Chapter 3: Faithful Encounter

One day, something has changed completely when I met one particular person.

a person whom I never met before. At that time, I’m not sure whether it’s fate or something, I have met someone who has been facing the same problems as me.The same person who’d been fighting with our own fear. We talked with each other a lot about that. We share our experiences and problems together. Every time we met, we talked more and more about that as If it was something interesting when in fact it’s something that took away our happiness for a long time ago. We’re getting closer from day by day without even realizing it. I have never imagined that the thing that haunted me most in my entire life turned out to be the thing that connected me with someone I have never known before and become so close like this, sometime I feel like this is just a long dream because this is just too unrealistic that even I myself doubt it too sometime. Not soon enough till I realized that its not just a dream that I’m enjoying but a nightmare as well. She suddenly disappeared without leaving any traces like a strong wind in the high sky. I tried to contact her in any ways but it doesn’t work at all. it seems like her whole existence has been erased completely from this world without any reasons. The person that I used to share my problems, the person that gave me happiness, is gone. At the same time, I also felt like I just woke up from a very long dream and piece of my heart is already gone. It would be better If this is all just a dream but I need to accept my reality and keep moving forward because whether I believe it or accept it or not, life still goes on with or without her. One thing that scared me most was that after she disappear, the sleep paralysis has been disappear as well. This has put me in a blank mind. I couldn’t think of anything but keep wondering how are these two things connected? is it possible that the thing which has been torturing me is also the one that gave me happiness as well?

That question has been stuck in my mind for a while but I couldn’t come up with any answers or clue at all. Even if we have known each other for just a short period of time but the pain and happiness that she gave me is unimaginable that I felt lucky that I was able to survive it even thought is already broken for a long time ago. However, I also felt grateful for her that my worst nightmare is gone whether I’m not sure she’s the one who made it disappear or not because at least we met and had a very great time talking with each other about our secret and our worse fear. If possible, I hope that we wear able to meet each other again even just for a short period of time because I have so many questions that I wanted to ask her and I don’t expect any answer back. I just want to speak out what’s inside my mind so that she could understand me even just for a little bit I’m still okay with it.

Unfortunately, no matter how much I wanted to say and no matter what ways I tried to do. everything is already over between me and her. she’s already long gone just like a thin air with nowhere to be found and soon enough everything about her will be fading as well just like memories that we soon forget after a long dream. it’s the first time in my life that I wish something become a dream since I’ve been living my whole life in fear of closing my eyes so this seems like a fact that I wouldn’t even are to admit it but I guess this is it about the story between me and her.

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