Episode 2: I just want you to look at me

Each time Tô Tô Cẩm got angry at his provocation, and then he turned away silently, looking at her stiff back, and in the eyes of Chenghai, there was little disappointment. She leaned so strongly against his desk, making the lines of the auxiliary line in his Geometry exercise turn into a sharp curve, but at that moment he only noticed the hair falling to his desk. . "Last night, not brushing his head, soft hair covering his shoulders, wrapping him close to the pillow, somewhere not cute". [1] Literature was not the subject of the Painting Competition, but in his mind he just rattled up these sentences, even Trinh Tranh himself had to startle, so he was forced to say a few words to beat. What the hell.

 He laughed at her foolishly, obviously she was angry, and yet it was just like how she was busy from the past until now, kept patient, suppressed, determined not to stand the tragedy. Show pictures, you make things all over again, obviously you just expect her to say a sentence: "Can you teach me a little ...", just like how other girls look at you full wait for that.

 However, she has not said it before. He knew she wouldn't say that. The female student likes to keep her lips tight, silently like a shadow, always bowing. In fact, To Van Cam had such beautiful eyes, without that day, Trinh Trang would never discover ...

 That day, the second-year male student Cheng Zhen and Zhou Ziyang huddled in the aisle right in front of the gang to "slash the wind" together. Chu Ziyan asked, "Ah, did you choose Social Committee or Natural Committee?" The male nonchalantly answered, "I asked nonsense. girls burying their head in rice with poor students who can't struggle to choose Social Affairs ... ”. He honestly thought that, with no intention of teasing anyone. However, the moment he let go, he suddenly saw a female student with her head bowed over where they suddenly turned around a few steps away, looking straight at the direction they were standing. Her expression was very special, her face was completely red and strange, it was a graceful figure, inside the deep dark eyes, there were two torches burning, even humans became so unexpectedly vivid.

 This was the first time Cheng Cheng stared intently at a female student, so he looked at her, so much so that he just said something he couldn't remember. But her gaze didn't stop at him, she just hurriedly turned away, still looking downward.

 "Hey hey, who was that last little girl?" The boy shook Zhou Ziyan. Chu Tu Duc, bewildered, did not understand, looking at his hand and pointed: "Who? Who?" He once again turned his eyes towards the girl she just passed by, only to see the noisy male students in the next class, followed immediately by a boring school bell.

 That night, the torch in his eyes kept burning the dream of the hot Painting, he struggled back and forth, but when the fire was gradually away, he realized that he only wanted to take it. tighter, Midnight from a dream awakened, Trinh Tranh discovered that in his pants there was a bunch of wet, cool and cold clumps, the seventeen-year-old boy cursed softly, went out to wash, was extremely wild Carry.

 From that moment on, after school, Trinh Tranh stood in the hallway, starting to unconsciously look for the figure, but until the end of the second year, he still could not see her anywhere. Not that he had never thought of questioning Chu Tu Duc, who had been called a "friend of a sister", but feared that he would laugh, in the end there was no face and face. In addition, how should you describe the figure to Chu Ziyan? Does she have something special, other than her shining eyes? But how many people are there, because everyone sees that as if not, only he was shocked like this? What kind of weird field is this? It was obvious that her appearance was so ordinary, but so many girls who had passed by, who had gotten used to it, and who were strangers, could know so well that it was not her.

 It was not until the first school day after the third year committee that he discovered that he and the girl turned out to be in the same classroom. Strangely, he seemed to be in the middle of the sea looking for a boat, between so many girls in the same uniform to look for her shadow, unexpectedly now she was just a classmate right in the classroom. Besides, he didn't even have the slightest impression before that time.

 Soon, Chengcheng discovered that he had never known such a person before, and after his reunion in the second year, he could not find her for any reason. This girl always crouched into a translucent gray shadow, pursed her lips into a habit, her eyelids drooped, almost always quietly and closedly, making it very easy for people to forget the existence of her, and she did not look at the existence of others, including him. She had never appeared in the girls cheering him on the soccer field; how many times he deliberately walked over to her seat, to her hair never before because he shook one strand; sometimes he tried to patiently listen to the girls who came to "offside" and did not understand enthusiastically about football, hoping she would look at these volatile discussions once, but she had not Clown eyes.

 Cheng Zhen did not know why I was so interested in Tô Tô Cẩm to this extent, but in her heart, she always refused to pay too much attention to her, what she was, nothing more than just one of her “sisters”. country girl "came from a village like the words of Chu Tu Duc. She is bland, not so beautiful, her personality does not make people fancy, throw it on the road, then use a magnifying glass to see it. Besides him, who else discovered her distinctive features? Of course, it's best not to look out for others forever.

