Talking about sleep paralysis, there are some beliefs from people around the world that it's not just a normal sleep paralysis, but it is something more than that. They think that our body is being controlled by ghosts or some evil creatures that is why we cannot move our body as we please. There are also some people who believe that there's no such thing as " Sleep paralysis " but it's just a normal dream instead.
Do you think it’s actually happened in our real life? To people, this topic might be only just some folk tales or just some ridiculous rumors that people have been talking from generation to generation. But to me, it’s not just some rumors because I have experienced it all by myself since I was young. It was one of the worse feelings that I have ever felt in my life. Thinking back to that time, it was like a living hell to me whenever the night comes.
I always wishes that the day was longer than the night and I want it to come as fast as possible. Night time has been torturing me for eternity because every time I closed my eyes and tried to sleep , there was always something strange which came to me and kept me out of my control. I could not move my body no matter how hard I tried to resist. At the end of the day. the only thing that I could do was laying on my bed staying still waiting for the Sun to rise. It has been like that for quite some time and there was not a single day that I did not pray for everything to be back to the way it was. Days by days, life had getting worse as time passed by. I had reached the point where I’m too scared to even close my eyes right now because If I did, I would be reminded by the stuffs that I’d been enduring and the scary memories that I’m trying to forget. It’s not like I had never tried to move my body or something. I always did what I could but the result was always the same. Even if it's like that but I never gave up trying, not even a second even though I know I couldn’t do anything to help myself at all. I tried to reach out a few people about that but it seemd like I was just liar to them and just wanted attention. Because of that, I decided not to tell my close friends and even my family about it because I already knew that they are not going to believe it anyway. So , that’s the reason why I wanted to bury it with me and keep it as one of my biggest secrets and I also planned to take all of them with me until the day I leave this meaningless life.
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Asuna
please update more chapter 🎉🎉
2021-09-12
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