MY WOUNDED LOVE (TAEKOOK)
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Jung Hoseok
Never have I ever-
Hoseok squints his eyes too sober for anyone's liking a sober Hoseok amidst a drunken mess of friends in a menace
Jung Hoseok
Fu*ked in the library of Uni so fu*king loud that they had to close the library down for two weeks
Namjoon sighs and Seokjin rolls his eyes they both take the shots from the table and gulp the shots of vodka down
Kim Seokjin
I feel like that was aimed for us specifically ?
As Seokjin speaks with hiccups in between Namjoon Pat's his knee
Jungkook sends a look at Taehyung who is sitting in front of him with Jimin by his side Jimin is whispering something in Taehyung's ear which has the artist smiling softly
Yoongi presses his lips together
Min Yoongi
Never have I ever farted during s*x
There is a silence for a while a dubstep remix of an old Beyonce's song playing loude in the club Hoseok grabs the glass and gulps down the alcohol on which Namjoon starts laughing like a maniac
Jung Hoseok
As soon as we're out of here I'm breaking up with you
Yoongi shrugs with a sh*t eating grin
Taehyung rests his hands on Jimin's thigh leaning in to Whisper something in his ear Jungkook looks down
Jung Hoseok
Never have I ever clogged someone else's toilet with my shit
He mutters as he downs another shot
Jimin's hand grazes Taehyung's fingers the touch lingering Taehyung smiles at Jimin softly holding his gaze staring right into singers eyes so deeply
Jeon Jungkook
Never have I ever fu*ked someone because I felt lonely
Silence falls Jungkook takes a few seconds to realise that those words came out of his own mouth he looks up and finds Taehyung staring right at him his eyes wide and hard glaring at him sharply lips slightly parched no one speaks but Jungkook knows it he knows that everyone has a vague idea of what the fu*k is going on
Taehyung straightens his back grabs the glass tightly his knuckles turning white as he downs the alcohol still glaring at Jungkook which has Jungkook gasp he has never seen a angry side of Taehyung before his gaze is so fierce and sharp which has him feeling weird Jungkook's heart is beating fast he can't look straight in Taehyung's eyes
Taehyung slams the glass on table and grabs the bottle of vodka fills the glass again then he moves the glass towards Jungkook
He says fu*king bristling eyes sharp
Kim Taehyung
And drink up b*tch
Jungkook stays quite as Taehyung gets up he walks past them Hoseok calls for him but Yoongi grabs his wrist and Shakes his head signalling him to not to get in between them
Namjoon tries but Jungkook is already up on his feet chasing after Taehyung running down the stairs and making his way through the sea of people who are crowding near the entrance
When he manages to get out of the club he sees Taehyung walking at a steady pace Jungkook runs to him and grabs his wrist Taehyung turns around sharply and yanks Jungkook's hand away
Kim Taehyung
Go fu*k yourself
Taehyung scoffs as he crosses his arms over his chest
Kim Taehyung
What the fu*k was that about huh?
Kim Taehyung
Did I do something wrong ?
Kim Taehyung
You know what's funny ?
Kim Taehyung
The fact that Something like that came from you
Kim Taehyung
As if you didn't Jump on the possibility of fu*king me so that you could forget how miserable you are
Jeon Jungkook
That's not what I-
Kim Taehyung
As if you are not just like me
Kim Taehyung
That's so fu*king rich coming from you
Kim Taehyung
Coming from the guy who was sobbing on my d*ck because he couldn't bear to be left alone for a minute
Jungkook takes a step back he swears he is feeling Taehyung's words slapping him right on his face and sh*t it hurts
But what hurts even more is Taehyung who puts a hand over his mouth as soon as the words come out of his mouth he stops talking Taehyung looks at Jungkook his eyes full of regret and apologize that Jungkook can't even begin to count them
he Whispers Jungkook barely hears him over the music coming from the club
Kim Taehyung
Sh*t I'm sorry
Taehyung takes a deep breath and then steps forward Jungkook doesn't back off but he wants to he really wants to until Taehyung takes Jungkook's hand in his hands holding them so softly his hands feels warm against Jungkook's oh god he is so soft with Jungkook that has Jungkook Feeling like Taehyung is touching a wounded animal
He says very softly his voice is deep and soft
And that's when Jungkook breaks
Because Taehyung doesn't ask just for the sake of it he is asking because he gets it because he knows what's going on
Jeon Jungkook
I don't know anymore
Jungkook manages to speak a lump forming in his throat already
Jeon Jungkook
I don't fu*king know
Jeon Jungkook
I thought it was loneliness but it's not just that anymore it's something-
Jeon Jungkook
Something worst something much meaner something which really fu*king hurts
Jeon Jungkook
It's just I do feel so fu*king pointless it feels like I'm stuck in a Goddamn box the entire world keeps going while I'm just stuck and-
Jeon Jungkook
And I can't do anything about it I'm helpless
Jeon Jungkook
I'm helpless because I'm stuck in a box and I'm stuh-stuck in the box alone and-
He stops talking when he feels Taehyung's hand on his cheeks his Thumbs wiping away the tears which Jungkook didn't even know he shed
Taehyung murmurs eyes red and his face twisted in what looks like pain
Kim Taehyung
Don't cry it's okay everything will get better soom I got your back alright ?
Jungkook decides that with alcohol ready as an excuse he can curl on himself and can cry on Taehyung's warm chest Taehyung holds Jungkook close to his chest stroking his neck and back with both of his hands just so Jungkook can sobb holding on to him he might get the snot on Taehyung's fine shirt but who cares The artist is whispering soothing word's in his ears which Jungkook can't even hear Taehyung's hand's warm and soft on Jungkook's skin
Jungkook is not sure about for how long they stayed like this but at some point he stopped sobbing the tears all over Taehyung chest now Jungkook's chest feels a little less heavy so he slowly puts a discreet distance between Taehyung and him
He asks as he holds Jungkook's hand once again Jungkook nods in response
Kim Taehyung
Okay okay let's go home we should take a bus
Kim Taehyung
Night bus rides calms me maybe it'll help you too
Taehyung starts walking in the direction of the bus stop still holding Jungkook's hand and guiding him
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