Episode 18: Four years, warm and cold alone(1)

 Not knowing whether it was her or suspicion, but starting from the moment she stepped out of Ta Ngan, Tô Vân Cẩm felt that a silver-gray Volvo wearing a strange number plate always clung to the back of her car. Until she turned from the Luc Lo lane, the car was still far away near her tail. Tô Tô Cẩm tried to speed up but still couldn't escape. Very hard to drive the car to the parking area in her area, through the gate of the security guards, looking in the rearview mirror no longer see the toothpick of the other car, her insecurity gradually faded away. doubting yourself the soul crushed divinity.

 Although the road from the garage to the elevator gate was not far away, the light was so luxurious, but she heard her footsteps alone echoing in the middle of the spacious parking lot, her heart also pounding hurriedly, only walking. faster.

 Just as she was approaching the elevator door, a black shadow jumped out from the corner and blocked her. Her heart was already in disarray and panicked, now she was so afraid that she would cry out.

 "Yun Jin, what's wrong with you?" Hearing a familiar voice, she regained her breath, let out a deep breath, "Chi Hang, what are you doing here, scared me to the heart:

 Tu Chi Hang stood in front of the elevator door in the parking lot, saying: "I have waited for you for a long time, did my phone run out of battery or what? Did she come looking for me? ”.

 Tô Tô Cẩm opened her bag and looked at the phone, "Not wrong".

 “I'm sorry, Yun Jin, she quarreled with me for a while, I don't know where she got out of my room's phone number, called here and someone told my group to go to Ta Ngan. and someone's cellphone number in my room. Did she do nothing to harm you? ”Xu Zhiang caressed her hair lovingly.

 Su Yun Jin coldly removed his hand, "She can't do anything to harm you." Chi Hằng, is that we hurt her ".

 From Chi Chi Hang's face, there was a troubled expression, saying, "Yun Jin, don't show this attitude to me." I remember what you said, if you just open my mouth, I'll leave her ”.

 “There is no need for that. I appreciate that you have been with me during that time, the consolations and the joy that you have brought, I remember. But now that my wife has come here, she still loves me so much, I don't need to give up on this marriage. ”

 "But have you ever asked me who I love?" Xu Chi Hang was always cold and assertive, showing contradiction.

 "Isn't it already scheduled, the two of us will be happy", Su Yun Jin softened his voice.

 “What if you said no?” He seemed to have regained his hard-boiled identity in the marketplace.

 "I can only say I'm sorry, I'm not afraid to resign whenever I need it."

 From Chi Hang stared at her for a long time, then hugged her forehead and smiled wryly surrendered: "I won, as expected. To Van Cam makes people love and hate that you like, peace of mind, a little style hey you still, but I'm still very disappointed, in the end you still don't love me ”.

 Su Yun Jin's face suddenly changed.

 "... In the end, I still didn't love you, so I'm calmly like this ... We broke up, Yun Jin ..." For more than three years, the past that she had tried not to think about seemed to come again. more, that voice clung to her, determined not to let go. "I still don't love you in the end ..."

 Based on what you said I do not love you, based on what? Tô Vân Cẩm seemed to hear her heart sobbing.

 "Yun Jin?"

 She was suddenly dragged into the reality by Xu Chi Hang's voice, what is today? He is Xu Chi Hang, not him. No one could make her heart broken like that anymore.

 “Sorry, I drank too much tonight. Go home, she's waiting for you at home. ”

 "Are you sure with your choice?" Xu Chi Hang still held a last glimmer of hope.

 To Van Cam's smile was gentle but resolute.

 He sighed, spreading his arms wide before her, "Then the next time meeting between us is just a pure colleague relationship, it is considered a farewell."

 Tô Vân Cẩm fell into his arms, hugging the man who had brought her so much warmth and warmth in his heart that she could not help but feel bitter, “Chí Hằng, trust me, in fact I am also don't love you, give up on that person, I will regret it. We are still the best co-workers in the boat. ” She knew her heart very well, even though the mistake she made once was more than enough.

 The steam shower room, To Van Cam wetly walked out of the mirror and wiped away the mist, a To Van Cam without any cover or envelope, turned out to be just a man. she is weak. Her hand went down from the neck, stopping at the flat bottom.

 She still vividly remembered Luc Lo's eyes when she alighted from the car. She was not surprised that a believer in perfectionism like Luc Lo was so disappointed in her, in fact, even long-time friends like Mac Australia Hoa could not agree with her choice. The inner pride of one automaker, the dignity of honor was more important than anything else, yet he became the third person who interjected in the midst of one's marriage, nothing more ironic than that. again.

 But if time went back, would she make such a choice? Perhaps she would still do the same day.

 The first time she left Trinh Tranh, she had tasted the days of waking up and could only hold her phone in the palm of her hand, no matter how miserable the two people together were, in her subconscious mind. There was a strange feeling of persistence, that he would return to find her, certainly, just like how many times the past argument had passed, he was always looking for her back, until then she would. telling him a sentence she had not even time to say, but he did not return.