 A few busy male students gathered together to discuss the secret, when a boy judged the "big bowl of dinosaurs" in the class accidentally evoked: "Actually, I saw To Yun Jin but a little bit of lipstick on it a little. It looks really good, ”Trinh Tranh almost immediately jumped, fiercely countered:“ Nonsense, even beautiful makeup sows! ”.

 They all thought that he considered Su Yun Jin to be extremely itchy, in fact, he himself understood, he did not like other male students commenting about her, just like not liking things just keep yourself peeked.

 Therefore, every day in the classroom, Trinh Tranh just forced himself not to pay attention to her and to wait for her attention. Until the day he adjusted his seat, she hesitantly sat in front of him, his heart beating so quickly that he had to shame himself, daring to bury his head in the pile of books, an empty mind, with a pen like flying on scrap paper for half a day, it turned out to be unconscious, chaotic, chaotic doodles. He did not like the girls sitting near him, noisy and annoying, including her friend Manh Tuyet, who had been playing so intimately for a long time, but when he said that he was going to sit in the front row of him, he harshly brushed away. , but Tô Tô Cẩm is an exception. He was even afraid that the intense heat that once he raised his head would scare her away. When Chu Ziyan screamed that sentence, he frantically and blindly, thinking without thinking, blurting out that unpleasant sentence. When To Van Cam gazed at him, his whole body was burned with rage, burning him even to the point of confusion, but in his heart aroused the evil joy, that only this she only noticed his existence, only in this way did she look at him intently.

 To Van Cam, Tô Tô Cẩm and Trinh Tranh liked this name and whispered softly on the lips. But based on what did she burn his world to the point where the flames were burning, while her own waves still didn't move?

 Su Yun Jin naturally could not detect the conflict within Cheng Zhen, almost always saddened by her father's illness. His liver disease was exacerbated, and now even by the time of normal teaching in high school, he could not guarantee it, his body soon became thin. In the afternoon, when she was talking on the phone with her mother, the mother on the other end of the line cried and sobbed, causing To Van Cam's gut to burn like fire. She expressed her desire to go home to visit her father, her mother choked with protest, now is the key moment of the college entrance exam, nothing more important than the revision. To express the sadness of To Van Cam right now: not only can not take care of his father, but even to achieve good results to bring some comfort to his grandparents can not do, no one pathetic than her.

 After the phone call with her mother, during the evening self-study, she felt that her whole body had no energy at all, it was difficult to say clearly whether she was frustrated or physically uncomfortable. Next, she felt that between her thighs, a hot stream of warmth was coming out of her house. She had been in constant rain and almost forgot that she had come to the regular "days" every month. It was very difficult to manage until the break in the middle of self-study time, To Van Cam pulled out a spare sanitary pad from his bag and tried to run to the toilet, but his clothes on the bottom had no bag. to fit the piece of tape, the girl who wriggled up was good, grabbed the book right away, clamped the tape inside, and then tipped on the toilet door to run.

 With his face bowed and running quickly, approaching the classroom door, Tô Tô Cẩm slammed into a person. "Tô Tô Cẩm, did you rush to reincarnate?" Hearing the voice of Trinh Tranh, Su Van Cam felt a cold. feel "fever", why can everywhere encounter this "constellation evil"? Trying to ignore him to continue, he deliberately blocked her way, "Ha ha, you look at me, white face like a devil, what's wrong with you?"

 "Please get out of the way, me, I have to go to the toilet."

 "Going to the toilet where you hold the book Analysis of literary works?" The tone of the picture suddenly surged up.

 To Van Cam's face became even more white, so the cord could not go on, can not get rid of? She didn't say anything more, slipped into the gap next to him and slipped out the door.

 Seeing her surreal beauty, Trinh Tranh became even more skeptical, not understanding a resolute decision not to give up. He snatched the book from To Yunnan's hand, "Are you crazy? Going to the toilet but also reading, you ... ”. The words were not over, To Van Cam had gotten back to rob people like crazy, making him scared. The guy who instinctively took advantage of his height, jerked out of his instinct, didn't know why today Tô Tô Cẩm seemed to be stubbornly insanely determined to reclaim it with the analysis of such literary work. The two of them struggled a little, trying to pull, a snow-white object falling from the inside of the book.

