MY WOUNDED LOVE (TAEKOOK)
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This feels a lot like doing something you're used to. being this close to Taehyung. even though it's actually new for someone who is good at understanding things and analysing them Jungkook is at a loss when it comes to this feeling. to the sheer familiarity in which Taehyung and he moves around each other, Jungkook finds comfort in it so he guesses it must be empathy once again. or maybe knowing in some way that Taehyung has it worse he has been lonely for way longer period of time and Jungkook wasn't familiar with this feeling he wasn't lonely back then this feeling is new to him he has just started feeling empty, worthless and lonely
Around Taehyung he can feel less of a messed up individual. yeah it's a selfish though but it's all about survival. life is you take what universe gives you to feel better be it s*x or the fact that Taehyung once said that Jungkook's shit smells of jasmine compared to the artist's. now that doesn't mean Jungkook doesn't feel bad about it
More than bad Jungkook is concerned
Having s*x with Taehyung probably didn't help the case at all. people will fill your head with tales of " s*x doesn't change anything s*x isn't that important s*x is just s*x" but Jungkook knows better. even when you casually fu*k someone you connect for a moment you lay completely bare and exposed with another person who's doing just the same how can you not ?
How can you not feel connected ? when you do it more than once the connection becomes intimacy
At least that's what Jungkook thinks
Then again after that last night things went back to the way they were before but a little better it's been weeks now and they haven't fu*ked after that night again just slept together ?
Yes they slept together that's not Jungkook's fault Taehyung's pillows are soft and comfortable and also they're both lonely it happens but no s*x
Although Jungkook wants to. sh*t he wants to so bad
And so does Taehyung Jungkook is not entirely dumb not yet at least
But they maintain the distance under that aspect they don't do things which might make the situation turn s*xual they cure their loneliness temporarily with cuddles and long night talking about everything and anything standing on their balconies drinking coffee and smoking weed and tobacco
Kim Taehyung
I'm guessing they must taste a lot like garlic
Jungkook frowns he taps on the cigarette a blob of ash falls down the balcony Jungkook places his elbow on the railing
Jeon Jungkook
You're still thinking about them ?
Taehyung shrugs looking at the screen of his phone a cigarette between his lips as he leans his back against the metal railing of his side of the balcony
Kim Taehyung
But I'm looking at the recipes online and sh*t they put a sh*t load of butter garlic and basil in those snails so I'm guessing they must taste like that a lot
Jungkook hums breathes out smoke from his nostrils
Jeon Jungkook
Do you ever stop and think of why the fu*k people came up with eating snails ?
Jeon Jungkook
They're not even that tasty looking so why did some french guy found a need and decided to take one and say "yes I shall eat this squishy humid animal"
Taehyung arches an eyebrow
Kim Taehyung
Now I'm curious
Kim Taehyung
Let's see if we can find the origin story of this little creature
Taehyung taps something on his phone and waits for the page to load
Kim Taehyung
Oh okay so apparently ancient Romans ate snails a lot
Kim Taehyung
Yeah I'm not even sure did french people invented them ?
Kim Taehyung
They eat them alot in Portugal too now I'm confused
Taehyung locks his phone and takes a drag
Kim Taehyung
Whatever we are going to eat them sooner or later there must be a decent french restaurant in Seoul
Jeon Jungkook
You sure ? I mean-
Jeon Jungkook
It's gonna be expensive as fu*k
Kim Taehyung
And I basically sh*t Money out of my a*s
Kim Taehyung
We'll be fine
Jungkook finds out that Taehyung doesn't sleep alot
Or well he does maybe just in some fucked up moments
During the night Taehyung mostly works he sleeps in the early afternoon or late evening
Taehyung doesn't mind having Jungkook in his flat when he works he just tells Jungkook to sit somewhere and to make himself comfortable Taehyung already let's Jungkook know that there's coffee and junk food in the fridge
A beautiful cat Jungkook may add Taehyung tells him that it's a ragdoll which Jungkook thinks is a fu*ked up name
Kim Taehyung
Her name is Emilie like klint's like companion and one of his muses
Jungkook almost had a heart attack the first time he found the cat glaring at him when he was taking a piss
Kim Taehyung
She's a bit shy
Taehyung scratches under the cats chin the animal purring happily
Kim Taehyung
But she is lovely
Jeon Jungkook
What kind of breed is even a ragdoll ?
Kim Taehyung
It's because they're so affectionate that they go limp in your arms just like a ragdoll
Taehyung takes Emilie in his arms and the cat starts rubbing her nose on Taehyung's chest
Taehyung takes the cat to Jungkook
Kim Taehyung
Here hold her
Jungkook carefully takes Emilie in his arms and he can't help but smile at her she's awfully pretty she has soft white and grey furr bright blue eyes that stare at him Jungkook tries to imitate Taehyung he starts to scratch under her chin but Emilie's eyes squint she hisses viciously and starts squirming in Jungkook's lap as he tries to put her down Emilie gets her claws out and digs them in his hand
Jungkook yells more in surprise than in pain he lets go of her and stares at the back of his hand where Emilie's claws has ripped the skin in two straight lines
Jungkook looks at Emilie who's hiding behind Taehyung's leg
Jeon Jungkook
Why would you do such a thing ?
Kim Taehyung
She hates you
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