ep.2: him

When I first saw him, he was taller, more matured, still skinny, however his hair was parted the way I’ve always wanted him to try. His shoulders were broader, his eyes were still tiny as ever but his name changed. He was no longer my best friend, the Max I knew and shared all my secrets with and even fell for 3 years ago, now his called Jaxon. He still had that adorable half laugh, half smile on his face; he’s eyes were the same chocolate brown they were back then. And of course the thought of me falling for him again was horrendous, but I held back my feelings because I will never want to have that feeling again, the feeling of being alone, the feeling of someone I truly cared for who had crushed me into pieces. He didn’t seem like the same guy that I fell in love with in Penang.

(Back to school)

I was talking to Lexa and she told me this hilarious joke which made me smile because in the previous class, which was Geography, I had gotten an A-. And you know me even though I was the highest in the class and maybe even in the year I was still kind of disappointed because if I hadn’t messed up that last question I would have gotten an A*. Anyways back to the story.

I was smiling brightly up until I saw Jaxon Hunter, my very first and possibly last love. Thanks to him I rejected all- well i didn’t even get close to any guys since he left. I was like not again, I had wished that he didn’t remember me so I tried my best to come up with an excuse to leave so I said I forgot my books in my locker. But Lexa knew me too well. She knew that I would have never forgotten my books especially when it’s maths session. So she knew something was up. However I still turned around but it was too late, Jaxon had already saw me! At least I think he saw me?! I was burning in the inside, i had never felt this way about anyone before. I could see his face, he looked like he was.......I don’t know I’m bad with emotions. I was extremely fast so I couldn’t really see either. All I saw was a glimpse of his charming face. All the memories of us came flooding back. I turned back around and hurried into the maths room. I was like please, please, please don’t let him be in the same class as me! But I knew it was too good to be true because he is extremely smart like myself but I would always beat him, except when we would have PE together, for some odd reason Sports wasn’t one of my greatest subjects. I use to hate the sun. The bright and warm feeling made me feel fuzzy, and if you knew me you would know that I hate, that FUZZY feeling. I’m still not good at sports but I guess my running is fine.

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