 Cheng Xuan stared at the item on the ground, froze for five seconds, and Su Yun suddenly fell silent, only staring at him. Surprised, ashamed, angry, how much resentment was held for so long, how hard it was in her body, her father's anxiety ... all her thoughts were like volcanic eruptions. She slowly crouched up and picked up the sanitary pad, bowed her head gently dusting the dust on it, then right before the eyes of many people, throwing it vigorously in the middle of the stunned face right in front of her, frantic. screamed: "You want what? For you, for you here ... ".

 The whole classroom experienced a strange silence for a few seconds.

 By the time Cheng Cheng reunited, that poor sanitary pad had slipped down from his straight nose, the second time returning to the ground and the people who had previously made the statue had used the speed of one hundred sprint. meters away from the classroom

 Painting shows it up as if reflexively conditioned, to the figure of the girl chasing.

 To Yun Jin was not aiming for the toilet but running towards the women's dorm, Cheng Cheng to the middle of the small road connecting the classroom to the dormitory caught up with him, he reached out and grabbed her shirt tightly. made her unsteadily stop walking. Tô Tô Cẩm sighed and looked up at him, his hair was in disarray, tears all over his face.

 Cheng was frightened by her tears, just intuitively unable to let her run away like this. He must say something to her, can't say no! But now that she was ten centimeters away from him, filled with tears, he had absolutely no idea what to say, and remained speechless for a long time before stuttering, saying: "... That ... heard ... If your daughter is going to run a lot these days, she'll have a stomach ache. ”

 Tô Tô Cẩm shook his head in fear, as if seeing a madman, tears were pouring down, "Show pictures, what do you want to do?" When did I confess to you? If so, do you say it, is it not okay for me to apologize to you? ”. Now she was not as excited as she used to be, only feeling disillusioned, not knowing where she was finally wrong, trying to endure, in the end he still wouldn't let her go.

 "That day in the corridor, you look back at me to do, and then again seemingly do not know me, what is it, you say it!" notice the argument, just stubbornly spit out a sentence, this way you know, isn't this the guy's long-standing question?

 Tô Tô Cẩm did not quite understand what he was saying, "I always looked at you, before I was in the same class I didn't know you at all!"

 Why was that, his memories of such a person were so profound, he had no feeling at all? The process of painting has never encountered this kind of situation, the force effect is also reciprocal, the chemical equation is balanced, the energy is not well preserved, huh? How could he not understand, it was obvious that she had turned her head, if that gaze was not looking at him then who would it be? You don't want her to look at others, what should you do?

 Because it was time for self-study in the evening, this dark little street apart from the two of them was no one else, the white street light illuminated the two long shadows intertwined, sometimes with the night breeze. blowing softly, shaking branches and leaves on the road, emitting a cracking sound, did not cover the famous breathing of two people.

 Xie Cheng, she really doesn't leave any impression on you, what should you do, what do you want to do? He asked himself in bewilderment, then, before his mind could give an answer, his lips unconsciously landed on her eyes, drained tears of tears, finally printing them on her lips, in a fluster. It was not until the calf ached in pain, that he released her. To Van Cam trembled back a step, trying to wip her hand with her lips, also wiping away the horrors and embarrassments on her face, turning her head to continue. This time Cheng Cheng didn't chase anymore, he just stunned as she moved away, then quietly said, "I don't want to do anything, just don't know how to make you look." I. So far it has been. ”

 He was not sure whether she heard it or not, but suddenly it became clear as if he was enlightening the truth, it turned out to be ... So it was!

 Arriving at the door of the classroom, Trinh Tranh saw several heads looking curiously. Zhou Ziyan from the crowd poked his head out, saw him come back, clung tightly to his shoulder, and asked in a soft voice, "Bro, just now you caught up and didn't hit that girl?"

 "Fuh!" The Painting shook his hand on his shoulder, not bothering to answer such a silly question. Chu Tu Duc forced a smile and continued to talk back: "I tell you, don't think too much, any guy who encounters this will feel embarrassed like that."

 "Go away, don't mind me". The picture of Laughing and laughing, puffing away to his seat, his mind still immersed in the sweetness of To Van Cam's lips, feeling that his heart no longer belongs to himself, naturally did not pay attention. Sympathetic eyes of the friends of the surrounding friends are looking at themselves.

 Zhou Ziyan whispered behind him: "This guy is in a bad mood now, being humiliated by a country girl like that, but he laughs and laughs hysterically, can't be so excited?".

 That whole night, Tô Tô Cẩm did not show up in the classroom anymore. When the teacher went to the school to take a thorough inspection, Mac Australia Hoa submitted an application for a leave of absence to her.

