Chapter 14

 RM says from his spot on the bed, but Yoongi doesn't say anything and gives him the middle finger. RM laughed carefully setting Jungkook back on their bed and pushed their blanket down towards the end of the bed. In one swift movement, he was standing beside his ***** husband. "I could look at you like this all day."

"**** off, you know how we get. If you can't keep it in your pants, then leave."

"Whats the harm in wanting you?"

Suga laughed playfully slapping his husband's shoulder. "Wanting me is not the problem, Joonie," Suga says. "Thats what you said all those years ago when we were first married. We were barely married for two years and you knocked me up. And nine months later, Jin was born."

"As I recalled, you wanted me just as much as I wanted you." Said the twenty-seven year old. He wrapped his arms around his husband's tiny frame and pulled him closer to his body his lips making their way to Yoongi's neck.

"Joon, I'm not playing."

Nam-joon nibbled on the older man's earlobe causing Yoongi to squeal. "Come on, just a quickie?"

"Go away and let me finish getting dressed. And if you behave, I'll make it worth your while."

With a loud frustrated sigh, Namjoon backs off slapping the older man's ***. He barely escapes the bottle of lotion Yoongi throws at him. "**** off," when Nam-joon finally leaves the room, Yoongi makes quick work of getting dressed and laid down on the bed with Jungkook in his arms. He really did love the smell of lavender, honey and baby powder. As he closed his eyes his mind drifted off to the second time he had met Nam-joon. He smiled fondly letting sleep take him.

Wednesday 1st July 2009

Suga was in his studio when a loud knock startled him from his thoughts. He rose, walked over to the door and turned the lock.

Suga stopped at the doorway with a start at the sight of him. He had the awkward tenderness of someone who has never been loved and is forced to improvise.

For a moment he thought he had been dreaming, a series of images flashing through his mind and he smiled. It had been a year and three months ago since he met the young man for the first time and as he looked the figure up and down, he couldn't help but notice that the boy had become even more stunning. His pale olive like skin was smooth under the harsh lights in the hall and for a moment, as they stared at each other, he left a sense of relief as he looked into those dark chocolate brown eyes.

For a moment Yoongi fixed his gaze on the blond, exhaling indefatigably before taking Namjoon's hand in his. His look was a little defiant and innocent but at the same time he had a halo of serenity that he could not explain. Suga felt a slight flutter in his stomach as a malicious smile crept in between all the expressions he could muster.

It all started that morning when Jackson had introduced him to the blonde haired beauty, an innocent game of flirting had quickly turned into something. They didn't know how things would work out seeing that he would be gone for an entire year on tour, meeting fans and potential people who wanted to date him. They had settled on getting to know each because the younger man had had multiple bad experiences where he loved someone and the love was not reciprocated. He had been burned more times that he could count and after he had closed his heart off to love, thw though of finding someone so pure was so far deep in his mind that nothing could break down the walls he had built. And ****, he had built those walls pretty damn high.

He found out early on that Kim Nam-joon lived in a small town in Seoul, in one of the complexes owned by the family his parents were working for. 

Through the hour long conversation that he and Nam-joon had had, he found out that the boy was a fan of swimming in the sea, and enjoyed the peace and.calm it brought. Suga had quick to tell him that he hated water and told him the story of how his dad had saved him from drowning. "Is that why you hate the water? Because it almost took your life?"The younger man had asked.

With a smile on his face, Suga shook his head.

"No, but drowing didn't help my fear of water. I dont like to be wet."

They had their first date the following year after Suga's second world tour and even though Yoongi had been asking for months for the younger man to go out with him, Nam-joon had refused because "I don't want you to date me because you are lonely." Suga had stormed out grabbing his jacket and let the door slammed behind him. It was another month before the two spoke to each other again, thanks to Jackson and BamBam.

When he woke up again, Nam-joon was in the corner of their room quietly talking to Jungkook as he changed the baby's nappy. The younger man began to hum softly occasionally rubbing their son's tummy. When he was done changing the baby, RM joined him on the bed again and handed the baby over to him. He smiled as his husband took a sip of his coffee.

After a few minutes, Yoongi looked at Nam-joon and for a moment, the image of the sixteen year old boy he met all those years ago came flashing back in his mind. "Hey remember when we first met?" he said, RM nodded.

"Yeah I remember it like it was yesterday." he said as he took another sip of coffee, Yoongi looked at RM in disbelief.

"Really, it’s that clear is it?" he said,

The younger man nodded. Yoongi ran a hand thriugh the baby's hair as his son nursed, big die eyes staring back at him. "We're gonna have to take Jeon Jung-kook to get his first hair cut soon."

”Yeah, we'll wait until he isn't nursing from you." He said gently squeezing Jungkook's chubby thigh. "It was 11 years ago. And you were the rudest person I had ever met." He said, with a small smile on his face. "Don’t you?" 

Suga nodded. "Yes of course I do Joon." He said taking a sip of his husband's coffee. He switched the baby over to the other side so he could continue to nurse. "How can I forget that? And I wasn't rude."

Nam-joon  shrugged, “I don’t know,” he said taking another sip of his coffee. "Okay, you weren't rude, but you weren't exactly friendly either, why did you ask? Thats the second time today. You know our rule about not looking back at the past."

"I don’t know I just wanted to know if you still remember that’s all. I've been thinking about that lately and thinking about everything that I've missed." Suga said. God it seemed so long ago and time was disappearing right before his eyes. He felt hia throat get tighter, he had missed so much and there was no way he could ever make up for lost time.

RM looked at Yoongi. He had a confused look on his face. "What's our saying baby?"

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