 The moment Tô Tô Cẩm dropped the Trinh Tranh phone down to Chau Giang stream, when she finally woke up, she and Trinh Tranh had already divided the embryos, he had completely abandoned her, would never contact. with her too. not that she had never thought that the two of them would continue to breathe together sooner or later, but he had truly let go, as if cutting off a part of her flesh and blood, the pain. maybe only tearing up the intestine to figure it out.

 He said she didn't love him, why didn't she love him?

 Three months later, as if she did not dare to look back, she was desperately lying on the hospital bed, even the worst thoughts had come to her mind. When she woke up in the middle of the night, the night nurse was negligent, and she struggled on her own trying to get a glass of water from the head of the bed. The first time didn't come, the second time gritted his teeth a little bit more. The third time, the wound broke open, she finally reached for a glass of water, sloping into her throat like rain in the midst of the drought, so that the pain of the wound was also temporarily not feeling anything.

 At that time, Mac Australia went to Shanghai to do the most foolish thing in her life; An Cu under Chuong Viet goes to France; To Yun Jin did not expect that the consequences would be so serious, even for her mother, she did not dare to reveal anything. Alone and unrelated in the hospital alone, colleagues bring news about the company about to adjust personnel. She had a feeling that she was about to lose something, so she was definitely not afraid anymore.

 At that time, the General Director From visiting her alone, she was a little surprised to find herself being favored like that. Although in the past he himself had a keen eye for recruiting her into the company, but a person in the senior leadership position of the business came to visit a poorly named employee, which was really a surprise for her. . General Director Tu had everything settled in the hospital, in the middle of the time when the company's personnel fluctuated and still guaranteed her position, after leaving office, there were only three visits to her.

 Tô Tô Cẩm is not an idiot, in this world, does anyone bring unconditional help to others? In the eyes of General Manager Xu, she gradually understood something. For a long time, she was unusually silent. Later, her mother also knew about her illness, immediately ran from her hometown, did not see Trinh Tranh, and immediately met Xu Chi Hang, she was very surprised, but did not say anything. Of course, Tô Tô Cẩm did not say anything to her, Từ Chí Hằng got married in Taiwan, after that the company sent him to Mainland China, his wife refused to come over, the couple gradually fell down. Into the scene one person.

 After being released from the hospital, thinking back to her past, she knew she had lost something forever. To be frank, Xu ZhiGang has never forced her, it's all up to her own decision. Having walked a full circle in the vicinity of life and death, she discovered that it was ridiculous how ridiculous her persistence and self-respect were that people came to the same path when there was nothing left. again, self-respect is not worth a penny. She had no right to be noble, because she had to live, moreover to live more properly, she lost love, couldn't lose even the power to continue to seek happiness. again. From Chí Hằng was the one who appeared just right now, he pulled her right on the edge of the deep pit, the grass for her to cling to before dying, she had nothing else to pay for. in response to him.

 So she became the third person in the eyes of people like that. Bye-bye other things that are not said, actually between you and Xu Zhi Gang can not be considered as exchanging. He was mature, handsome, a radiant career, thoughtful, most important of all, the tolerance and generosity of an adult man, if he met a little earlier, he would surely love. he is real. In her eyes he was not a well-to-do man of peace and quiet, but a lonely man in a foreign land. Tô Tô Cẩm is also not a person living in a vacuum, she is a flesh-and-blood man, a woman, for nearly four years, all warm and cold to taste for themselves.

 Apart from the time he was still in the hospital, Tô Tô Cẩm did not accept any other form of gifts from Từ Chí Hằng. She needed real money, but not in this way. Not at her company because she has a private relationship with Xu Chi Hang and feels reliant on her, she doesn't want anything about her unfaithful reputation, so she needs to try harder. , are not allowed to rest; Tu Chi Hang is also a principle person, he has little personal affection at work, but it can not be denied that, whether directly or indirectly, the advantages of her career for several years all have his merits in it. There are some very practical things, without Tu Chi Hang, it is impossible for To Van Cam after three months of hospitalization, facing the company's large-scale purification of personnel and still preserving it. my position; It is impossible for the patient to have the opportunity to go to professional training after the illness she refused before; how good her business planning options are, if she is an inexperienced young person, it would be hard for her to do so without her boss's affirmation; In the time of examination and promotion of personnel, facing competitors with similar conditions, Tu Chi Hang had a reason to choose someone other than her. These things she understood well, what she could do, she gritted her teeth to do better, prove to everyone that she deserves everything as she is now. In the end, she still succeeded, and in recent years, rumors about her and Tu Chi Hang were not nonexistent, but no matter whether she appeared or stealthily, no one dared to say that To Van Cam The position today is not worthy.

 Just before his wife came to Tô Tô Cẩm, she had foreseen that her relationship with Xu Zhiyun was about to end, he didn't say, but she knew he was starting to see a conflict. . He and his wife were in love with each other after all. They were school friends in college, falling in love with each other for many years to get married, after they got married, the feelings were warm, just the distance that made the two of them a little far away. Xu Zhiyun could not give up Tô Tô Cẩm, this was normal, they brought each other the most realistic warmth, but Tô Tô Cẩm understood, that she herself must be assertive. It is okay to say that you have to be blessed, to tell me to cross the bridge and to finish the game. I have to follow each other's steps.

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