 Trinh Tranh was "so excited" that he kept looking at the vacant seats in front of him, all evening feeling silly.

 In the eyes of fellow students, the relationship between Trinh Tranh and To Van Cam after the "sanitary napkin event" was no different. The process of painting still often unjustly provoked on Cam Cam as in the past, Van Cam was still silently supporting, they did not open their mouths to mention that incident, nor did any outsider deliberately set it up. , as if nothing has ever happened. But Trinh Tranh knows that it just seems like it has never happened, and in his heart, what needs to be born has sprouted for a long time. Looking at To Yun Jin's face he couldn't help but guess her thoughts, the more she showed no expression, the more he had no clue in his heart.

 At one point, Cheng Cheng thought, if her attitude towards him was a bit harsh, reprimanding him once or twice, or pretending to scold him "rude", perhaps he would feel more comfortable, because even little of this proves that the kiss that night was real, not just the delusional dream that he drew himself. Did she hear the last sentence he said, did she finally know what he was thinking? No matter what, you should not move at all.

 He no longer spoke malicious words, but he still liked to intentionally put his feet under her chair and wobble back and forth, she kept frowning down and making innocent faces; her back was thin, sometimes through the fabric of the laundry blue uniform faded to see the white filament, Trinh Painting could not imagine, every time she looked at her eyes, she felt a red face. Hot, heart beating. Many years later, Trinh Tranh thought about the summer of his third year of high school, he looked at her from behind, still aroused in sweet absurdity.

 As Trinh Tranh saw, To Yun Jin's logical thinking is indeed messy. According to his impression, she had never passed numeracy before. The thing that made people angry the most was that normally when she ran into sentences that did not understand, with all her body spinning around, it was clear that there was an ardent helper on the back of the woman screaming in silence: asking I go, ask me! But she had not felt it before. When it was really urgent, she would rather ask Tong Minh, but never ask him.

 That Song Minh boy was good at English, but his math, physics, and chemistry were mediocre. Many times, Trinh Tranh was heard behind him listening to him explain to Tô Cẩm Cẩm, but he was a trivial word, and there was nothing serious about the tension, the two of the questioner answered calmly and backward. Then the guy Tranh Tranh, who was standing outside looking at him, was crazy. Until one day, Chengchu was overwhelmed to see Tô Tô Cẩm because of a typical algebra sentence that could not be more typical but had to discuss for half a day with Tong Minh, passing the school through his aunt and uncle. Then he banged her hand violently on her desk with a draft, carefully covered with directions and solutions, then did not give her the chance to refuse and hurried away. By the time the guy returned to his seat, he saw Tô Tô Cẩm holding a draft in his hand to say something to him.

 "Don't you think miscellaneous, it's just that I honestly can't stand other stupid people", Cheng Cheng took her upright, blushing.

 Tô Vân Cẩm heard that slowly and clearly replied: "Don't think silly, just I want to ask you what this word is."

 "Sì ...", Tống Minh on the side laughed. Seeing them look over, Tong Minh just made a welcome motion, then continued to immerse himself in the unfinished work on the table. Cheng didn't pay any attention to him, drew a scrap of paper in To Yun Jin's hand carefully, “Which word? Say you're a fool and won't accept it, this place means ... ”.

 The next time, the people sitting next to them were surprised to discover that the relationship between Trinh Tranh and Su Van Cam had changed miraculously. She encounters sentences that do not understand clearly, apart from English, she occasionally asks Song Ming, the rest quietly ask Trinh Tranh for help. Trinh Painting, however, seemed to be bothered every time, but he started explaining that just being afraid was not enough. He also did not have the patience, talking back and forth for a while still seeing the ambiguity of To Van Cam, or pretending to have any improper words that were often scowling and scowling immediately, at times like Tô Tô Cẩm arguing with him, turning his back silently, leaving him with an excuse. But less than half an hour, I could see Trinh Tranh and poked at To Van Cam's back with the tip of a pen, proactively saying: "Ah, I haven't finished teaching just now, come here, listen to me ..." ”.

 Trinh Tranh Tranh's tireless teaching method is rude, but it's undeniable that his way of solving problems is always very clear and clear. With his extraordinarily helpful attitude, Tô Tô Cẩm also gradually fumbled a little of the secret. Naturally, this Arithmetic which she wished to achieve in a short period of time had made great progress, which was unthinkable, but her examination results had also gradually gotten so close to reaching the standard.

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