CHAPTER 4

Someone said something like this “Giving love to someone can be the greatest gift that one can give to anyone.”

And that is the work I am doing, giving love to the broken hearts. Though I’m giving love to everyone, I know how lonely I become after completing my mission. I know and have experienced the feeling of loneliness and not able to feel the same love that I am giving to others.

Sometimes, I think deity is very cruel to me. Love is my existence but that love can also kill me. The love that I am spreading is forbidden for me.

The love that I am helping others to experience is forbidden for me to experience it.

I also want to know and feel the feeling of being in love but I can’t…

Well, I’m Jordan. To be honest I don’t remember my real name. As far as I can remember, when I opened my eyes, I was an angel and I had a code number on my chest “143”. Jordan is the name that I use when I have to deal with human.

As angels, we also don’t have any past life memory. We have to complete certain number of cases to get the afterlife ticket.

My story is nothing special. As I am a love angel, I have to help the ones with broken hearts that all.

 In our angel office, we have different departments like hate, resentment, grudge, sadness, death, birth and there comes the love.

I belong to the love department, to be specific, strategic team. Here my work is to create incidents for my clients to fall in love. Sometimes, some clients are difficult to deal with. In that case we are allowed to get involved to their human life and understand them well to help them.

After the mission is completed, we are supposed to remove ourselves from their memory and life. We are not allowed to keep any contact with them. Sometime this rule is cruel. Though we are angels but we also have feelings. Feeling of attachment and friendship, we can also feel all the emotions that human feel. But we are not allowed for that feeling.

Our team leader, who is an old man, always reminds us to not have any feeling towards human. That rule always bothers me a lot.

Why can’t we feel any emotion when we are in mission? Why are forbidden from the feeling of love? We are no robot that have switch to turn off their emotion.

I asked that question to everyone in our office but never got the answer. I am still looking for that answer and will be looking for it till the end until I find my answer that satisfies me.

“So, who is my client for my next mission?” I asked to leader while rubbing by palm, stretching myself a little and getting ready for new mission.

He took a breath and sighed as if he is getting ready to tell me something very important thing. “Not next but your last mission” he said while looking at me with sad eyes.

I and leader are like grandpa and grandson. He cares for me a lot. Whenever I mess up in any mission, he takes cares of it. His love for me is immeasurable. He was there next to me whenever I had hard time.

Listening to his reply, I also became silent for few seconds. I loved this job but I also want the afterlife and again live my life, fulfilling my every dream that I want.

“Oh! It’s being this long that I came to the end. So who is my last client?” I asked him with excitement, hiding my sadness that soon I’m leaving this life.

He again sighed, decided to just go with the flow. He answered while handing me the information files “This is the file of the girl. Her name is…”

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