen 15 years ago. Gosh I’m mad, so mad but not to her because I love her so much, everything about her, even her flaws, I love her so much. I’m mad, very mad to myself of being so weak, of being careless that I didn’t notice what she’s thinking and what she feels already. I’m mad to myself that I didn’t do something to protect her, to keep her away from danger and to save her from those bullets. What kind of husband I am? What kind of man I am that I can’t even protect my wife. Plsss... take my life instead and make her live....I'm begging you plsss...PLSSSS!!!!! TAKE ME!!! TAKE MY LIFE!!! I DON'T CARE HOW OR HOW PAINFUL IT IS JUST... just take my life instead of her plsss... I'm begging you.

................Rain drops..............drops.............drops...............

(Rv: Love I'll always be with you) Liar, you leave me.

(Rv: I'll always love you) No you don't cause if you do, you'll be with me right now.

(Rv: It is just a dream) You always say that but look what happened, you died. How could you be always so carefree? Have you ever concider what would I feel if you left me? Did you really loved me? No! what am I thinking, stop it Bry stop it, she does and always love you okay? what the heck! Raven I'm sorry I didn't mean to doubt your love, I'm sorry plss forgive me love forgive me.

(Rv: Wake up Bry! Wake up) I'm really sorry, it's not your fault it is my fault

(Rv: Bryan Wake up your having a bad dream) No...don't Raven plss...no..

(Rv: WAKE UP! LOVE) plss don't leave me.

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