Chapter 5

"Yeah, yes, I am. What did the doctor say?"

"He's diagnosing Tae with a seizure disorder and some meds that should help keep it under control."

"Should?" He didn't mean to sound so panicked.

"Clam down baby, Tae is fine and for his age the medication have a good chance of working."

Suga let out a shaky breath and groaned. He should be there with his family. "I should be there with you RM." He should never have to choose between his family and his fans, but if he knew his husband as well as he thinks he does, RM would try and put on a brave face and tell him there was nothing he could do even if he was with them. He'd tell Suga to focus on his concert tonight and give it everything he's got and that he didn't need to worry.

"What are you going to do that me or the doctors aren't already doing Yoongi?" His husband was right. There was nothing he could contribute to the situation if he was there. "He's awake and asking to speak to you, I haven't told Tae yet."

Suga nodded and told Nam-joon to give the phone to his son. He let out a breath he didn't know he was holding and with anxiety through the roof he calmly spoke into the phone at his son. The first thing he hears, is how weak his little baby boy sounds and even through all the scary things were happening, he could hear the joy in his baby's voice. "Papa home soon?"

"Very soon love, I'll be home before you know it and we can have lots of cuddles." He choked back a sob as Tae told him about the nice ambulance man and the lollipop he got for being brave. He made sure to tell the four year old that he was indeed very brave. They spoke for another five minutes before saying goodbye to his son and Tae handed the phone back to his daddy. "Update me if anything changes, Nam-joon, I mean anything."

His husband laughed and the panicked feeling was no longer as bad as before. "How are you holding up?"

"I'm alright," Nam-joon answered nervously. "I left the other three with Jackson so I could ride in the ambulance with V," the younger man says voice still shaky and low. He couldn't even begin to imagine how scared his young husband had been, the thought of it makes Suga sick to his stomach. "God baby it was so scary." RM's voice broke, "his little body was shaking and his mouth, oh god, he had no control of anything, he bit his lip so hard that his mouth was bleeding." RM exhaled a shaky breath and took a few deep breaths before he continued, "it was so scary Yoongi. I thought he'd never stop seizing."

Suga didn't say anything but listened as his husband cried on the other end. He had only heard Nam-joon cry this hard once before, when the doctor had told them that they had miscarried their twins. Even without seeing him, he could feel his husband's pain. He couldn't imagine the thoughts that went through his head at seeing their son have yet another seizure and how truly scary it was. He felt it by the way the man cried and as he listened wishing, he could do something, anything to make his husband stop, but this was the life they had chosen and it came with tough choices. "I hope you know how much I love Kim Nam-joon. I appreciate everything you've done and continue to do. You're the best daddy and husband we could ever ask for."

RM gave Suga a teary smiled and wiped his eyes. "I love you too Yoongi ah, please come home soon." Suga laughed, though nothing was funny about what his husband had said. He was more begging than asking and RM didn't beg, ever, but given the stress of today, it made sense. "Go finish preparing for your concert. I'll be here cheering you on. Love you."

"I love you more." And they hung up. Suga took a few minutes to compose himself and when he was ready, he headed back up the stage.

"Thank you so much Los Angeles, you've been great. Goonight!"

The excitement he felt as he walked off the stage was something he'd never be able to describe. His team would most likely be taking him out for drinks tonight to celebrate his success of the last concert. "Yoongi hyung, that was amazing. This was your best concert yet." One of the staff said, a big smile on his face. 

Suga laughed, "you say that every night Tony." He grabbed his phone and pressed the power button. As the team worked to remove the wires and his ear piece, his assistant walked over with a bag of his favourite food. "Gomawoyo." He said with a smile. 

He unlocked his phone and saw that he had four missed FaceTime messages. He clicked on the first one and laughed, Jin's toothless smile staring back at him. Good luck Papa, you the bestest Papa ever. I love you. Jin kisses the camera and the screen goes black. He clicks on the next as his second youngest Hobi stared at him from the screen. "Daddy how do I know it working?"

"The light should be flashing,"

Hi papa, I hope you do good and gets lots of fans. Don't forget to get me a present. Love you.

"Suga hyung, can we you turn around so we can unhook the walkie-talkie?" He does as he's told, standing still and lifiting his shirt up slightly. After a few seconds he clicks on the third video and listens to Tae ramble on about the hospital and how they gave him a frog stuffed animal. He finishes off by saying I love you and that he missed him very much. Before their daddy took the camera, Tae blew him a series of kisses and pressed his lips to the camera one final time.

^^^To be continue... ^^^

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